One Hundred And Twenty One

"Here," Uche handed me a warm glass.

"What is it?"I asked.

"Water. Will help you out."

"Oh," I answered and drank the glass in large gulps. When I held out the glass for him to take, he poured some more into the glass.

"Drink some more," he told me and I frowned before bringing the glass to my lips.

He made me drink till I couldn't anymore and felt like throwing up, and then he took me to one of Kim's guest rooms so I could throw up as much as I wanted.

He held my hair up as I knelt over the water closet."Any more?" He asked when he didn't hear me retch anymore and I shook my head.

I splashed water over my face and stared in the mirror. Everything wasn't blurry anymore, and I could see his face as he stood behind me in front of the mirror.

"You feel better yet?" He asked and I nodded in response.

"A little." I wiped my face with his face towel.

"What was in that shit I drank anyway?" I turned to him and he bit his lip.

"Something called two shades..." He answered vaguely like I would magically know what that was.

"Two shades?" I asked, hoping he would explain further.

"Well, it's what the boys call it, you know. It's a powder, it has two effects..."

"Hallucinations," I helped him with the number one effect I felt.

"Yeah, and..." He paused and looked at me with pitiful eyes. It made me worried.

"And what?" I went closer to him and asked in his face so he didn't lie about it.

"It kinda makes you horny."

"Hmmn?"

"It's the after-effect. The hallucinations come like few minutes after you take it, but the horniness comes after you stop hallucinating. Like an aftereffect, hence the name two shades."

"But I don't feel horny," I shrugged but saw him muffle a laugh."What?"

"It'll kick in soon. Just expect it." He swallowed and held my face."You wanna return home? If you're in bed, maybe asleep, it might not..."

"Please," I snickered.", I've been horny before and I can't keep myself in check when it comes."

"Can you?" He smirked, mockingly.

"What, like you could ever tell when I've been horny before." I rolled my eyes but he still had that smirk."Uche?" I brought my face to him. Now, I wanted to know what was going on in his mind.

"Nothing." He just shrugged, his hands leaving my face and back into his pockets.

"It's never nothing. Tell me," I put my arms around his torso and groaned dramatically.

"It's just...you think I never know when you're horny..."He chuckled.

"Well, you don't." I couldn't be wrong on this one.

"You think?" His question had me wondering if what I thought was really it.

"Wait, do you?" I bit my lip, holding in a laugh.

"Of course I do, it's literally very visible." 

"O my God, really?" My face started to heat up with a bit of embarrassment.

"Well, it's not visible to everyone. Just me. You get physical when you're horny. Very physical..."

"Well, you too." I said in defense and heard him laugh in that low, magnetic voice of his."You're literally so handsy when you're horny."

"Well, yeah. Duh?" He laughed, then paused to look at me strangely."Is it happening already?" He asked me and I shook my head because I honestly couldn't feel it yet.

"But you were drinking that shit too, how come you weren't high...you and Nick..."

"I know how to handle it when it hits, but for you, it was literally your first time and you just gulped the whole thing. It's meant to be sipped. Shit hit you hard." He laughed and wrapped his arms around me.

Leaning in, he had his nose to my neck, inhaling the scent of me and holding me tighter with every sniff."I won't be touching you much after now, so the horniness doesn't hit you too badly." He whispered in my ears before letting go of me.

"No, don't do that," I begged and pressed my body against his, not letting him give me the space he wanted.

"You're digging a grave for yourself, you know?" He asked after putting his arms around me again, not rejecting my closeness.

"I don't get it, you drank that shit, even if you drank it the right way, it should still have an effect, I can't be the only one." I pouted.

"Why do you think I and Nick sat still while drinking it, it's easier to handle the hallucinations that way. I asked you to sit but you didn't," he bit his lips as he trailed his hands over my body.

"Are you horny," I went on my tippy toes to ask in his ear because he was being handsy?

"A little," He whispered back, his hands cupping my ass firmly.

"Well, if I get horny and you are too, isn't that good for us?" I bit my lips, my blood getting warm from his touch.

"Good for me, yes. For you, not so good. You don't understand what you drank, Julie. When it hits, you're gonna want to fuck almost anything." He brought his face to mine, his voice tender but worried."You're going to want to fuck the first thing or first person you lay eyes on to try and make it stop. But don't worry, I'm here. I won't let you do any embarrassing shit."

"Did that happen to you? Did you ever want to fuck anything and everything?" I got curious.

"Yeah, the first time I took that shit." He began to play with my lip, using his lip to graze mine from time to time.

"Kiss me," I demanded, wanting him to shove his tongue in my mouth.

"Shit, it's hitting..." He stopped playing with my ass.

"It's not, I just want you to kiss me." I defended.

"How do you want me to kiss you?" He asked a question I should have avoided answering, but I did, I couldn't resist.

"I want you to grab my neck and pull me closer to you and just own my lips...shove your tongue inside my mouth and kiss me till I can't breathe more, Uche."

"It's here." He freed himself from me.

"What's here?" I asked, clueless at first, but then realizing after.

I could feel my body fidget with the need to be touched by him the moment he left me to stand alone. My legs started to tremble and I clutched my thighs immediately, trying to stop the pressurizing feeling of wanting to grind myself against him.

"Should I take you home?" He asked and I bit my lip while shaking my head.

"I'm fine, I can handle it. Just kiss me, maybe it will stop."

He laughed in his usual low voice and I swear his laughter has never been so seductive. I fixed my eyes on his Adam's apple going up and down his throat as he spoke.

"If I kiss you, you'll go crazy. It'll set you off. You'd just want more."

"No, I won't. I promise." I lied. I already wanted more even without the kiss. I wanted to sit on his face and swipe my hardened clit against his pointed nose like a credit card. I wanted his tongue latched over my core while I swiped my clit against his nose.

It was in my head, the whole image. I wanted him to lift me with my legs wrapped around his waist and I wanted him to thrust me hard and fast. I wanted him to wrap big big hands around my neck while doing it.

Fuck. I was fucked. What was I thinking, I've never even had sex before or experienced any of those, and neither has Uche.

Oh fuck. Uche was celibate. CELIBATE. I'm fucked. I should have just listened to him and let him take me home. I should have just gone home and slept.