(FLASHBACK)
"Amanda! Jesus Christ what do you think you're doing! Come down from there" turning back slightly I saw that it was my mother that just entered my room.
"I'm tired of this house, I'm tired of you people" I muttered with a shaky voice, putting one leg out the window while the other one was still standing on the edge.
"I said come down from there right this instance young lady!"
I was standing on the edge of the window in my room already prepared to jump, I was mildly confident I wasn't going to be able to survive the fall, afterall my room was at the very top floor. Already a suicide note was placed neatly on my bedside cupboard but I'm sure my mom hasn't seen it yet.