On the night of her first shift, Sarah, 18, expects everything to change—and a lifetime with the Alpha. But one thing happens that she doesn’t expect.

She fails to shift.

In an instant, Sarah loses everything: her pack, her mate, and her future. An outcast in the woods, Sarah wonders about the mysterious rogue who haunts the den’s perimeters. But she is just a human now. Will she ever make peace with what she’s lost? Will she find the love she’s always been searching for?

Sarah attempts to navigate this new world, as tensions continue to grow. Can she enter into a forbidden romance with a wolf? And who, in the end, is her true mate?

Sarah struggles to balance her allegiance between her former pack and her new existence as a human. Can she make peace in time? Or will she lose everything she’s worked so hard to gain?

Finally, in the end comes the biggest heartbreaks, the greatest love, and the most compelling of mysteries. Finally, Sarah might just find the answers she’s been searching for.


My True Mate

When Sarah decided to leave the pack, I had known that she was leaving me.


The heartbreak that had followed, on top of my trauma had left me in pieces. But I had known that  it had been my fault, that I had broken that vibrant, laughing girl who already wore scars on her soul. 


I should have fought back harder. I should have resisted more.


I don’t know why I couldn’t or why I didn’t.


But each ugly word that had left my mouth back then, each action, it is imprinted in my brain. The look in her eyes is seared behind my eyeballs and every time I close my eyes, I see her. I see the heartbreak, the betrayal, and it makes me flinch.


I deserve the nightmares and this aversion to touch. I deserve the listlessness in my soul.


But I can’t stop my hands for reaching for her every night.


I can’t keep drying out the pillows every time I wake up.


Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Four