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"That's not my shadow, it's my darkness"

Evelyn De'luca, she reads the rules before breaking them. 

A fifteen year old girl, who had seen the worst of humanity yet she survives everyday of living. She never desired anything except freedom, which she never got, and choices she never made. Surviving to the mother who lives on drugs and then surviving the dark years gifted by her mother had made her into something, she couldn't be recognised as her own. 

There's so many scars and secrets she wears on her skin, a secret monster which people fear. She just smiles when people say monsters do not exist, it's a myth but to her? They exist. How does she know that? It's because she is the one.

Join the journey of Evelyn De'luca, how she found her family and how she'll hunt down those demons dancing in shadows. 


Beautifully destroyed

I don’t feel anything. Nothing. Just an endless void, a dark fog that clouds everything, smothering whatever little spark of emotion is left inside me. 


Yet, My heart is pounding frantically in my chest. The raw, frantic beats echo in my chest, but my thoughts remain a distant hum, impossible to grasp. My hands tremble, slick with sweat, but I refuse to let them show weakness. 


I slipped into a void. Cold and unyielding. The darkness wraps around me, a heavy, suffocating blanket. My body exists—barely. My mind is miles away, shutting out everything. 


I looked up from my lap. At him. He was smiling at the people. So many people. Maybe they’re not innocent, and maybe some are. But they’re still going to die. 


His smile is wide, practiced—like a mask. And those people, all of them, they don’t know what’s coming. They don’t know they’re already marked for death. 


And in the end, so will I. If I failed in killing them. 


Chapter 26