The Mafia's Secret Affair

"DON'T YOU DARE say that."

The deep powerful timbre of his voice made Shiloh pause, tears still falling from his eyes as he stared at the man who was radiating uncontrollable rage. Fearfully he tried to wrench his arm away but it was in a vice grip, and Lucian's face twisted into something unrecognizable.

"Let me go—"

"I can't," Lucian said his voice ringing with truth. "You are everything to me, Shiloh and I can't let you go."

The look on his face made Shiloh's resolve crumble and moving on impulse, trying to soothe the sullen expression on his lover's face he gently cupped his cheek. Lucian buried his face in his neck kissing his cheek over and over again, trembling with every limb. He didn't know if he was strong enough to watch Shiloh walk out that door and never come back. For a brief moment of complete sanity, he tried not to kiss him, those rosy pale lips of passion beckoning him. Although Shiloh was teary-eyed and brittle he was still the most splendid creature Lucian had ever seen.

With a flash of hesitation, he carefully moved forward and brushes his lips against Shiloh's pinning for just a taste. At first, Shiloh stiffened and then relaxed allowing himself the small self-indulgence before trying to squirm away.

Lucian wasn't having that, if this was the last of Shiloh he could get he was going to make the most of it. Surging forward he devoured Shiloh's mouth with his own, kissing him as if he were dying of thirst and his mouth were a moist forbidden fruit. His hands were everywhere, trailing up and down his back, with strong arms and wide shoulders.

"Lucian stop—" Shiloh said trying to break the kiss. "I have to go—"

"Shhh," Lucian cooed. "Let me…I need this please."

He continued kissing down Shiloh's neck, while Shiloh gave himself over to the blinding sensation that made his knees weak and his cock hardened. This was wrong. He shouldn't allow Lucian to kiss him because they were trying to figure their relationship out. The conflict was growing inside him and he shoved Lucian a little firmer so he'd get the message.

"Lucian, no," Shiloh said more sternly. "This isn't right…I should be on my way."

"If you are going to break up with me at least allow me this," Lucian said backing Shiloh up against the wall, his lips locked onto his neck and he sucked vigorously.

Automatically Shiloh's hands flew into Lucian's hair as he groaned, allowing himself to feel this fulfillment of years of yearnings. Lucian was his first everything, first kiss, and first love. He felt himself relax in the roughness of his shaven cheeks, the hardness of his teeth as he scraped against his open mouth and the wetness of his tongue as he swiped greedily against his skin. Callous hands winded around his waist before cupping his ample ass, massaging and pinching them feverishly.

He could feel himself growing hot, shifting under the way Lucian's large hands as he periodically dipped between his ass crack. He was so enthralled he didn't notice that Lucian had started unbuttoning his shirt until he felt his mouth tugging on his sensitive nipples, rolling them between his teeth and tongue. The pleasure was shooting up and down his body as it withered under Lucian's insistent hands. His pale pink nipples grew firmer and pinker as he kissed them, rolling the nub between his rough fingertips.

Suddenly Lucian was fumbling with his jeans and that snapped Shiloh back to reality. What the hell was he doing? Lucian had lied to him for years and he was supposed to be giving him space to work out their relationship but instead, he was pinned up against the wall of their bedroom making out with him.

"Lucian stop—" Shiloh said forcefully pushing against his shoulders.

The man froze and Shiloh wondered if he had heard him. After a few moments of just their hard breathing, he felt something wet and cold trickle down his cheek.

"Lucian?" He said softly.

Pulling back Lucian stared up at him with large tearful eyes, it was the first time Shiloh has ever seen him so vulnerable looking completely raw and wrecked. Those hazel-green eyes carried all the sorrow in the world and Shiloh could feel it gnawing on his resolve.

"Please," Lucian begged. "Don't leave me, please don't go. I can't live without you Shiloh please."

Shiloh could feel tears coming to his eyes. "You lied."

"I won't—never again I swear."

"Promise me."

"I promise."

"Say it!" Shiloh barked.

"I promise I won't lie to you ever again."

Shiloh sighed in relief, his bottom lip trembling. "Fuck, Lucian, I love you so much."

"I love you too."

Giving an inhuman cry Shiloh swiftly turned them over so that he had Lucian pinned up against the wall and fused their lips. He could feel the anger tearing through his veins and driving deep into Lucian's mouth trying to consume him. Quickly he pushed Lucian towards the bedroom, shoving him brutally onto the bed before covering his body. With great urgency he tore off his shirt, clawing at Lucian's pants and shirt trying to rid them both of the barriers.

"On your hands and knees," Shiloh grunted in his ear, pressing his body hard into the mattress.

Lucian quickly complied and although he rarely bottomed, his face was flushed in a thrill.

In his ecstasy he pried Lucian's legs open wide, pressing his hand on Lucian's neck so that his ass was in the air, presented to him. Shiloh growled, reached into the dresser drawer, and grabbed some lube, barely prepping him because Lucian deserved whatever pain was going to come next. With his long slender fingers, he drove in, sloppily, thrust in and out working him over while he whimpered and moaned. Shiloh's resentment turned in his stomach and he hated Lucian for making him feel this way, yet at the same time, he loved him. Grabbing a fist full of Lucian's curls with his free hand he stroked his cock several times before pressing into his puckered entrance.

"Fuck," Lucian hissed, spreading his legs wider as he felt the burn tear through his entire body.

Pounding through the tender ring of muscle Shiloh groaned, as his cock slid through the vice grip of tight everlasting heat. Sliding out, he waited, watching Lucian grow wrestles before plunging his cock in. Lucian wailed and Shiloh roughly forced his head into the mattress before he continued pumping in and out, the sound of skin slapping against skin filled the air. Lucian's hands fisted the Egyptian cotton sheets and his body jerked forward with each powerful thrust, until he came with a short cry, spurting come all over the sheets.

Shiloh's hand gripped his narrow hips as his hips drove forward gathering momentum and speed. All of his emotions were running wild, his balls tighten, and his dick becoming impossibly harder and he gritted his teeth together trying to keep his orgasm at bay. Without thinking he leaned over Lucian's sweaty body and intertwined their fingers, desperate for some form of connection to his lover. It struck him then, like a strum of a powerful cello that he would never have the strength to leave Lucian.

In that realization he felt his lover's breath hitch before he screamed, come soaking his chest and the blankets beneath. Shiloh moaned, chasing his orgasm as if his life depended on it, and with a few more violent thrusts he was seeing stars, his hips jerked awkwardly as he rode it out until finally, he collapsed right beside Lucian panting.

For a moment they both lay there each trying to come down from their high.

When it was all over Shiloh sobbed into Lucian's chest, feeling his emotions had overwhelmed him and that he was drowning. To keep himself together he clung to Lucian for comfort and reassurance, kissing Shiloh's auburn hair he whispered. "It's alright, it's alright."

That night Shiloh held onto him, like he had just survived a hurricane, the smell of sex and sweat filled the air but neither of them dared to break the hold they had on each other.

iIi

WHEN LUCIAN WOKE UP the next morning Shiloh was sitting across from him in his vanity chair wearing a light pink satin robe and fixing his hair. He groaned rolling onto his side and looking over at his beautiful fiancé. The sudden noise made Shiloh turn sharply and his gaze fell on him.

Lucian could see that there was something different about Shiloh.

His residual tears had dried and his face looked clearer, more pronounced and his pale blue eyes had a determination Lucian had never seen before. During their act of lovemaking, Shiloh had claimed him and now knew his role. It wasn't to stand by idly at Lucian's side but to stand with him as a united front as they built an empire.

The air sizzled around them and Shiloh turned his chin up slightly giving Lucian a defiant look. "I want to know everything. Leave nothing out and if you do there will be consequences."

Lucian pushed himself up on his elbows fighting a smile. He knew his boy could handle anything that he threw at him because their love was strong. "Alright, baby."

"If I'm going to be a part of this we are doing things my way," Shiloh said his voice confident. "That means I want to know what you're doing, when and with whom, and if I think it's too dangerous you get someone to take your place. We are a team Lucian, you, and me."

"Of course, baby, whatever you want."

"Secondly, I want to see your office. I want to know about all of the imports and exports, who's in your back pocket, what connections you have, and all your establishments around the city."

Lucian nodded eagerly.

Bitchy Shiloh was always so sexy.

"And one more thing if you ever lie to me again I'll cut off your dick and feed it to you," Shiloh warned, walking away, the thin pink robe swaying with every step.

Lucian had never been more turned on his in life.