Emptiness vs Comfort Part 3

"Let it out, damn!"

Fuse pleads over the thumping music.

My head continues to throb while the vomit spills out of me, despite my efforts to keep it inside. I hate the feeling of throwing up. The whole concept has always been pretty foreign. I had never experienced it in Mechanon since anything we put into our bodies were controlled and carefully chosen based on our chemistry and overall physiological information, thus limiting chances of food poisoning, overeating or anything else that would cause vomiting.

I can only recall one time that I had witnessed a person throwing up and that was on some show we watched in the Entertainment Area. I remember feeling as if something was coming up my throat, but not knowing what.

Thinking about it now, I realize I just felt like throwing up but was conveniently able to control it. I have never been in the position in which I can't control what's coming out of my mouth and it's scaring the shit out of me.