I didn’t see or hear from Aaron the rest of the day, and I didn’t expect to see him. He must have figured out I was the crazy one and chose to distance himself from me.
I deserved it. I was the villain, all the while I thought I was the victim, but sitting still and thinking everything through made me realise I pointed the fingers at the wrong person all those years.
I saw clearer now and coming out with the truth didn’t make me less of a bad guy.
Sleep didn’t come easy, a lot stayed on my mind. I had come out with the truth, which had weighed on me for the past five years, but I still didn’t feel good.
I laid in bed with my mind fixed on the way forward and not long after that; I fell asleep.
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