Sick

There was nothing wrong with their relationship. Arren had never been happier to be with Spade. The moment he accepted that things would not be the same as they used to be, he never regretted it. 

However, no one had given him any clue that... The fault was him all along. All this time, was he harboring this inferiority disguised in his vocal confidence?

Ahh, Arren hates to admit it, but he had countless issues that he hoped Spade would never discover. And yet, here he was, revealing all of them. He was the worst. 

Spade immediately shook his head, wrapping his trembling arms around Arren. "You're not crazy. Don't say that," he reprimanded, his words almost trembling as he uttered them. His heart pounded, becoming scared of Arren's words and how he acted, ignoring the painful throb in his head.