Character 5

Typing.....

{ December 28}

Sitting upright on the hospital bed, my eyes staring desperately at the awkward looking doctor.

" You said... You got both good new and bad? What it is?!"

My voice shaking. Body greatly weak and fainting.

Have never felt this venerable... It was strange and new to me.

I could remember that as a kid, I always fight despite the situation and always saw myself as a pillar but right now...

I felt weak and just wanted to sink into a deep sleep and feel free from everything.

" Came down miss, I indeed have two great new to tell you."

* Slience*

" One: Your mother is sleeping peacefully....."

A wave of relief wash through me as I let out a weak laugh....

"So, nothing is wrong with her?"

I asked once again but the doctor only sighted before looking at me with a ' I understand' look making me feel even uneasy.

" Your mum is sleeping in peace."

The room became extremely slience, my head bended downward. Tears tinkling on the white bed sheet.

" Oh! I see."

My voice was a little bit too calm despite my eyes teary. It didn't hurt much, just that much.

" She died from nor treatment of her cancer. Which have grow into last stages am so sorry— cancer?!"

I question back looking at the doctor in shock!

"Did you say, that my mom suffer from cancer?!"

I asked again and almost had a mental breakdown as the doctor nodded.

My mother was dying in front of my eyes for days and I didn't know?

What kind of daughter was I?!

Didn't spend Christmas or much time with her, always quarrel at her warning or words of advice and not always home to be with her.

What kind of child, was I?

I didn't cry anymore but just....

Stare blankly at my stretch plams.

" I advise you shouldn't stress out yourself miss; not especially this time you're expecting a baby."

" Ba-ba-baby...?"

My red puffy eyes stared at the doctor who smiled brightly but still professionally at me.

" Yes, you are 2 weeks pregnant and are expecting twins, miss. Congratulations...!"

Congratulation....? You got to be kidding me, right?!