Brokenness.
Scarred.
Emptiness.
The last time I got a feeling as this, was when my little sister died. Mum lost her senses on what was real and unreal. She became a vegetable. Not reacting to anything of the world.
She didn’t even cry. I was the opposite because I would openly sob whenever I got the chance to.
Moses would comfort me with sweet words, that my little sister got peace by dying. Even though he older than me with a couple of years, he never acted like it.
Maybe that was why I gained feelings for him, back then.
“Caspian…” I trailed on my words after settling him on the bed. But it was like he couldn’t even hear me.
“Caspian!”
He looked at me, with his silver-grey eyes encrypted with bewilderment. It seemed like he was afraid, of something. It made me wonder a lot.
What was he afraid of?
“You just made a mistake, Ava.” he mouthed off drifting away from me and walking to the other side of the room.