Preparing For The Festival (4)

Astra PoV

I laid back on the table and panted, trying to regain my breath as I came down from my orgasmic high, my pussy, stomach and boobs covered in sperm thanks to my daughter doing her best to shower me in her seed, which she had accomplished.

Beside me, a large bucket had been filled with my milk, leaving my breasts feeling sore and lighter than before, while the Deerkin responsible for milking me was sitting beside it, looking down at both myself and the bucket with a proud gaze.

"I told you, Mother, that I could fill this entire bucket~! You seemed rather aghast at that idea, and yet here we are!"

Looking towards her with a tired smile, I shook my head and muttered "You're far too happy about that..."

"Of course I am, Mother. Just as I am proud about being able to cover you with so much cum to the point that your laying her so worn out and tired~! Besides, I think we both know that I only went this hard because you begged me to continue..."

My smile widened for a moment as I snorted, before I sat up and shook my head again, trailing my hands down my body and cleaning myself off as my mana washed away her sperm, letting me feel clean again... even if I felt better when I was sticky with cum.

Its warm embrace as it stuck to my skin was euphoric, and each time someone came on me instead of inside of me, I was reminded of that Focus Shop that had an owner who enjoyed bathing in semen; was that something that would interest me too?

Either way, I took a deep breath and looked towards Aethisia, who was humming softly as she watched me from the side, though as soon as I began to speak she fell silent.

"Aethisia, I can't help but notice that you've been far rougher during sex lately. Rough, demeaning, sometimes bordering on abusive... Are you feeling alright?"

Her crimson eyes lost that amused luster as she looked away from me, the woman's white hair concealing her features whilst her antlers tilted alongside her head, all while she refused to look at me.

I gave her a few more moments before asking "Is it Melia? The suddenness of being a Dama? The stress of it all? Worrying about whether or not you'll be able to raise this girl properly? Is that what is causing you to require harsher and rougher sex to relieve your stress?"

Aethisia remained quiet for a few moments more, before her shoulders slumped as she nodded, letting out a low sigh and murmuring "It's that obvious huh..."

"Yes... You milked me and choked me out earlier, all while you slammed your cock deep into my womb and spoke down on me. I don't mind it, but I want to make sure I know why you're doing it. Because it isn't like you, Aethisia; sure, you're a bit heavy handed and rough with your lovemaking, but it was never this... 'bad' before."

She sighed again before quietly saying "I... Yeah, I guess it is the stress. The worry about how to continue forwards. Melia was planned, yet at the same time it feels so sudden, y'know? Before she was born, it was just a thing that got me into heat; getting Camara pregnant, watching as her body changed to carry our child, making love to her and knowing that we had created a new life... all of it felt surreal, but now..."

"Now it is real. She's here, in the world of the living, breathing and eating and growing with the rest of us. And it scares you that you might fail her?"

Aethisia nodded, making me sigh in turn as I got up and stood in front of the Deerkin, our naked figures no longer of importance as we looked at one another; my breasts were so close to her face, yet she was looking me in the eye, all while her cock remained flaccid as we stared at one another.

"Like I said to Camara, there is no way to know if you'll be a good parent, Aethisia. The world will keep moving forwards whilst your stuck wondering if you have it in you, uncaring of the mental battles your having with yourself as you go back and forth weighing pros and cons for things, wondering how this might make Melia feel in the future or how that might make her feel now. Time keeps going on, and the longer you sit here with your stress building, the worse its going to get. Tell me, do you love Camara?"

She blinked, staring at me closely and mulling over my words, only to nod her head and say "Of course I do. She's my older sister, my lover, my mate." which made me smile as I reached forwards to cup her cheek.

"Do you love Melia?"

Aethisia nodded again, this time speaking in a softer voice as she said "Obviously I do! She's my daughter, my child..."

"Then don't let her feel alone, or wonder where her Dama is. Be with her, play with her, read to her... anything. You're going to make mistakes, but don't be afraid of them Aethisia. A mistake can be learned from and rectified so long as YOU make the effort. That's what this all comes down to. You making the effort to do anything. When you were learning to fight, weren't you scared then to? After all, a mistake there could cost you your life, no?"

"But that's different! When I was-!"

"Is it though? There are dangers with fighting, issues for you to overcome, things to learn. It's the same with parenthood. You run the risk of over coddling your child, under appreciating their achievements, not enjoying the small things... Not knowing how to treat them, how to teach them, worrying about the balance of things... all of it can lead to disastrous outcomes, no?"

Aethisia remained quiet, before nodding once more, her eyes widening as I said "Then take a step forwards and start doing something. Melia is only going to get older. The longer you remain stuck in your mind worrying about what ifs and how comes, the less time you'll be able to spend with her before she matures. Before she becomes an adult and decides more and more for herself. When you go hunting, do you concern yourself too much with the what ifs? Or do you just go ahead and hunt, assured in yourself and willing to learn from any mistake you make?"

My white haired daughter remained quiet, blinking a few times before nodding again, this time standing up and leaning down to kiss me - not roughly, nor greedily, but lovingly as she hugged me.

"I... Thank you, Mother... Really. I'll try and push forwards. You're right; she's already here, already living, so now its time for me to help her grow by being there for her... and I'll try to rein it in, but..."

Chuckling, I kissed her cheek and replied "I never said it was bad that you were being rough, Aethisia. Just be careful with Camara for now and ask her if you can experiment some more, and if you find yourself needing release right away, well..."

Reaching down, I kissed her again as I stroked her burly penis back into an erection, smirking at her and enjoying the way her lips curled into a smirk as well.

"I'll always be here for all of you~! Whenever, wherever, however you want... No matter what~!"