We had a lot of trouble coming out to the public, my parents, and my boyfriend at first, but thanks to Carl, my boyfriend's dad's insistence helped me realize that love doesn't care about things like age or identity; all that counts is that two people are in love with each other.

Daddy, I want more

As I realized what was happening, a "oh" formed at the corner of my lips. Our previous encounter, my desired dream. I mellowed out. You must be worn out, Carl. We need not—"


He smiled, but it was a sad one. You never put yourself first; you're constantly putting other people's needs before your own. Tonight is the last night for that. I know this is what Jessica wants, and I'm happy to oblige.


With a grimace on my face, I started to speak out and urge him to stop being so ridiculous. It was3 AM, yet he abruptly ended our conversation.


What if I tell you I absolutely need this?


When he told me, I took a deep breath and suddenly realized what he meant. Earlier tonight, I thought I had contacted him for a similar reason. So that I can forget about the stressful and taxing day I've had when I'm with him? I tucked some hair behind my ear and pulled my hair back as I tried to focused.


The words came out shakily, "Yes, I have this aching that won't go away."


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