Fear of loosing

My daughter is way too excited to meet her grandmother !

Honestly, I am not happy with it.

But Amber and Ethan didn't listen to me and were taking her to mother. I am not her fan and I don't trust her with my only daughter !

She is in a coma or whatsoever for an uncountable time now, she must be angry at the witches who buried her alive and the moment she opens her eyes, she might curse anyone standing close to her !

Or maybe she was buried mid spell and her waking up would complete the spell and hurt my daughter !

I am not letting her hurt my baby or my love. So, to protect them from her I am going with them.

My baby is doing unbelievable and impossible things for a new born to do and that's worrying me as hell !

I don't know why but her doing things which a few months old should do just few hours after her birth, is making me think of how long she'd survive ?

She is growing so fast and at this speed, how much time she'll take to grow old ? A few years or worst a few months ?

I'll be dammed if, she left me so early. I had no chance of having my own baby and still I got her and now if, she left me so early, I'll go crazy !

She is doing the things she shouldn't do considering her age, she is way too stronger and doing things which an year old does !

She can crane her neck, she can pout and kiss us, she can struggle in our arms just to go to the person she wants to !

Even though nobody is giving these thoughts words, I am damn sure everyone is thinking the same.

I can see the fear of losing her in their eyes too behind the love and happiness of being with her.

We went into mother's room and my baby is more than excited to meet her grandmother ! She is so excited, she almost made Amber fall twice !

If, it wasn't for Ethan, she would have fall. Ethan put her close to mother and she started CRAWLING towards mother.

She reached close to her face and smiled at her. She kept staring at her and cocking her neck in curiosity.

She then, slowly reached her tiny fingers and stroke mother's cheeks. I don't know if, I am imagining things but I think I saw movement in mother's eyes !

I just looked at Ethan in surprise at what I think I saw and found him more surprised than me !

We looked at each other and he smiled in hope. Though I pretend that, I hate her and don't want her back; I am a bit relieved at the thought of getting her back with us !