Chapter One Hundred and Forty One

CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY ONE

We get back to the pack house and everyone is gathered, wanting to hear about our journey and anxious to learn whether we’ve been able to find Sterling.

But I don’t feel up to any of that. I leave Sarah, Nash, and Greyson to explain everything while I go upstairs to lay down and try to forget that I just left half of my soul in a completely different plane of reality.

Inside the bedroom, though, there are reminders of Sterling everywhere. It smells like him, and his clothes are still strewn around.

I can’t be here. It’s too painful. I grab a few things and leave for Layla’s, settling back into the tiny bedroom she had set up for me when I first returned.

Maybe things can go back to the way they were, I tell myself. There was a time when I didn’t even know Sterling. I was happy then, wasn’t I? I can find that again.

I flop down on the bed and fall into a long, deep, dreamless sleep.