The Confession

I am kinda loving my life here. After Travis destroyed my only living place, Kevin brought me at his place. He is very very very nice to me. And Ethan is such a gentleman.

Steve and Daniel are being normal vampires, seeking for blood and happy in their lives. They don't try to kill me for my blood and that's more than enough for me with being ok in sharing same roof with them.

They aren't the bad guys; aren't good either !

Kevin drops and picks me up from work. Suzy is eager to know who the handsomely cute guy is to me.

Actually, to tell her firstly I'll need to know who is he for me !

I like him... a lot.

But...

I think he is in love with me like crazy ! And to think about it and looking at his behaviour, it kinda makes me feel happy about it.

After Travis abandoned me and destroyed my home, Kevin has always been there for me. He took care of everything I could need and want !

He never let's me be alone. He takes me out, cooks good and superbly tasty variety of food and spoils me to a large extent.

I guess I am falling for him. He gives me all attention I've craved from Travis; my partner !

If he continues to care for me, give me attention, make me feel good and loved... the day isn't far when, I am gonna beg him to accept me as his partner and let me love him madly !

When he is not around, I feel alone in a house full of 3 other people ! I don't need anyone when he is with me and I don't crave anything more than his presence when he is not there !

" Hello, love. "

I gasped in surprise at his call.

I wasn't expecting him here now. My heart is beating so fast I can feel it in my ears. I am shaking.

Why ?

I have no damn idea !

It's not the first time he came in my room. Then, why am I feeling like he caught me doing something I shouldn't be doing ?

" Relax, love. Why are you so thrilled to see me ? Your heart is beating at a very high rate; I can listen to it.

Just relax, I am not gonna hurt you and you know that; right ? "

Kevin said caressing my head.

" Yes, of course I know ! I am just... um...

I don't know...

I uh... "

I stammered at his sudden confrontation.

" It's ok, love. I totally get it. I was just kidding. You don't have to think about it too much. "

Kevin said smiling his sweet dimpled smile.

He came more closer to me and my heart was not just beating; it was running a superbly fast marathon !

It was becoming hard to breath and my chest was heaving as I was breathing hard and fast.

He came even more close and put my loose hair behind my ear and ran the back of his fingers on my cheek...

I gasped and shuddered at his touch and clenched my eyes.

It was... heavenly !

I closed my eyes and let myself at his will completely !

In that moment, I could have let him do anything to me and wouldn't have regretted even a bit of it !

I breathed and smelled his scent and it was... marvelous.

I placed my hand on his and slowly opened my eyes and looked into his eyes. I opened my mouth to tell him that I love him; but he placed his finger on my lips,

" Shhhh... don't say anything, love. I want to tell you something which is way more important than what you want to say.

And if I didn't said it now, I won't be able to tell you ever !

You are such a sweetheart, Amber. I envy you for you have everything what I always wanted in my normal human life !

I care for you so much, I want you to be always with me. I want you to be very happy, I want you to have everything you deserve and I think I...

Love you ! "

Kevin wispered without taking his eyes off mine.

All the air in my lungs left them when he said it ! I was trying to breath hard as I wasn't able to breath after he made his confession.

He was standing so close to me.

" Breath, love ! "

He whispered.

I sucked in all the air I could and parted my lips. I looked into his eyes and then at his lips and again in his eyes.

I don't know what came to me, I closed my eyes and leaned towards him. He ran his thumb on my cheek and brushed his lips on mine and pulled away.

I shivered uncontrollably. Goosebumps raised all over me. I was shaking so much, he placed his other hand on my back to support me and save me from falling.

My knees went weak and I buckled but he grabbed me before I fall and picked me up in his arms. He carried me to the couch and placed me lightly over it.

He crouched down and put my loose hair strands behind my ear.

That simple peck on my lips made me go crazy with overwhelming emotions all at the same time !

It made me realize that, I have been waiting for him to do this for a long time.

His appearance, his behaviour, his care for me, his presence has driven me crazy !

As crazy as it sounds, I have fallen for him the day we met; when he was some cold hearted monster who left a guy to die in an immensely agonizing and pitiful death !

The sound of his voice makes me feel safe. Though, he was scaring the guy in a very cold way, deep down I knew he won't hurt me !

I have never paid attention to his handsomely cute face till now.

He is standing so close to me. I can literally smell his scent. It is very nice and calming. I wonder if, it's some cologne or his natural scent.

He is smiling so nicely at me. I just love his dimples. They are so cute. He is way too cute to believe that, he is the same guy who cold bloodedly killed someone !

He may be cruel to anyone else but he is purely and solely sweet to me and that is more than enough for me to love him back !

Shall I tell him that I love him ? Or shall I wait...

My heart just won't stop beating fast. So much is going on in my mind that, I didn't even realized that I haven't said a single word and just staring at him !

I didn't even realized that, he had dropped onto his knees. He is looking at me admiringly. He is running his hand over my head.

He is looking so sexy in his grey t-shirt and black jacket. His moon pendant is hanging proudly from his chain on his chest.

" I am gonna want you to say something, love. Anything. Stop just staring at me. You are making me nervous ! Say something... please. Don't just stare, say something ! "

Kevin wispered desperately wanting me to say something at his confession.