*** WARNING THERE IS TALK ABOUT SELF HARM IN THIS CHAPTER PLEASE SKIP IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT***
As each date gets better then the last and the more we talk the more we are getting along I find myself feeling something. It's something I felt before but at the same time it's different from before. It's new it's some what good it's happiness? Maybe? I don't know what this feeling is I just know that I don't want it to end I want to feel this way for as long as I can. So I am going to do everything in will power to keep this feeling in my heart. I never want to stop feeling like this.