Eruption of the anger

What is wrong with her ? She is now begging me to kill her ?

And why in the hell she caressed me so lovingly when, I was about to snap her neck and kill her ?

As if, she was showing me that she still loves me ?

Her touch was so loving, it reminded me of my childhood. She loved me so much.

Her touch overwhelmed me and and I flinched away from her.

After remembering the sweet memories with her, how in the hell was I gonna kill her ?

" Now she have become my daughter suddenly ? How come ? "

I asked her super shocked by the 360° turn she took suddenly.

I didn't took a single step towards her. Rather, I backed off even more.

Ethan couldn't watch her crying and begging to kill her so, he went to her and placed his hand on her heart, so he could rip it off !

Ripping one's heart off is the least painful way of killing them. And considering how compassionate my brother is, he won't let his dear mother die a painful death.

" I WILL kill you mother. But on one condition. "

He said with shaky voice.

" What is it ? I will do anything if you are gonna kill me ! "

Mother said desperately.

" Just tell me, why do you wanna die ? I swear I won't turn back from what I said. Just tell me why ?

Why you wanna end your life just after returning to life after this long ? "

He asked.

" Because I am fade up of this pathetic and useless existence for an eternity without seeing anything, meeting anyone, having a real conversation !

I have been silent for ages now and I can't take it anymore. Just end my suffering once and for all, darling. I beg you ! "

She said crying.

" If, it means peace to you; I will never allow it ! "

I said clenching my teeth.

Does she think it's this easy to end the suffering ? I have suffered so much, she too deserves a little bit taste of it !

" Kevin ! What are you saying ? "

Amber yelled.

" This woman didn't let me have any kind of mental peace then, why shouldn't she too know what the suffering actually is ?

Because of your one night stand, my own father didn't wanted me and your husband never treated me as a child !

And I am not talking about as his OWN child, he didn't treated me as a small kid !

He had always hated me to an unbearable extent. He loathed me. He never missed any opportunity to insult me or remind me that I was a bastard !

I wanted to forget the past and accept him as my father and love him; but he closed all the doors at my face !

He didn't even thought about my feelings as a kid. He didn't gave a fuck if, his words hurted me. He always thought I would hurt Ethan because, he was his own and he loved him with all his life !

Though, I was a bastard, I wasn't heartless ! I accepted him as my own brother and loved him more than my life; but your egoistic husband never noticed it and didn't appreciated me for that !

He just kept on insulting me and what did you do to save your elder son ?

Nothing !

Fucking nothing ! What kind of mother are you ?

Oh, I totally forgot ! I was a MISTAKE wasn't I ? Who took place just because you were horny and wanted someone to... ugh ! "

Amber slapped me hard in my face.

" Shut up ! Just shut up.

I know you have suffered a lot of unimaginable things in your childhood and there wasn't your mistake in it; but that doesn't give you the right to insult your own mother at this level ! "

Our baby started struggling in her arms to jump towards me. She did literally jumped towards me and I took her in my arms.

She was observing my cheek closely which Amber had slapped and caressed it softly.

" I am alright, sweetheart. Don't worry. "

He said smiling at her and kissed her cheeks.