What's gonna happen next

I was so lost in Ethan's love, I didn't even realized I was late four weeks ! I might even haven't notice it if, Ethan haven't opened the drawer to refill my monthly toiletries !

I am so glad, we are going have a baby. It was next to impossible thing, but it's happening to us !

But I guess he have lost his mind. He wants to pretend that, this baby is Kevin's ! Even I want him to turn his emotions on and come here to live with us; but lying to him for that ?

Way too much for me to do it.

If he turns his emotions back on, he's gonna want ME back !

And I am not gonna lie; I don't hate him !

I still love him.

I was mad at that very moment. I would have been mad at him for few months and then, I would have forgiven him !

But he acted way too fast and took the worst decision, which wasn't needed at all !

What am I gonna do when, he'd ask me to forgive him and get back with him ?

I still love him and anyways, I was gonna forgive him; so I WILL forgive him but about getting back together with him...

I can't leave Ethan for him now. He loves me and I love him way too much for leaving him now !

" Why are you being so hard on me baby ? "

Ethan asked.

" Ok. Fine. Let's consider your point. We'll tell him it's HIS baby I am carrying. Then what will happen ?

He'll turn on his emotions for his, so called child !

And what about me ? Won't he want ME too back with him ? I told him not to show me his face, he didn't !

He still loves me like crazy as hell ! He killed Travis and his family; whom I considered my own, infront of my eyes just because they confronted and slapped me !

Won't he want ME; the mother of his child back with him ? Then what will you do ? Then again we will be talking about your brother !

Then what ? Then what will you do ? If, you are considering something, consider it from all sides not only from his point of view ! "

I said irritated.

He thought for a moment and turned towards me,

" Do you still love him ? "

Ethan asked genuinely.

" What ? "

I was caught off guard.

" Answer me honestly, darling. "

Ethan said holding my hands.

" See, I am not gonna lie; I DO love him ! "

I accepted.

" Then, the answer to your question is,

I'll let go both you and our child for his sake ! "

Ethan said with a heavy heart.

Wha... is he really serious ? I couldn't think straight and I slapped him hard in his face.

" Are you fucking kidding me ? Like seriously ? You'll let us go just like that ? "

I yelled at him.

He looked down. I thought, now he'll apologize for saying that but,

" We don't have any othe option baby ! "

He wispered in defeat.

" Oh don't act so selfless, Ethan ! What happened now to your,

' I'll kill you ! If I couldn't have you, no one else will ! '

huh ? Now how could you let someone else have me ? Why not kill me now ?

And don't give me the bullshit that, it's my brother we are talking about ! "

I said glaring at him.

He looked in my eyes like he was about to cry, just he couldn't ! I went close to him and he hugged me tight. I hugged him back.

" We'll find some solution, Ethan. Don't loose hope like this. Though, I still love him; I can't leave you now for anyone else ! I am in love with you that much ! "

I confessed to him.

He kissed me and I couldn't stop my tears leaving my eyes and I kissed him back harder.

He wispered to me,

" I love you so much, darling. I am way too happy to become a father ! But I love my brother as well and I have seen him cry to become a father and he was ready to do anything for getting that !

Now he can get everything he ever wanted and I'd get my brother back ! I want nothing else and that's why I am talking bullshit... "

Ethan said.

He was sounding so hopeless and sad and hurt and defeated ! I hugged him tight and caressed his back.

I can understand what is he feeling. Even I want Kevin to get his emotions back; but at what cost ?

I sighed and told him,

" Ok. We will tell him this is his child; but before he does anything, I am gonna make one thing clear to him that, I will NOT leave you at any cost and the baby won't call you UNCLE !

If, he is ready to accept the situation that way then and only then he'll get to be called my child's father !

Otherwise he can rest in peace with his wolves ! If, you agree to this, go and tell him he's gonna be a father ! "

I said firmly looking into his eyes.

Ethan was relived as well as shocked to listen to my conditions. But he had no other options than agreeing to them.

We decided to wait for two weeks more before we call Kevin to tell him the news. I was sitting in the balcony having my coffee with sunrise when Daniel and Steve came to me.

" Aren't you an early raiser ? "

Daniel said smiling.

" I love watching the sunrise and sunset. "

I said smiling back.

" What's in it ? Why can't you skip it ? "

Steve asked curiously.

" I don't know but it fascinates me beyond explanation. "

I said gazing at the sun.

" Ok. And you...

Um...

Steve, can you hear difference in her heartbeat ? "

Daniel asked.

Uh-oh, have he discovered my pregnancy ?

" What difference ? "

Steve asked confused.

" It's like...

It's beating twice at a moment ! "

Daniel said explaining.

" Are you out of...

Wait a minute... "

Steve said.

He closed his eyes and listened carefully.

" Yes ! Actually it is sounding like what you said ! How is it possible ? Have you grown a second heart overnight ? "

Steve said confused.

" Are you out of your mind, Steve ? And you weren't here for few weeks so, nothing happened OVERNIGHT ! And how is that even possible ? "

I said scrapping Steve's words.

I tried to cover because Ethan and I haven't discussed about telling them anything about it. So, I did what I felt was right.

" Wait a minute, it IS possible ! Are you...

Are you by any chance pregnant Amber ? "

Daniel said hitting the bull's eye.

Oh my god ! Now what do I tell him ?

" Are you crazy, brother ? How could she be ? Ethan is frozen ! "

Steve said scoffing.

" It is impossible to hear two hearts in one person; except the person have other person inside them ! And that my brother is only possible if, they are pregnant ! "

Daniel said explaining.

" You are right, Daniel ! She IS pregnant ! "

Ethan said coming downstairs.

He came and stood beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist.

" But... "

Steve was shocked.

" Sometimes things happen which we've never expected. This is one of the times ! "

Ethan said casually.

" Are you kidding us ? So, we are gonna have a baby in this house now ? "

Daniel said scoffing.

" So, why does it bothers you ? "

I said stepping closer to him and clenching my jaw.

He looked at me in surprise !

" Ok stop right there, WOULD BE MOTHER ! Haven't you grown a bit brave ? "

Daniel said narrowing his eyes.

I don't know what came to me and I became that aggressive. To be honest, he hadn't said anything offensive !

I looked at Ethan and grabbing my wrist he pulled me closer to him.

" It's alright, darling. You know how Daniel is. He is being himself and nothing else. Relax. "

Ethan said smiling.

I kept my palm on my stomach and warped the other around Ethan. He kissed my forehead and looked at them.

" We have a situation here, friends. "

Ethan said.

" What situation ? "

Daniel asked.

" Don't tell me, this is KEVIN'S child ! "

Steve said guessing.

What...

how could he be so...

" No, it's NOT ! It's MINE ! But we have to pretend it to be his ! "

Ethan said.

They looked at us and then at eachothers and in confusion.

" What the hell is happening here ? "

Daniel asked cocking his head.

Ethan told them everything and they weren't very happy about him returning home; but they agreed for my sake.

Ethan called Kevin and asked if, he could come home for a bit as there's something waiting for him.

I am damn sure, he'll refuse to accept that, this is his child and won't accept it and won't turn his emotions on.

But I am doing it only for Ethan's sake. He is sure his brother will turn it on and be with us ! Even I want him to return and behave like a bit nicer to others; but I won't leave Ethan for his sake !

He was there for me when Kevin ran away by easily turning his emotions off and escaped the situation; instead of facing it and finding some solution to the problem !

How can I forget how much have Ethan done for me to make me smile and resume my life, which I had put a comma in ?

It would be like using Ethan to fill Kevin's place and now that he'd return, Ethan can go back to being my friend and my Kevin's brother !

That would be the worst of the worst way to take Ethan out if my life !

Kevin may not feel anything about him but I have loved him; just the way I have loved Kevin and I know how it feels to loose someone we love !

And I don't want to face it ever again !