I'm sitting besides my mom listening to Pastor Kain preach about forgiveness and I'm sitting there wondering if I've been holding a grudge against Nash. It's been a week since I quit my job and though I should be happy I've finally removed myself from that Nash situation I can't deny that I miss him. I don't know what is the matter with me I mean what's there to miss about Nash. All he's ever done is confuse the crap out of me and cause me heartache. I don't need that in my life.