Chap 5 (END)

"Hey"

I heard someone

"Is she dead?"

"She's a princess I told you!"

"Maybe she ran away from a castle?"

"Or maybe she's a witch?- oW!"

"She's not a witch!"

"Her dress is Black!-"

"ugh..." I grut when I can clearly hear everything now...

I opened my eyes and its so bright

I can see 5 faces looking at me

"Oh she's awake!" said the little girl

"Hey lady? are you really a Princess?" said the boy who's eating ice pops

"where I am?" I asked

"you're under the Slide Princess" said the other girl

"Why are you sleeping under the slide, dress like that?" The third girl asked

"oh.." I looked at myself

"I ran away from someone" I said and I went out under the slide and went to the bench

"did you ran away from a castle?"

"yeah.. sort of, you can call it that way"

After I ran away

I went in to one of the trucks that was sent to ship out from the island.. it's a truck Tsar use for exporting Alcohol to different bars all over the world after we docked I just walked until I was tired..

"Why'd you run away?"

*Tummy grooowl*

"hahahahah Princess is hungry! ahhaahahh" the 5 of them laughed

"is there a near fast food here that sells burgers? or nuggest? or Onion rings?"

"There's one... a food stall there!" the boy 2 pointed

"You guys hungry?"

They nodded

we went to the food stall and bought a lot of food for the 6 of us and just sat at the bench

"Woah! Princess is rich!"

"She doesn't have any shoes now though" said the boy 1

yes since I don't have cash

I sold my shoes worth 2M in exchange for 6cheese burgers 6 large Onion rings and 6Pack of chicken nuggets with 10pc/pack

also 6 large chocolate milk shake

"so tell us your story Princess" the girl 2 said

"Well.. I ran away from home because of a certain someone..."

"Is it a King! A prince!"

"why'd you run away from your prince?"

"because.. he has this big mission he needs to take care off and he wants to send me away"

"woah!!"

"Maybe he wants to protect you"

"yeah!"

"but if he wants to protect me isn't it better if he kept me beside him?"

"It's not always the case"

"according to story books a hero tends to push their love ones more when there's a grave danger ahead"

"their afraid to lose their love ones while being beside them"

"Because their gonna blame themselves for not doing enough to protect the one thing that makes them strong"

"that's why he wants you out because he knows there's danger hanging around him and he doesn't want you to get hurt"

"Wow... are you guys kids? or there's something in this burger!?"

but no! Doesn't he realize that I've done so much to prove that I can be strong as he is!?

I went thru training for god sake!

I even lived to a mansion surrounded by Mafia's

I am a daughter of a Yakuza

Doesn't he realize that I could protect him too!

I quickly stand up

"Where are you going!?"

"I'm going back.. If he thinks I'm some of weakling he needs to protect.. well I am not! I can Protect him too!"

"But!"

"Thanks Kids! Don't tell your parents about me!" I said as I grab my nuggets and ran away

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I went to the nearest bank to sell my earrings worth 4M I had to use Tsar's name just to Identify me

I bought a boat and clothes I can wear and some guns and armor

Luckily I still have coordinates to where the Golden circle hq is

When i went to the Island it seems that it's quiet...

"too quiet" I said to myself

I did a rock climb to the mountains and look for clues as to what direction Tsar team headed or where they are now

"where are you guys..." I said to myself

"why are we going to be on patrol today? isn't it enough for 5 people to patrol the area? why's they need to add more people?" I heard some guys walking and talking that made me hide behind the trees

"Aperantrly boss figures there are more of the Mafia gangs are coming"

"But isn't what we captured earlier all of the Mafia expected to come? I mean we already catched the World's biggest Mafia Boss and gangs"

"I guess it's better to be safe you know.. you don't know what other surprises are there"

*sssssssss*

I heard a sound that is somehow near me

I looked at the ground and there's a Rattle snake!

I jump right up!

"Who's there!"

I saw 5 men pointed their guns at me

"Who are you! show yourself!"

i went out of the shadow

"Raise your hand where I can see them!" he said

I'm wearing a face mask

"It's a girl?"

"Is she one of the Mafia's?"

"There's no Mafia girl that I know of"

"That's kinnda sexist" I said

"Shut up ! who are you!"

"You know Fonzie! don't you dare shout on me!"

"What!"

"Ugh.. it's too early for Power rangers to appear" I said

"Shut up! you are no where else to go!"

"There's five of us and only 1 of you and a girl at the fact so shut up! and put your knees on the ground!"

"Well... ain't that a pity" I said and smiled

"Since you're standing there making it so easy for me to surrender with your big guns... here's what I'm gonna do in 7 seconds 3 of you will scream in pain one of you will pass out and one will tell me where are you keeping all the mafia captured earlier"

"Don't be ridiculous!"

"hmm? is that so?" I grind and In just seven seconds I a lot had happened and all is predicted

I ran to the direction where the man told me they kep prisoners

since they have tight security

ugh... if I reach them and Tsar is already dead I am going to kill him again

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Mean while at the room where they keep the prisoners...

*am gonna make it quick cuz I really want to end this story already T^T

*so to sum it up their captured at the room

*Nick Baron is the mastermind

*Nick Baron is the former boss of Miracle

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"oi oi.... who told you to pass out Tsar!" Nick Kicked Tsar at the stomach while they are chained up at the celling

"Honestly... The worlds powerful Mafia and the other twats are here... I can't believe Ive captured you guys so easily!?"

"Shut up Nick! you Bastard! I thought you're already dead!"

"hm? you believed that story? my body was never found you dumbass! Little Miss Miracle just got that report from one of my people, I can't believe she also fell for it.. what a stupid bitch"

"Don't you dare talk to her like that! Keep her name out of your fucking mouth!"

"heh? don't tell me you fell for her already? If I knew you would fall for her I could have just let her die or kill her than just scare her at the woods... I thought she would have been dead if she fell off the cliff-"

"You... YOU ASSHOLE! I SWEAR I'M GOING TO KILL YOU WHEN I GET OUT OF HERE!"

*BEEP BEEP*

"Hold on a second" Nick picked up a phone on his pocket

"WHAT!?" he ran to the big monitor and then opened the security footage

"well look who we have here..." Nick smiled evil when he saw Miracle at the hallway fighting against the security team

"No...." Tsar said and terrified that Miracle is doing it alone and the fact that she came all by herself

"How can she fight like that!?" Nick felt anxious that a girl can take a whole security team one by one leaving everyone either dead or unconscious

"Oi oi... Dear Miracle... remember me?" Nick said to the microphone that is connected t the hallways

"This voice.... Nick!?"

"Bingo!!!!!"

"You were the mastermind of the Golden cirle!!!?-"

"CORRECT!!! I have to say I'm surprise that you're here! even Tsar is surprise too!"

"Tsar,... WHERE IS HE!? WHERE ARE YOU!"

"By the time you get here I will blow up the place together with your other Mafia Family! And it will be the end of all the ruling of the Mafia gangs!"

"YOU ASSHOLE! I WON'T LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS! I'M GOING TO GET YOU!" Miracle said looking directly at the cctv camera and then punched it

"Bring all the security team and put her down! .... I guess I have underestimated Ms. Miracle... then... I guess 7 Min is enough time to put you guys all underground right?" Nick smiled and push a button

"Good bye forever Mr. Sergeyev! may you rest in peace" He smiled and walked out of the room

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Miracle's Point of view

I ran and ran as fast as I could!

I passed a lot of security teams and honestly I'm already feeling a little light headed

I can't barely even feel my hands from so much blood

"I need to stay focus!" I said to myself

I need to see Tsar

"HELP HELP!!!" I heard a noise coming at the end of the hallway

when I ran there and I forcibly opened the door and I saw the whole team of Tsar

"Aiko?"

"Miracle!!? oh god please help us!" He said and then I ran to them and I untie them off the ceiling

"I'm so glad you're here!" Aiko said and relived

"I- I need to find Tsar.... where are they keeping him?"

"I- I don't know... we we're ambushed and the next thing we knew we're already here!"

"Alright just straight at the hallway there's an exit there and there's a boat just at the east side of the island"

"Wa-wait wait where are you going?"

"I need to find Tsar-"

"But-"

"I need to find him.. please Go free yourself guys I can take of this" I said and ran away

"Be careful Mizuki!" I heard Aiko yelled

I ran and searched every room I almost can feel my tears pouring out!

I can't find him anywhere

I can't!

I heard a grunt of someone

I entered a dark room and a spotlight with a man chained up to a ceiling

"Tsar! oh my god!" I ran up to him

He's weak! he can't even lift his head up!

I held his face and there were bruises all over him and blood and so on his face!

"What did he do to you!.. I'm going to kill him! where is he!?"

"He- he left... we only have 4 min left before this place is about to blow u-up"

"Y-you need to go-"

"NO! DON'T YOU DARE PUSH ME AWAY AGAIN! OKAY? WE ARE GOING TO GET OUT OF HERE TOGETHER! AND I WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE FOREVER UNTIL YOU ARE SICK OF ME! YOU GOT IT!" I yelled back

I took my gun out and shoot the 2 chains at his hands to free him up and he fell to the ground

"Come on!- we need to go" I said and helped him stood up on his feet

"I-I can walk.."

"Shut up you big tree! Just rely on me a little more until we get out" I said and then helped him walk until we got out of the HQ then seconds later a loud explosion happened and the whole HQ was turned into ash

Both me and Tsar were tossed apart when the explosion happened

"ugh... T-Tsar?" I crawled slowly to him

"hey.. wake up! you need to wake up! I haven' told you everything!" I kept on shaking his body and slightly slapping his face

He still have pulse! but it's weak

"You need to stay with me okay!? Stay with me!"

"Mizuki!" Someone called and it's the team that got out earlier

"Please! help him get on the boat!"

"Is he-"

"He's just unconscious, come on!" I said and they lifted up Tsar and we went to the boat

"They're getting away!" Someone pointed at the chopper

For sure it's Nick!

"Not for long!" I said and opened up a bag

"Where the hell did you get a bazooka!?"

I aimed at the right timing and then without thinking I fired it and hit the chopper and fired another one when I saw some bodies falling down

"Now.. for sure you're dead"

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I felt a movement at my side that I jump right up

"Ugh" he grunted

"Hey... oh thank god you're awake, do you remember anything?"

"w-where am I?"

"We're safe now... what's the last thing you remember?"

"Ex-explosion on an Island and then Nick- where is that bastard! I'm going to kill him!"

"Hey hey! it's fine now.. he's dead! I- I already killed him.. he's probably fish food now"

"And- and you.... you, why are you here!" he looked at me inn the eye full of worried thoughts

"Tsar... I don't want to stay away just because you want me safe... I will do dangerous things if you ever tell me to stay away! Don't ever think that you're protecting me by just pushing me out. okay? If you do that again.. I- I will run towards danger myself!" I don't even know what I'm blabelling about!

he suddenly held my hand

"sounds like you're asking me to be your lover" he mumbled and smiled

"That's right!"

"what?"

"You're right!"

"I thought you're just saying stuff-"

"No! Tsar, I can't stand being apart of -"

"wait wait wait... you already said enough..." he smiled

"I love you Miracle.... and I want to be with you too, so will you allow this Dangerous Arrogant Mafia to be your lover?"

All I want was to be with this man...

I don't care if we ever face danger..

what matters is that I can be with him and we'll face it together

"Yes.. Yes!" I hugged him tight and I initiated a long and passionate kiss to him

"Oh!"

I broke off our kiss and looked at him

"I didn't get the chance to say this"

"What is it?"

"Happy birthday!" I laughed happily looking at him

This is my home...

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****EPILOGUE****

After the mission in the Golden Circle headquarters, the other Mafia's already went to their home countries and lived peacefully

Even the yakuza did... although before they left my father talked about family business with me

he offered me to be a Mafia but then I still refused so he asked if I could run a Wine liquor business branch in Miami

"It would be your own Branch Store, and You can hire anyone you want..." he said and then gave me a contract.. I just need to pick where will I put the store and then it's all set

As for the Russian Mafia.... we still stayed at the Island and I remained as the Money Launder of Tsar's business

it's been a week since the mission and it's also been a week since Tsar asked me to be his girlfriend.. but it's been awkward for me to reach him lately

he's been so busy and when I wanted to just talk comfortably with him.. I never get a chance since he needs to attend meetings and stuff

haaaa I want to have just one night with my new boyfriend but it feels like I'm with a 20 year relationship

hmmm

Maybe I'll cook dinner for him later?

but he's in Miami now...

I'll call him to see if what time will he be going home

I took my phone and clicked call on his caller ID

I heard a ring

"hmm maybe he's still busy..."

or maybe he's phone is on silent.. he must be in a meeting..

"Hello?" a woman voice made me shrug when someone answered Tsar's phone

"Uhm.."

"You've reach Mr. Sergeyev's phone, how may I help you?"

"Is.. is uhm Mr. Sergeyev's there?" I asked

"He's currently in a meeting, he left his phone in his office... I can leave word"

"Oh.. uhm may I ask who is this?"

"His new Secretary-"

"I see.. may I ask what time will Mr. Sergeyev finish for the day"

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid I have no right to share Mr. Sergeyev's schedule to just someone"

oh right..

maybe he hasn't really announced that he has a lover

or maybe he hasn't been thinking about it

"I understand... sorry" I just said and end the call

I cleared up my work table and finished my work

after that I went downstairs and looked for George

I saw him outside near the garden area talking with the other mafia members

"George?"

"Oh Lady Miracle... what can I do for you?" he asked and left the men behind and went to me

"uhm... can I ask if Tsar would come home late?"

"Probably so.. "

"I see.. uhm can you help me with something?"

"What is it Lady Miracle?"

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George took me and we rode a speed bote to Miami and he drove me to Tsar's office there

"You can go back now George.. I can take it from here" I said to him when I got out of the car

"Tsar would be glad to see you"

"Will he like what I made?"

"He'll love it, trust me" He said and smiled

I nodded and he drove off

I entered the building and went to the front desk

"How can I help you?" A man asked at the front desk

"I came to see CEO Caesar Sergeyev?"

"Do you have an appointment?" he asked

"No"

"Then you can't see him" he smiled

"No way.. but I wanted to surprise him, he's working late and I brought him Dinner..... Can't you let me in just this time? I'm not a bad person, I'm Caesar's girlfriend"

"Oh sure.. and I'm Taylor Swifts Husband" he waved his hand and telling me to go away

"Ugh! Don't talk nonsense!" I said

I tried to convince him but he wouldn't believe me

I just waited at the bench that was displayed at the corridor It's been hours and hours of waiting for him that I suddenly shut my eyes and fell a sleep

Third person point of view

Tsar got a call from George and George asked if he had seen Miracle and that he dropped her off at the building

Tsar got surprised and went down to the ground floor to see from himself

There were a lot of employee surprised to see the CEO since Tsar only came out straight at the parking area

"Hello Mr. Sergeyev" greeted the employees he came across to

"CEO Sergeyev.. you're here?" Asked the front desk man

Tsar looked around to find Miracle and when he saw a sleeping woman at the bench hugging a picnic basket

He then kneel with one knee and touched Miracle's face

"Miracle?" He called

Miracle woke up but still with a fuzzy look

"oh..."

"Why are you sleeping here? You should've me if you were coming...."

Miracle still is drowsy when she said ..."

"Tsar... Surprise hehehe" She giggled a little

"Your plan was a success.. I was really surprised.." Tsar smiled as he held Miracle's face like a kitten

"but.... I'm still sleepy" Miracle said as she continues to blink and rubbing her eyes

"okay.. you can sleep now-" Tsar then lift Miracle up like a newly wed couple

He walked and waited for the elevator...

"It may seem unbelievable.. but don't worry.. you won't get fired, unless Lady Miracle wants to" George suddenly appeared beside the Front desk man..

it seems that George didn't leave the area for he thought that Miracle would just leave the food and then left

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Miracle's Point of view

hmmm I feel like I'm dreaming...

I opened my eyes and there's this deem light at the ceiling

I suddenly remember that I went to Tsar's office

I sat up and noticed a coat on me... in my dream Tsar was wearing this coat when he picked me up...

I looked around

It seems that I'm inside of Tsar's office...

and the basket that I brought was in front of me and placed at the coffee table

but there was a note and I read it out loud

"Wait for me... still on meeting" it said

I looked at the clock and it's already 7pm

I hope he's meeting would end soon....

A door opened and a lady with tight blouse that enough light it can reveal her color red bra and a pencil cut skirt that emphasize her fine shape back

she continued to walk until she reach Tsar's table and left a folder

when she turned back.. she almost slipped when she saw me

"That scared me!" She mumbled as she held her chest

"Uhm- who are you? who let you in?" She asked as she came close

I can't even find the words to say anything...

If she's the secretary.. shouldn't she know who will come in and out here?

"Ah! Are you the new cleaner of the office? why the hell are just sitting there? and why is Tsar's coat here!" She yanked Tsar coat off me and hang in the racket

"What are you waiting for?! dust at the shelves over there! go on! there's a duster over there!" She pointed and her eyes wide open like she is really irritated..

I don't know why but I followed her instruction and dust some of the shelves

"Tsar is going to be here in 5 minutes so hurry up! and don't be here when he comes!"

"Tsar said that his girlfriend is here! But I can't even find her anywhere! she must have left.. ugh.. If I was Tsar's girlfriend I wouldn't just leave him" She mumbled as I dust the shelves

"Yes Mr. Sergeyev?.. yes.. I'm on my way" She said and dropped the call

"hurry up!!!" she yelled at me and I intentionally dust faster and then she left the room

5 minutes passed and I already dusted the shelf and cleaned his table... Now I'm finishing up cleaning the bathroom

"Miracle?" I heard his voice so I cam out of the bathroom with the gloves on and a scrub on my hand

"Wha- what are you doing there?!" he looked at me confused

"Cleaning?"

"Wh-why?"

"uhm...."

Someone knocked at the door and the secretary came in

"Mr. Sergeyev, here are the remaining lists of- OH my god! what are you still doing here!"

"I-"

"Mr. Sergeyev I'm very sorry I told her to clean and finish up before you came in-"

"You what?"

"I'm really sorry I was distracted and didn't told her to leave -"

"You made her clean my office!?-"

"Uhm- It- It's fine I think she doesn't know yet.. but It's fine! look! Your bathroom is sqeeky clean now! and the shelves are clean! and I'm fine! I'm really fine!"

"But honey- you shouldn't have done that! that's the cleaners job! and they were going to start tomorrow!"

"Oh! then just find something else they should clean! I haven't done the floors yet-"

"Wait... y-you know each other?" The secretary asked

"She is Miracle... My girlfriend that you gave instructions to clean!"

"I- I'm very sorry! I'm so sorry I-I didn't kno-"

"It's fine, It's fine! you don't have to worry about it" I said smiling

"Please leave us" Tsar said and then the secretary was scared leaving the room

I removed the gloves and washed my hands before going to him... he sat on the couch and leaned his head at the couch I went to the other side and kissed his lips

"Tough day?" I asked

"Nothing I can handle.." he smiled

"Come here" he said and I went beside him

"I made dinner by the way! I expected you'll be home late and we never really get a chance to be with each other lately..."

"I'm sorry.. I'm just too busy... I didn't had the time to even have a meal with you..." he said and then rest his head at my shoulders

It's really heavy T^T

"It's fine... I mean George kept me company... and we talked about you all the time-"

"What? Talked about me?"

"Yeah... well about your past and all and your childhood days.. something like that"

"But I want to be the one who will spend those talks with.. damnit that old tree!"

....

"Come on.." he suddenly stood up

"Eh? where are we going?"

"Let's eat dinner out-"

"But I brought dinner-"

"Just bring it then" he said

"oh.. oh okay"

took the basket from my hands and then I went out of the room first and The secretary came right at me

"I'm really sorry lady Miracle , I'm really sorry!"

"It's fine.. It's fine.. but.. please do wear a not revealing blouse next time? or one word out of me and your future working here is over, you got that?" I whispered while I wait for Tsar to close up inside

"Yes, yes! I understand! thank you Lady Miracle"

A sudden open of the doors

"Let's go?"

"Yeah" I reached his face to kiss him

and then we walked away and went to the elevator

"There's a hotel I own near by, we can stay there for the night"

"h-hotel!?"

"Yeah.. there's a kitchen there don't worry you can pre heat the dinner you made" he said

and my mind is blank from thinking...

h-hotel?

A-are we going to do it?

I mean we are in a relationship now...

and to be honest I had this fantasies about doing it with him

we're eventually going to do it..

oh my god stop thinking about it!

having s-sex with Tsar?....

doing the things that I have read in tons of Manga's/Manhwa's/Manwha's????

Am I really up for that!

with Tsar.... a very masculine guy.. and a very tall man....

they say it's the tip of the thumb to the tip of your index finger.. that's how big it is if it's not erect yet!

And his hands!--

*imagining Tsar's big hands*

"WAAAAH!"

"What!? what!? what is it!"

I screamed and we were inside the car

"n-nothing nothing" I just said

"Don't startle me like that! we might hit something" he said

"Sorry" I said and he continued to drive

My face feels hot! oh my god

We eventually arrived at the Hotel and we already had a reserved room for him already

"You can make yourself at home.. I'll just make a call" He said and then went to the telephone near the door

"Hello room service?" he said

I went inside and looked for the kitchen to pre-heat the pasta

"I'll go take a bath" he said and then went down the hall

few minutes later He went out to the dinning area wearing a white shirt and a grey sweatpants with a towel on his wet hair

aghh that body is killing me!

"D-dinner's ready" I said and went to the dinning area and sat across him

"Wow you made this?" he said and picked up the fork and I was waiting for him to try it first

"mmmm! It's delicious!"

"really?!"

"Yeah!" he said and ate some more

While we ate he we started talking about what happened on his day and what happened in mine.. we talked for a while

When it's getting late I washed up and he actually ordered room service to go shopping for pajamas and clothes that I would wear for the night and for tomorrow

While I was getting dress for Pj's

"Aren't we going to do it?" I asked my self

When I went out of the bathroom I saw him sitting at the other side of the bed And he was reading a book with his eye glasses on

It's a first time I ever saw him wearing one

Dang he looks hot.. I thought to my self

I went to the my side of the bed and then he closed his book when he saw me

"Why do you looks so tense? is the clothes not comfortable?" he asked

"No- It's comfortable.. " I said and I sat at the bed

"We should get some rest" he said and removed his glasses and closed his side of the lamp while I started to lay back down and cover up with the blanket

"Goodnight Miracle" he said and kissed me at my forehead and then he lay down beside me

What's this.... I feel like somethings missing

Is this it? we're finally alone together.. and we're just going to sleep?

Ughh!! damn I'm thinking like a pervert!

but... I really wanna do it!

ugh! It's now or never! I can't wait! if he won't do a first move then I will!

Without thinking I removed our covers

"what- what are you doing?" He asked

I sat on his waist and I leaned forward to kiss him for about 30 seconds long and he sat up and broke the kiss

"W-what are you doing?"

"I- I want to do it!"

"Wh-what?"

"Okay we're alone right now and I can't wait any longer! so if you don't make a first move on me and I will!"

the second I realize what I just said I felt really embarrassed and jump right off him and covered my self with the sheets

"Hey Miracle.."

"Go away!" I said..

does he not want to do it with me?

oh my god and I jump right on him!

Damn you Miracle!

"Miracle..."

"I'm sorry!" I yelled under the covers

"Why are you sorry!?"

"I- I did something that you don't want....." I said

"You're wrong..." he replied

"I-I just didn't do anything because I don't want to scare you and say that I wanted to rush things..."

I went out of the covers

"r-really?"

"I wanted to be the man that is gentle and loving in your eyes.. not some animal"

"I-I like animals..." I said

"do you really want to do it?" he looked at me and that's when I knew

I had to comeback to his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him

I can feel his hands touched my back

"I-i want you... all of you.. show me your worst Caesar.. I want it" I said between our kisses

after that he became more greedy in kissing and suddenly pushed me against the bed

"Don't blame me for what happens to your body when you wake up" he said like an animal warning his prey

His kisses went down to my neck and he was holding my body with his big hands

He kneeled straight catching his breath and the he removed his Shirt

I looked at him I don't even want to know what I would look like

"you're looking at me like I'm some kind of food" he smiled and smirked

"Sh-shut up!" I blurted out and covered my face

"Don't cover your face sweetie... I want to you to take a good look at it" He said

I slowly removed my hands to my face

and I can see it

I can see it!

I CAN REALLY SEE IT!

"I- It! It's"

"Now... are you sure about this?" He asked

I relaxed myself and started to unbutton my blouse

"haaaa... you're really driving me crazy" he said with those hungry eyes as he attacked me all night

I don't even know how many times we did it..

He devoured me like his last meal

he's like a hungry Wolf

He won't let me go and he keeps on going until he finished the whole box of it

When I woke up I didn't find him next to me and the sheets felt cold

I looked around and then there's a letter at the bed side

"I'll be back in an hour, have some light breakfast and some medicine" it said

And there is a ready made sandwich and water and two tablets of medicine

When I moved around and removed the sheets i saw my self with so many bite marks!

I went to the bathroom and looked myself in the mirror

Remembering what happened few hours ago.. made me happy beyond compare

I went back to the bed and saw Tsar's clothes he used yesterday for work

I wore an underware and his white polo and tied up my hair

I went to the kitchen and made some coffee and ate the sandwich he made

After a while I heard the door opened

"Welcome back!" I greeted in front of him

"A-are you wearing my shirt?"

"Why?? does it look weird?" I asked

"y-you're really testing me" he said and lifted me up and kissed me

He sat at the couch with me still on his lap

"I wanna do it again" I said between kisses

"No- wait" he said and stopped the kiss

"You don't want to?"

"No- I want to, I just... I have to tell you something"

"What is it?" I asked

his face turned serious and he stood up and made me sat on the couch

he kneeled down to face me and held my hand

"Miracle... I love you, and last night I realized that you're the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with..." It's almost like he was about to cry

he reached inside his coat and brought out a tiny blue box and when he opened it

Oh my god-

"Miracle... Will you Marry me?" he asked

I somewhat bursted out to tears when I heard those words

I held his face

"Y-yes oh my god yes! yes yes yes!" I hugged him tight and he put the ring in my ring finger

"Oh my god! I'm engaged!" I tackled him to the floor and hugged him tight

"I love you so much Tsar!" I said and kissed him

"I Love you more!" he said and hugged me tight

Never in my life that I would get a fine man with me and get engaged...

At first we had an awful start.. he was a Mafia and I became his money launder.. it's really a dangerous thing..

I know with every Fiber of my being.. how dangerous he is... It's strange, but..

I just don't want to let go of this happiness

Even at this moment, Thoughts of everything that could go wrong were cycling through my head.

Still....

I wanted to accept his proposal...

I had to say yes! to him

Those thoughts I had before about 'why is this happening to me'

I don't want to think them anymore,

I've been searching for somewhere safe to spend the rest of my life, but n the end, there was no such place.

so....

Even as I stand on the brink of danger...

I want to embrace this happiness...

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