Chapter 60(The End)

                        Lan's POV

I can feel his body under me. He feels warm but hard. His chest was so strong that I couldn't help but run my hand on it. My head laid on his chest as I recalled the wild moment we had.

I will never be able to erase it from my memory ever. It's dark outside signifying this day was about to end but I don't want it to ever end. I roam my hand around his body feeling him up.

"If you're done touching me can I open my eyes now?"

His voice reached my ears. My cheeks turned rosy at being caught. I moved away from him and sat up looking down at the naked frame of Damon on my bed. The duvet low on his waist as his chest was out in the open.

"Hey..." His voice was rough and raspy. He stared at me with those eyes that say 'I want more' . We have been at it all day that I don't think my body can take more.

"H-hi.." I replied suddenly feeling shy.

He chuckled and sat up, pulling me into his arms. A smile bloomed on my face as I let myself snuggle into his arms.

"I never knew a day like this would come. A day when I will have you all to myself and willing." He sighed his voice was filled with what I feel was satisfaction.

"Me too" I replied.

He lifted my chin up and held my cheeks with both hands.

"Thank you Lan" He said a smile on his lips.

"For what?" I asked.

"For just existing" He said and dropped a feathery kiss on my cheeks. My heart fluttered. I couldn't fight the huge smile that bloomed on my face.

"I gotta go. The nurse must have left already" He said getting up from the bed with the duvet wrapped around his waist. I couldn't help but look at his tantalizing body. He was so well defined in the right places.

My eyes roamed down from his full lips to his chest and his--

"Oh oh... someones drooling" He said grinning.

My eyes met his as I covered my face in embarrassment making him chuckle louder.

I sat there and watched him as he dressed up wearing his shoes and clothes. He ran his fingers into his hair smoothing it out.

I stood up from the bed in just my boxer and stood in front of him.

He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me in. My chest bumping his hard frame as our eyes met.

"Leave through the door this time." I spoke staring at his eyes.

He tilted his head "Are you sure?" he asked.

"Yeah. You're not a thief nor are you going to be a secret. I am done keeping secrets"  I replied earning a pleased smile from him.

"Well you have to get you butt dressed or I don't think I would be able to leave" He slapped my butt hard.

"Aw!" I pouted glaring at him. He smirked and groped my butt cheek making me feel more embarrassed.

"D-damon stop..." I spoke softly.

"Why? I don't want to" He replied in a raspy voice. His lips already connected to my neck. A sigh of pleasure escaped my mouth. If I don't stop him, he won't leave.

"Damon...." I drawled out.

He sighed and moved away.

"Fine fine. Just know you owe me for this" He said pouting like an offended kid. I couldn't help but smile.

I wore my clothes and together we went downstairs. Nate was surprisingly sitting in the living room watching a movie. Once he noticed us he scoffed giving us that conceding look.

I sighed and stared at Damon who just nodded giving me a smile.

"I wondered where you went but the loud wild noise that sounded like animals in heat already gave me my answer" Nate said still staring at the television.

I sighed not ready to argue with him.

"Where is mom?" I asked.

"Her room. You would have known if you hadn't spent the whole day moaning like an animal" He replied.

I girtted my teeth hard ready to reply back when Damon held my arm and pulled me out through the front door.

"Why did you stop me?" I asked glaring at him with crossed arms.

"If I didn't stop you, you both would have been going back and forth and then everyone's night would be ruined. I have an idea. Tomorrow after class, you just need to make everyone meet up at the cafe. We can talk to them. What do you think?" He asked.

I nodded liking the idea. Running away from all these won't solve anything. I want everything to be fine with everybody.

He pulled me in, wrapping his arms around me.

"I love you Damon" I said for the first time. He stilled in my arms and pulled back staring into my eyes. He looked so happy like that was all he ever wanted to here.

"I was wondering when you will tell me. I-I thought that all you wanted was a rump in the bed and that's it. I was so scared that I'd never hear you say it" He said smiling.

Damon scared? Now that's new.

"I am not you." I replied.

"Ouch!" He held his chest dramatically.

"Say it again. I want to hear it again" He pleaded looking desperate.

"I love Damon" I said.

"Again"

"I love you Damon"

"Again"

I smiled hugging him tightly. "I love you Damon" I whispered into his ears softly.

"I love you too" He sighed in satisfaction.

"Promise me you will never leave me even when I push you away?" He spoke sounding like a kid who didn't want to lose his favorite toy. He sounded so lonely.

"I promise" I replied.

....

I could feel the stares of everyone as Damon and I held hands and walked through the hallway heading to our class. Everyone stood and stared at us shock in their eyes.

I spotted Genevieve who kept throwing daggers at me with her eyes making me grin. I winked at her and held Damon's arm making sure she sees it.

"Feeling possessive?" Damon whispered to me.

"Very" I replied earning a chuckle from him.

...

Class ended and Damon left like he said he would. I had successful forced everyone to follow me to the cafe. Nate it wasn't easy. Jacob had to force him to come along.

We sat down at the cafe in a booth staring at each other. I kept looking at the door waiting for Damon to walk through. I definitely won't be able to handle this alone.

Pearl laid her head on Luke's shoulder glaring at me.

"Why are we here Lan?" She asked again for the nth time.

I sighed and stared at their faces which had lots of questions in them.

"I--"

Immediately the cafe door opened and Damon walked in making me sigh in relief.

"What is he doing here?!" Pearl asked not looking pleased.

"Just hear us out please" I pleaded with all of them.

Damon walked towards us and sat beside me holding my hand under the table. I forced myself to calm down and breathe as I felt their eyes on us.

"I know you all hate me at this point and you have every right to. I was a douche and what I did to Mark and Lan was wrong.

I acted on impulse wanting to break them up at any cost and I am sorry. What I did wasn't right..." Damon said staring at all of them.

"Yeah it wasn't" Pearl replied glaring at him.

I sighed not liking her tone.

"I caused all these. From day one, I kept fighting it off. My desires for Damon. My heart knew the truth but I couldn't accept it.

My head kept telling me how wrong I was and how much I hated him. I forced Mark into my bundle of lies hoping that maybe he could be able to make me forget and not think about Damon.

Mark was everything sweet and warm but my heart couldn't stop calling out to one name" I spoke staring particularly at Pearl.

"You know it Pearl. I only did what I did because I thought that if I slept with him then I would be able to forget him and move on. I thought all I needed was just physical but I was wrong and I am sorry I hurt you, all of you." I said my voice low.

"Please forgive us. You're all our friends. I just want us to go back as we once were" I pleaded.

They all stared at each other communicating with their eyes except my brother Nate who crossed his arms and looked elsewhere. He would be a hard nut to crack.

"Fine Lan. We forgive you both. Honestly the group was incomplete without you both. We missed you" Jacob said smiling at me.

My heart felt warm and at peace.

"Lan?" Pearl called out to me.

I stared at her as she watched Damon.

"I don't know what this thing you both have is and I can't promise it'd end well. You're both so different from each other and Damon is just not a good option. He seems dangerous and full of secret..."

But to me all I see is just loneliness and a fear of being abandoned. He is the only option for me and no other.

He might seem dangerous to everyone but he is my safe haven. He pulls me out of my world and into his showing me how different and beautiful the world can be. If he was dangerous then I want to be with danger forever.

"...but if he is what you want then I will not stop you. Your happiness matters the most to me" She concluded. I smiled and held her hand across the table.

"Look man, you were a complete asshole from day one but you're my man and I need you in this group. Everyone else is just so dry" Luke complained making us all chuckle.

Damon smiled and shook his hand. I stared at him a smile on my face. Though no one else could see it. I saw it. The fear of rejection in his eyes. He might not have said it but I know everyone at this table means something to him.

I stared at my brother a complicated look on my face.

Pearl noticing my dilemma stood up.

"Let's go guys. Lan and Nate needs to talk" She said. I smiled at her as they all walked out of the cafe. Damon stood up about to leave.

My hand shoot up as I held him not wanting him to leave. He stared at me and smiled detaching my hand from his.

"You have got this. You both need to talk privately" He said and kissed me on the cheek walking out of the cafe. I sighed and braced myself.

I hope this works out.

"Are you gonna talk or keep me waiting?" Nate said not looking pleased.

"Brother..." I started.

"....I know we don't see eye to eye but I do know one thing and that is that you care for me even though you don't show it.

And I do love you. No matter how annoying you are I would never want to have another brother but you. Please for my sake can't you just accept my relationship..."I said my voice breaking up and eyes watering.

Nate sighed and stared at me with his side eyes.

"Lan I don't know what you expect from me. This isn't easy for me" He complained running his hand through his hair.

"Try... please" I pleaded desperate for his acceptance.I held his hand across the table desperate.

He stared at our hands and looked up at my face.

"This is weird we were never this close. Fine I will try not to be rude and accept your relationship even though I don't understand why or whatever this is but I will try. That is all I can give lan" He said.

At least that is enough for me. For now. I know with time he will be more accepting. I nodded wiping the tears from my eyes.

"One more thing..."

"What is it now?" He asked annoyed.

"Can you go for therapy. I know you need it. That incident that happened, you need to say it out." I said biting my lips.

"You---"

"Please Nate. You need it. Mom doesn't need to know unless you want to tell her. I promise to keep your secret but you need help" I said.

He pulled his hand from my grasp and rolled his shoulders looking awkward.

"Fine fine whatever. I also thought of it at some point. But this doesn't mean you both will act disgustingly in front of me" He glared and stood up walking towards the door.

"I love you too brother" I yelled smiling cheekily. He gave me the middle finger and walked out.

Everyone later came back inside except Nate who left. It all suddenly feels right, I feel happy and at peace.

....

Damon and I sat on his bike in the playground staring at the sky together.

"Everything feels so right. I want it to stay like this forever" I spoke staring at the sky.

"With me, I won't promise you it will always be perfect Lan. I am with a bad group that makes me do awful things. Being with me means getting involved with all that" Damon said indirectly telling me I could walk away at any moment if I want to.

The thing is he doesn't understand that the moment I let him in, I let all his flawless and troubles in. We are in this together.

"I don't care. My world was too normal and regular. I know you will always protect me Damon. I am not walking away so don't even try" I said warning him. He chuckled and held my hand.

"Good cause I don't think I can let go"

I don't know if anyone would ever be able to understand why I choose him. And how I fell in love with him. Even I can't answer that question. Who would have thought a stranger I met at a restaurant would end up being so involved in my life.

Damon has completely changed my idea of what a normal life looks like but I know one thing and that is whatever this is, I want it for as long as I can have it.

Damon has become too involved in my life to just leave like that.

My heart has been stolen and I don't think I ever want it back.

He ruined my world and reshaped it. I am grateful I met him cause without him my life would have still been boring without color.

Maybe Damon was all I needed in the first place to feel alive. He is chaos but my world was too bald to resist.

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