Maisie's POV
I kept hoping and waiting for Raul, I was sure I would get what I wanted soon, he told me to wait and I was very positive that it was better to wait, though I wasn't sure of how I'll fair once the Alpha came back, Luna Sheila has already told me about how my state would be once the Alpha came back, all I could think about was how I would run away if he came back and met me, I didn't want to go through that torture anymore, I still got tremors every time I thought about it, it was like a permanent mark on me, something I wouldn't stop thinking about.
I was counting my fingers every day repeatedly while waiting for Raul to say something. If he gave me the signal or where to run to, there was no way I wouldn't run away, I would do it easily without thinking.