CAN'T ANYMORE

When I find the nearest exit I walk down the gorgeous wooden illuminated pathway leading to the pond. I take a seat on one of the benches in front of the pond and close my eyes taking a few deep breaths trying to fill my lungs with air. I feel like somebody has been chocking the air out of me. Watching Nash and that woman Zoey earlier was one thing but hearing him tell me about their passion filled night planned ahead messed me up real good. Not that he has much to mess up seeing as I'm already a broken mess.

I open my eyes when I can breathe normally again. I watch the fish swimming about without a care in the world while I'm falling apart over a man I knew from day one was trouble. A man that's not even mine to begin with. How crazy is that.