fourteen

"Bee, It's not like-" He started but I cut him off.

"Get out of house before I fuck up your face. I don't think I can control my anger like before."

It took all the strength in me not to fall apart and cry out in front of him but as soon as the door closed behind him I collapsed into Hyun 's shoulders. I felt my knees give out and he quickly sat down with me on the floor. I curled up beside him and my heart started beating like never before.

It was like water gushing out of a waterfall onto the stones. I cried and quivered and whimpered and shook and sobbed and screamed, everything at once. Young-Jae removed Hyun from around me and scooped me up into his lap instead. I could tell all the boys were worried but right now I needed to let go of everything I had been piling up inside me. He cradled me like I did that night and kissed my head, my temple and my cheek repeatedly.