Loose both
I walk outside, not stupid enough to leave the safety of the grounds after last time and not cruel enough to run from Ajax for Aries mistake. I have learned to treat them as separate people not one, let's face it Aries fucks up alot more often than Ajax and it wouldn't be fair if Ajax was held at arms length by us both each time we had a dispute, this though.. this pushed it one step further.
I'm aware of Ajax and Titan walking slowly a little behind me giving me space, I block them out because I really need to think, which is hard enough to do whilst Ersa is nagging at me about threatening to reject one of our mates. I wasn't lying in that very moment, feeling the sickness and disrespect of seeing Aries taunting me with another woman I never wanted to set eyes on him again.