What had happened in the Ming Kingdom resonated in her mind all over and over again, she couldn't get rid of that traumatizing events.
Every humiliation and ridicule she went through was deeply engraved in her mind and bones.
Every woman wanted to be a mother, she also desired to be one, and she did all she could to be one, she never chose to be barren, but the thorn of ridicule never stopped pricking her heart.
" You are a barren woman, you will never be able to give birth to an heir for me, never! So what use do I have having you around?"
"The entire fox clan doesn't acknowledge your existence anymore because to them it's a total humiliation for a princess like you not to be able to give birth to an heir, so what benefit do you think I need you for?" Those words echoed in her mind, repeatedly.