Pillow

Talking to her on the phone is kind of relaxing. She sent me to sleep last night. I'm gonna call her this time. She's hiding on her pillow as she answered my call. " I missed you!" She said. I'm so flattered with her statement. She can always relieve my stress even in a single look at her face or simply from the words she says. She's so cute on the screen. If she's a virtual pet I will take care of her dearly. I can't believe she will act this way in front of me. I can only enjoy this moment while it last.

"I missed you too and those smile of yours." I responded, but the feeling in my heart is more than that. I kept my feelings for her for so long. I can't miss this chance again.

"Don't go out clubbing at night. I will be so jealous. You're my boyfriend now." She declared. I started bursting out again with her statement. She can be possessive to, but I like her more this way. It feels good that she desires me that she wants me for her self. It's different feeling than loving someone you know. Being wanted gives you different happiness.

"I didn't asked you to be my girlfriend yet. I didn't know I already have a girlfriend." I responded jokingly.

"It's kind of automatic. If I like you then that mean you're my boyfriend already." I can't repond but laugh. She just said that she likes me. Well I like her too. I like her so much. " You're so handsome on the screen I want to kiss you right now." She's actually saying the words I want to say which I tried so hard not to say since it might be too early, because i don't want her to be turn off, over those cheesy lines. So she actually likes those words.

"I can be you virtual pet. You have to check from time to time if I'm ok. You have to check if I have eaten already and shower me then tickle me so will be happy then tuck me in to sleep." I stated like a kid. The dim light from her room and sleepy sound of her voice gives different effect on this conversation. I thought being far from her for a few weeks will make her forget me easily but the effect is the other way around.

"I would love that job. But you have to behave. If I learned you're with any girl there in Cebu don't ever come back." She warned me as if I would be interested with other woman than her. She's is not aware that in this life time, only her will be enough for me.

"I'm alone. How I wish you're here so I can hug you." Those words just came out of my mouth automatically.

"Same here I want to make you my pillow." We are always like this almost every night. I want to go back now, I haven't even finish a week here. I just started my job and yet I want to go back home to see Andrea.