The air had a certain scent.
That was the first thing I noticed, through the fragmented
thoughts I had just before awakening.
The air coming into my nostrils brought a wealth of information. The smell of sweet flowers. The smell of fresh grass. The
bracing, cleansing smell of trees. The tempting smell of water to a
parched throat.
Next I focused on my hearing and was overwhelmed by an instant deluge of sound: The rustling of countless leaves. The cheerful twittering of songbirds. The soft hum of insect wings. The distant trickling of a creek.
Where was I? Certainly not in my home. There were none of
the usual features of waking there, like the sunny smell of dried
sheets, the AC's dehumidifier's growl, or the distant traffic over
on the Kawagoe Bypass. Plus, the shifting patterns of green light
on my eyelids weren't coming from the reading light I forgot to
turn off, but from the shade of branches.
I pushed aside the lingering temptation of sleep and opened
my eyes.
Countless bits of light leaped into my sight, and I blinked
rapidly. I had to lift the back of my hand to rub at the welling
tears, and I sat up.
"…Where am I…?" I wondered.
The first thing I saw was clumps of light-green grass. Little
white and yellow flowers appeared here and there, and brilliant
pale-blue butterflies wandered among them. The carpet of grass
ended just fifteen feet ahead, replaced by a thick forest of gnarled,
decades-old trees.
I squinted into the gloom among the trunks, but as far as the
light allowed me to see, the trees continued. The flowing, textured
bark and ground were covered in thick moss that shone goldengreen where the sunlight caught it.
Next I glanced to the right, then rotated my entire body. The
ancient trees greeted me in every direction. Apparently I had
fallen asleep in a little grassy opening in the middle of the forest.
Lastly, I looked up and saw, among the reaching branches all
around, blue sky and trails of white.
"Where…am I?" I wondered aloud again. No one answered.
No matter how hard I tried to remember, I had no memory of
coming to a place like this and taking a nap. Was it sleepwalking?
Amnesia? I shook my head to dispel the disturbing possibilities.
My name was Kazuto Kirigaya. Age seventeen and eight
months. Living in Kawagoe in Saitama Prefecture with my
mother and sister.
The easy recollection of that personal data brought me some
relief, so I reached for more.
I was in my second year of high school. But I would reach the
credits necessary to graduate in the first semester of next year, so
I was preparing to move on to college that fall. In fact, I had been
talking with someone about that. The last Monday of June—it
had been raining. After class, I went to Agil's Dicey Café in the
Okachimachi neighborhood to talk with my friend Sinon—Shino
Asada—about Gun Gale Online.
After that, Asuna Yuuki met up with us and the three chatted
for a while, then left the café.
"Asuna…"
I spoke the name of my girlfriend, the partner in whom I
placed all my trust when my back needed watching. But the memory of her face and figure was nowhere to be seen here. There was
no one at all on the grassy enclosure or among the trees.
Struck by a sudden loneliness, I continued my recollection.
Asuna and I said good-bye to Sinon and got on a train. We
took the Ginza Line subway to Shibuya, then got on the Setagaya
Line that would take us to Asuna's neighborhood.
When we got off, the rain had stopped. We walked down the
brick sidewalk, talking about college. I revealed that I was thinking of going to school in America and made a desperate plea for
her to join me. She showed me that usual smile, brimming with
gentle love. And then…
The memories ended there.
I couldn't remember what Asuna had answered, how we had separated, if I'd gone back to the station, what time I'd gotten home,
or how many hours of sleep I had gotten—nothing.
Somewhat stunned by this realization, I tried desperately to
summon the memory.
But Asuna's smile merely blotted away, as if being submerged
in water, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't draw out the
next part of the scene. I clenched my eyes shut and dug as hard as
I could into that heavy gray void.
Blinking red light.
A maddening shortness of breath.
Those were the only two images I could surface, meager as
they were. I sucked in a lungful of sweet air instead. The thirsty
dryness in my throat resurfaced, stronger than before.
I was certain of it. I had been in Miyasaka of Setagaya Ward
just last night. So what brought me here to sleep in this mysterious forest, all alone?
But was it really yesterday? The breeze playing on my skin felt
nice. There was none of the humid misery of late June here in this
forest. This time, a true thrill of horror ran down my back.
Were the "memories from yesterday" actually real? I was
clinging to them as if to a life raft in the open sea, after a storm.
Was I really me…?
I rubbed my face all over, pulled my hair, then lowered my
hands to stare at them closely. As I remembered, there was a little
mole near the base of my right thumb and a childhood scar on the
back of my left middle finger. This brought me some amount of
relief.
At that point, I belatedly realized that I was wearing an odd
outfit.
It wasn't the T-shirt I used as nightwear, or my school uniform, or any of my personal clothes. In fact, they didn't look like
any kind of clothes you would buy at the store.
My top was a half-sleeve shirt of crude cotton or linen, dyed
pale blue. The consistency was uneven and rough. The sewing
along the sleeve was clearly done by hand, not a machine. There
was no collar, just a V-cut in the front, tied with a brown string.
By touching it, I could tell that the string was not corded fabric
but a piece of finely cut leather.
My trousers were the same material as the top, but an unbleached cream color. There were no pockets, and the leather belt
around my waist was fastened not with a metal buckle but with a
long, thin wood button. My shoes were also hand-sewn leather,
and the thick leather sole was studded with a few cleats for slip
resistance.
I'd never seen clothes or shoes like these before. In real life, at
least.
"…Oh, okay," I muttered, exhaling.
They were otherworldly clothes and yet quite familiar as well.
They were Middle Ages European garments—in short, "fantasy"
wear: a tunic, cotton pants, and leather shoes. This wasn't the
real world but a fantasy one. Just another virtual realm.
"What the hell…"
I craned my neck again. I had fallen asleep while in a full dive?
But why couldn't I remember what game I had logged in to and
when?
In any case, I'd find out by logging out. I waved my right hand.
A few seconds passed, and no window appeared. I tried with
the left hand instead. No results.
With the ceaseless rustling of leaves and chirping of birds in
my ears, I did my best to dispel the growing prickle rising up my
midsection.
This was a virtual world. It had to be. But it certainly wasn't familiar Alfheim. In fact, it couldn't be any of the AmuSphere's VR
worlds fashioned from the Seed engine.
Actually, I had just moments ago confirmed the moles and
scars of my real body. I didn't know of any VR games that re-created the body to such a degree of detail.
"Command. Log out," I ordered without much hope. There
was no response. Sitting cross-legged, I examined my hands once
again.
There were fine swirls on my fingertips. Wrinkles on the skin
of my joints. Fine body hair. Little droplets of cold sweat seeping
forth.
I brushed them aside with my tunic, then examined the fabric
again. The rough thread was primitively sewn into the cloth. Even
the fraying of the textile into little puffs was clearly visible.
Any machine that could generate a virtual world this detailed
had to be frighteningly powerful. I gazed forward into the trees
and swung my arm to snatch up a blade of grass and bring it before my eyes.
The detail-focusing system that all Seed-based VR worlds used
would be unable to handle that sudden action, creating a brief lag
before the fine texture on the grass could load. But the very instant my eyes caught the blade, they made out fine veins, jagged
edges, even a droplet of moisture hanging from the torn end.
That meant that every visible object here was being consistently generated down to the millimeter in real time. This blade of
grass alone had to represent a few dozen megabytes of data. Was
that even possible?
I had to stifle that line of thought before I followed it any further. Instead, I parted the grass between my feet and used my
hand to shovel through the dirt.
The damp soil was surprisingly soft, and featured the occasional tangle of fine roots. I spotted something wriggling through
the lattice and picked it out.
It was a little earthworm, maybe a tenth of an inch long. It
writhed desperately in its dangerous new surroundings, gleaming
and green. I wondered if it was a new species, and abruptly the
end that appeared to be its head split open to emit a tiny screech.
I put it back in the soil, feeling dizzy, and pushed the dirt back
over the hole. My palm was black with dirt, and I could make out
the individual grains under my nails.
After most of a minute sitting in stunned silence, I reluctantly
formulated three theories to explain my circumstances.
First was the possibility of a virtual world that was an extension of today's full-dive tech. After all, waking up alone in a forest
was a stereotypical opening scene for any fantasy RPG.
But as far as I knew, there was no supercomputer capable of
generating such a vibrant wealth of ultra-detailed 3-D scenery.
That would mean that in the time I had blanked out, years—perhaps decades—had passed in real time.
Next was the possibility that this was a place in the real world.
I was the target of some crime, or illegal experiment, or vicious
prank, dressed in these strange clothes and taken somewhere unfamiliar—perhaps Hokkaido or the southern hemisphere—and re-
leased in a forest. But I didn't think there were any metallic-green
worms that screeched in Japan, and I hadn't heard of any such
thing elsewhere in the world.
Lastly was the possibility that this was a true alternate dimension, alternate world, or life after death. It was a common trope in
manga, books, and anime. Dramaturgy suggested that I would
soon rescue a girl being attacked by monsters, fulfill the village
elder's requests, and eventually rise as the hero to vanquish the
dreaded sorcerer lord. Yet I didn't see that rudimentary bronze
sword I was supposed to start with.
I just barely overcame a sudden urge to belly-laugh and naturally ruled out the third option. If I lost sight of the boundary between reality and unreality, I would truly be losing my grip on
sanity.
That left two possibilities: the virtual world or the real world.
If it was the former, no matter how ultrarealistic, there would
be ways to identify this. Just climb the nearest tree to the top,
then jump off headfirst. If you logged out or were revived at the
nearest holy temple at a save point, it was VR.
But if this was the real world, that test would have disastrous
consequences. In a suspense novel I read years ago, a criminal organization decided to put together a video of a real game of death
by kidnapping ten or so people, taking them into the remote
wilderness, and forcing them to kill one another for survival. It
was hard to imagine that happening in real life, but then again,
the SAO Incident was just about as unlikely. If this was a game
taking place in the real world, committing suicide right at the beginning was a poor choice.
"In that sense, the other one was better…" I muttered aloud
without realizing it. At least in Akihiko Kayaba's game, he had
done us the courtesy of appearing at the start for a detailed explanation.
I stared up at the sky through the branches and called out,
"Hey, GM! Say something if you can hear me!!"
But there was no enormous face that appeared in the sky or
hooded figure that popped into existence next to me. Just in case,
I searched again over the little grassy opening and all over my
outfit, but I found nothing that might be a rule book.
Whoever had thrown me into this place wasn't going to answer
any calls for help. Assuming the current situation wasn't the result of some accident, at least.
With the oblivious twittering of the birds in my ears, I dedicated my mind to considering my next actions.
If this was all a real-world accident, then rushing around too
much probably wasn't a good idea. There could be rescue crews
heading for my location as I sat here.
But that raised the question: What kind of accident could produce this baffling situation?
If you had to come up with whatever seemed the least unlikely,
I could have been on a vacation or traveling in a vehicle—airplane
or car—that suffered some malfunction, throwing me into this
forest, knocking me out, and jarring my memory. It wasn't that
far-fetched—if not for the strange clothes I was wearing and the
lack of any scrapes or bruises.
Perhaps it was an accident with a full dive. Some trouble arose
with the transmission route, and I logged in to a place I shouldn't
be. But again, that failed to explain the tremendous fidelity of the
simulation.
It seemed more and more likely that someone had designed
this situation for me. In which case, I had to assume that nothing
would change unless I took some kind of action.
"In either case…"
Somehow I had to find out whether this was the real world or
a virtual world.
There had to be some way. It was often said that a nearly perfect VR world was indistinguishable from reality, but I didn't believe it was possible for absolutely every aspect of the real world
to be represented in perfect accuracy.
For nearly five minutes, I sat among the short grass, pondering the possibilities. But ultimately, I did not come up with a simple idea that I could test on the spot. If I had a microscope, I
could examine the soil for bacteria. If I had a plane, I could try
flying to the ends of the earth. But with only my own two hands
and feet, the best I could do at the moment was dig in the dirt.
If only Asuna were here, she could tell me some simple, unexpected way to ascertain the nature of the world, I lamented. Either that or she would get me off my butt and taking action.
Loneliness set in again, and I bit my lip.
I was paradoxically both surprised and unsurprised by how
helpless I felt, not being able to contact Asuna. Nearly every decision I had made in the last two years was made through discussion with her. Without her thought process to guide me, I was like
a CPU missing half of its cores.
As far as I knew, I had been talking with her for hours at Agil's
place just yesterday. If I'd known this was going to happen, I
wouldn't have wasted my breath on Rath and the STL but asked
her about ways to distinguish the real world from a highly de-
tailed virtual…
"Oh…"
I leaped to my feet. The sound of the clearing grew faint.
What in the world? I have to be crazy not to have thought of
that until just now.
Of course I knew. I was quite familiar with the technology to
create a VR world that far surpassed what was available today, a
type of "super-reality." Which meant this world had to be…
"Inside the Soul Translator…? Is this the Underworld?"
No one responded, of course, but I barely registered the lack of
an answer as I stared around, dumbfounded.
Knotted, ancient trees, indistinguishable from the real thing.
Waving grasses. Fluttering butterflies.
"So this…is the artificial dream it wrote into my fluctlight…"
On the very first day of my stint with Rath, I got an explanation (more like bragging) about the rough working of the STL and
the realness of its world from research/operator Takeru Higa.
On my first test dive, I realized that his words were not hyperbole in the least—and all I saw was a single room. While the desk,
chair, and various items were all indistinguishable from reality,
the space itself was much too small to be considered a "world."
But the size of the forest around me now had to be miles wide
in terms of real-world scale. In fact, if the faint outline of mountains in the far distance were real, then it was tens, hundreds of
miles in scope.
You'd have to scour together all the data space in the entire Internet to create and run such an environment using existing technology. It would have to be an entirely new form of tech…something possible only through the STL's pneumonic visuals system
—but even I'd never imagined that it would be like this.
And if my supposition that this was the Underworld, the STL's
virtual realm, was correct, then it would be essentially impossible
to confirm that through any kind of user action from within.
After all, every object I could see was no different from the real
thing, as far as my consciousness perceived it. If I pulled out
every blade of grass, my fluctlight would receive the exact same
information as if I did that action in real life. Discerning the difference from real life was fundamentally impossible.
If the STL was ever going to be put to a functional use, it
would definitely need some kind of notable marker that identified
its VR world as such, I noted to myself as I got up to my feet.
So I didn't have any certain proof yet, but it was reasonable to
assume for now that I was in the Underworld. Meaning that in
the real world, my body was lying in the STL test unit in Rath's
Roppongi lab, making two thousand yen an hour.
"But wait…is that right?" I wondered, after my momentary period of relief.
I could have sworn that Higa had told me my memories as
Kazuto Kirigaya were blocked during testing to prevent data contamination. But the only part of my memory that was blank was
the single day between seeing Asuna off and then getting into
Rath's STL. That was too narrow to qualify as a memory block.
Plus—yes, that was right! I'd decided not to visit Rath for a
while so I could study for my finals. Sure, the pay was tempting,
but I didn't want to think that it would take only a single day for
me to break a promise to Asuna.
So if this was an STL test dive, I had to assume that some issue
had arisen. I looked up at the sky through the branches and
shouted, "Mr. Higa! If you're monitoring this test, call off the dive
for a bit! I think there's a problem!"
More than ten seconds passed.
Countless leaves shook in the breeze beneath the pleasant sun.
Butterflies flapped their wings sleepily. Nothing changed.
"Man…I don't know about this…"
A possibility suddenly occurred to me. Was this situation actually a test I'd elected to undertake?
Perhaps they'd blocked only the brief bit of memory before the
dive and tossed me into the STL's ultrarealistic world to collect
data on what a person would do if he wasn't able to discern if his
setting was the real world or a virtual one.
If that was true, I wanted to smack my head for agreeing to
such an unpleasant experiment. If I had assumed that I would
easily escape my predicament through quick thinking and action,
then it was a breathtakingly thoughtless decision.
I used my fingers to list a number of possibilities that explained my situation, along with totally arbitrary percentages.
"Let's see…Chances that this is somewhere in the real world:
three percent. Chances that this is an existing type of VR world:
seven percent. Chances that this is a voluntary STL test dive:
twenty percent. Chances that there was a spontaneous accident
during the dive: 69.9999 percent. Which means…"
There's a 0.0001 chance I got summoned to a real alternate
world, I added mentally. Racking my brain for an answer wasn't
going to get me much further. If I wanted to be more certain, I
had to brave danger to interact with another person, be it game
player or test diver.
It was time for action.
The first step was to quench my thirst, which was reaching
persistent levels. I did a full 360-degree turn in the middle of the
grass. The sound of flowing water was coming from what I estimated to be east, based on the position of the sun.
Before I started off, I reached behind my back just in case, but
there was no sword or even a stick there, of course. I strode forward before I could start to feel lonely about that, and in less than
ten steps, I was out of the grass. Two huge trees stood at my sides
like natural gateposts, and I headed through them into the dim
forest.
It was mysterious and eerie within the woods, with their velvety carpet of moss underfoot. The canopy of leaves far above
blocked out nearly all the sunlight, so only the rare tendril of
golden light reached the ground. The butterflies of the grass
clearing were replaced with strange insects somewhere between
dragonflies and moths that hovered and slid through the air in silence. Occasionally I heard the cry of some unfamiliar creature. It
wasn't like any place I knew on Earth.
I walked for fifteen minutes, praying all the while that I didn't
run into any large, hostile animals or monsters. Relief set in when
an array of ample sunlight appeared in the distance ahead. Based
on the increased volume of sound, I could tell there was a river
nearby. My thirst spurred my legs into a quicker pace.
At the edge of the thick forest, there was a ten-foot buffer of
grass, followed by the reflective silver of a water surface.
"W-waddah," I moaned piteously, crossing the final distance
to the riverside and its soft undergrass. "Whoa," I grunted as I
stared into the water at point-blank range on hands and knees.
It was beautiful. The river was not very wide, but the water in
its gentle curve was stunningly clear. It was absolutely colorless
but for a drop of blue, the white sand of the riverbed clearly visible through the pure mountain water.
Given that, just a few seconds ago, I had been leaving room for
the faint possibility that this was the real world, it might be dangerous to drink unfiltered natural water. But I could not resist the
allure of a stream that looked like melted crystal in its pristine
beauty. I gasped at the cutting chill of the water against my hand,
but it did not stop me from scooping it up to my mouth.
It was practically nectar. The taste of such sweet, fresh, pure
water made me never want to spend money on a bottle of mineral
water at the store again. I scooped up the water over and over
with both hands, until eventually I just lowered my mouth to
drink directly from the stream.
With the intoxication of that life-water running through my
veins, I finally eliminated from my mind the possibility that this
was a standard full-dive VR world.
No existing unit, such as the AmuSphere, could model liquid
perfectly. Polygons were just a set of coordinates connected by a
plane and not well suited to depict the complex, random shifting
of water. Yet the water that rippled and spilled over my hands
was utterly natural in appearance.
It was tempting to dispel the notion that this was taking place
in the real world, too. I sat up at last and surveyed the area. The
beautiful stream; the fantastical forest that continued past the far
bank; the odd, colorful fauna of the woods—none of it seemed to
match up with a real-world location. After all, wasn't it true that
the more untouched by human hands a place was, the more severe it was likely to be? How could I be walking around in this
light clothing and not have been bitten by any bugs yet?
Thinking about that last question seemed likely to prompt the
STL into summoning a cloud of poisonous insects, so I pushed it
from my mind and got to my feet. I rounded down the likelihood
of a real-world location to just 1 percent and looked around.
The river flowed from north to south, curving gently. Both
ends visible from here vanished among the massive trees. But
based on the state and temperature of the water, I felt certain that
I had to be close to the source. I'd be more likely to find civilization following the river south.
I had just set off downriver, thinking it would be a much easier
trip with a boat to ride, when the breeze shifted slightly, bringing
a strange sound to my ears.
It was the sound of something large and tough being struck by
something even harder. Not just once. It was happening at a
steady pace of about once every four seconds.
It couldn't be an animal or a natural occurrence. It was a virtual certainty that a human was producing this noise. I imagined
someone chopping down a tree, perhaps. Briefly, I wondered if it
would be dangerous to approach them, then smirked at myself.
This wasn't a kill-and-steal PvP MMORPG. My best option was
clearly to make contact and gain information.
I turned around and headed back upstream in the direction of
the sound.
Suddenly, I experienced a brief, strange vision.
A glittering river on the right. A deep forest on the left.
Straight ahead, a green path advancing with no end in sight.
Three children walked down it abreast. A boy with black hair,
another boy with flaxen blond hair, and between them, a girl
wearing a straw hat with flowing golden locks. They threw off
dazzling light from the setting summer sun.
Is this…a memory?
Long-distant days that would never return. Days he'd believed
would continue forever, that he swore to protect and cherish, but
that vanished as easily as ice left in the open sun…
Those nostalgic, heady days.
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By the time I blinked again, the vision was gone, evaporating as
quickly as it had come.
What was that? The image was gone, but the sensation of nostalgia it brought stayed with me, clutching my heart agonizingly
tightly.
A memory of youth…In the vision of the three children walking along the riverside, I was absolutely certain that the boy with
black hair on the right was…me.
But that was impossible. There were no forests this thick or
rivers this pristine in Kawagoe, Saitama Prefecture, where I grew
up. And I'd certainly never been friends with a blond boy and girl.
Plus, all three of us in the image were wearing the same rustic
fantasy clothes.
If this was the STL, did that mean the vision was a memory of
my extended dive test last weekend? That seemed likely, but even
with the fluctlight acceleration of the STL, I would have experienced only ten days at most. And the aching nostalgia that
throbbed in my heart could not be caused by such a brief amount
of time.
Things were truly turning in a bizarre direction. I glanced
down into the nearby river, wondering if I was really myself, but
the stream was too warped to recognize the finer features in its
reflection.
I decided to forget about the prickling aftereffect and focused
on that steady, repeating sound. This, too, had a familiar feel to it,
but I still didn't know whether it was the sound of a woodcutter's
ax. I shook my head to clear my mind and headed back upstream
toward the noise.
By the time the steady pace of walking allowed me to enjoy the
beauty of the scenery again, I noticed my path was taking me farther to the left. It seemed the source of the noise was not at the
riverside but deeper in the forest.
As I walked, I counted on my fingers and realized that, oddly,
the sound was not constant. After exactly fifty times, it would
stop for three minutes or so, then resume for another fifty on the
dot. It had to be coming from a human source.
I would walk with a vague sense of direction during each
three-minute interval, then recalibrate when the sound returned.
Soon I had left the water behind and ventured back among the
trees. Silently I passed by the now-familiar dragonflies, blue
lizards, and enormous mushrooms.
"…Forty-nine…fifty," I counted, just as it became noticeably
brighter among the trees ahead. It could be the forest's exit or
even a village. I quickened my pace toward the light.
Climbing a set of rising roots like stairs so I could peer around
an ancient trunk without exposing myself, I was met with a sight
that was nothing short of breathtaking.
It wasn't the end of the forest or a human settlement. But the
scope of the sight was so jaw-dropping that I didn't have time to
feel disappointed.
It was a circular clearing in the middle of the forest, far larger
than the little patch of grass where I'd awoken—about a hundred
feet across, I guessed. The ground was covered in that pale-green
moss, but unlike what I'd been walking over all this time, there
were no ferns, vines, or low bushes at all.
Just one thing, standing in the middle of the clearing, commanded my gaze:
What an enormous tree!
The trunk of the tree couldn't have been less than thirteen feet
across. Unlike the gnarled, broad-leaved trees of the forest, this
was a conifer that stood absolutely straight. The bark was so dark
it was nearly black, and numerous layers of branches spread out
far, far above. It reminded me of the ancient Jōmon Sugi tree on
Yakushima or the giant redwoods of western America, but the
sheer presence of this tree gave it an unnatural air. It towered imperiously over everything.
I slowly lowered my gaze from the impenetrable branches
above to the roots of the tree. A lattice of massive roots thick as
anacondas stretched in all directions, right up to the boundary of
the rest of the forest. It seemed to me that the sheer life this tree
sucked up was the reason for the clearing—nothing but moss
could grow where the roots devoured all nutrients.
It was a bit nerve-racking to step into the garden of an emperor like this, but I couldn't resist the urge to touch such a
tremendous thing. I made my way forward, tripping here and
there over the mossy roots, because I couldn't stop gazing up.
Nearly every breath out of my mouth was a gasp. I had lost all
caution for my surroundings, so enchanted was I at the sight. So,
naturally, I didn't notice until it was far too late.
" ?!"
When I dropped my gaze to ground level, I met the eyes of
someone peering around the trunk. My breath caught in my
throat, and I twitched, stumbled, and crouched. My hand started
to reach over my back, but there was no sword there.
Fortunately, the first human I had seen in this world was not
hostile or even cautious. He just stared at me, mystified.
He looked to be my age—about seventeen or eighteen. His ashbrown hair had just a hint of waviness. Like me, he wore a simple
tunic and trousers. He was sitting on a root like a bench, holding
something round in his right hand.
The odd part was his appearance. His skin was cream-colored,
but he appeared neither fully Western nor Eastern. His features
were fine and gentle, and his eyes looked dark green.
The moment I saw his face, something deep in my head itched
again…deep in my soul. But the instant I tried to seize the feeling,
it vanished. I pushed aside that odd hesitation and decided to
speak, to make it clear I had no hostile intentions. But before I
could do so, I needed to know what language to say it in. I stood
there for so long with my mouth agape that the other boy spoke
first.
"Who are you? Where did you come from?"
There was something just barely alien about his accent, but it
was otherwise perfect Japanese.
I was just as stunned as when I'd first seen the pitch-black
tree. For whatever reason, I hadn't expected to hear my mother
tongue in this clearly foreign world. There was something unreal
about hearing familiar words come from the mouth of an exotic,
Middle-Ages-European boy, as if I were watching a dubbed version of a foreign film.
But I couldn't stand there dumbfounded. It was time to think.
My brain had been getting rusty recently, and I needed to get it
percolating.
If this was the STL's Underworld, that meant this boy was
most likely either (1) another test player in a dive, with memories
from the real world like me, (2) a test player, but with memory
limitations that made him just another resident of this world, or
(3) an NPC being run by the program itself.
The first possibility would make things easy. I'd just explain
the abnormality happening to me, and he could tell me how to log
out.
But the second or third possibilities would not be so simple. If
I started listing off a bunch of incomprehensible jargon about
Soul Translator anomalies and log-out methods to a human or
NPC who was functioning as a resident of the Underworld, it
would only put them on edge and make collecting information
more difficult.
So I decided I needed to open a conversation using only safe
terminology, until I could ascertain just who or what this boy
was. I wiped my sweaty palms on my pants and tried to put on a
reassuring smile.
"Umm…my name is…"
I paused. I wondered whether the names of people in this
world were Japanese or European. I prayed that my own name
could fit either case.
"…Kirito. I was coming here from that direction and wound up
lost," I said, pointing to what I guessed was south. The boy's eyes
bulged. He set down the round object in his hand and got to his
feet, pointing in the same direction.
"You mean…from south of the forest? Did you come from Zakkaria?"
"Er, n-no," I said, fighting the instinct to let panic grip my fea-
tures. "I, um…actually, I don't know where I came from, really…I
just kind of woke up from being passed out in the forest…"
I was hoping for a response like, Oh, an STL error? Hang on,
I'll contact the operator, but the boy merely gave me the same
shocked response. He stared closely at me and said, "Wait…you
don't know where you came from? Not even…what town you live
in…?"
"Er, right…I don't know. All I remember is my name…"
"…I can't believe it…I've heard the stories about 'Vecta's lost
children' but never thought I'd actually see one in person."
"V-Vecta's lost children…?"
"Don't they call them that, wherever you're from? When someone disappears one day or appears in the forest or fields all of a
sudden, that's what the villagers call them. The God of Darkness,
Vecta, kidnaps people as a prank, stealing their memories and
placing them in a far-off land. In my village, an old lady vanished
years and years ago, they say."
"Ohhh…Then maybe that's what I am…"
On the inside, I found this ominous. It no longer seemed likely
that this boy was just a tester engaging in a bit of role-playing.
Sensing that some walls might be closing in around me, I decided
to test out a more direct tactic.
"Anyway…I'm in a bit of a bind, so I'd like to leave. But I don't
know how…"
Silently, I was begging for him to pick up my hint, but the boy
only looked at me with sympathy and said, "Yes, the forest is very
deep. If you don't know the way, you're bound to get lost. But
don't worry—there's a path out of here to the north."
"Er, no, I mean…"
I threw caution to the wind.
"…I want to log out."
My Hail Mary attempt was met by a curious tilt of the head.
"L-log? What about a log? What did you say?"
That settled it.
Whether tester or NPC, he was a pure resident of the realm
with no concept of a "virtual reality." I tried not to let the disappointment show as I hastened to clarify. "S-sorry, I think I
slipped into my local slang for a moment. Um, what I meant to
say was…I want to find a place I can stay in a nearby town or village."
I thought it was a very weak excuse, but if anything, the boy
was impressed.
"Ohh…I've never heard those words before. And that black
hair is uncommon in these parts…Perhaps you were born in the
south."
"M-maybe you're right," I said with a stiff smile. He smiled
back, all innocence, then crinkled his eyebrows with worry.
"Hmm, a place to stay. My village is just to the north, but we
never get any travelers, so there's no inn. But…if I explain the situation, maybe Sister Azalia at the church can take you in."
"Oh…I see. That's good," I said with all honesty. If there was a
village, a Rath staffer might be in a dive there or monitoring it
from the outside. "In that case, I'll go to the village. Just north of
here, you said?"
I glanced ahead and saw that in the opposite direction of the
way I'd come, there was indeed a narrow trail. No sooner had I
started walking than the boy held out a hand to catch my attention.
"Oh, w-wait. There are guards in the village, so it might be difficult to explain the situation if you show up alone. I'll go with you
and tell them what's going on."
"Thanks, that'll be a big help," I said. Inwardly, I was certain
he wasn't just an NPC. His conversational skills were too fluid for
him to be a low-level program with preset answers to general
questions, and an NPC wouldn't elect to be so active in my affairs,
either.
I didn't know whether I was diving from the Rath lab in Roppongi or their company headquarters at its undisclosed location
in the Tokyo Bay area, but I could tell that whoever owned the
fluctlight controlling this boy had a very helpful personality. Once
I had safely escaped this test, I owed him some thanks.
Meanwhile, the boy's face clouded again. "Oh…but I can't right
now…There's still work to be done…"
"Work?"
"Yes. I'm on my lunch break."
I glanced down at the bundle of cloth at the boy's feet, through
which peeked two round rolls of bread. That was what I'd seen
him holding at first. The only other object was a leather water
pouch—a very meager excuse for a lunch.
"Oh, I didn't realize I was interrupting your meal," I said, but
he only grinned back.
"If you can wait until I'm done working, I'll go to the church
with you to ask Sister Azalia if she'll let you stay there. That'll be
four hours from now, though."
I wanted to go to the boy's village as soon as possible and find
someone who could explain the situation, but more important, I
didn't want to be on thin ice with a bunch of conversations. Four
hours was a long time, but with the STL's fluctlight acceleration,
it was only an hour and change in real time.
And for some reason I didn't understand, I found that I
wanted to talk more with the helpful young man. I told him, "It's
fine, I can wait. I appreciate the help."
His smile grew a bit wider, and he replied, "I see. In that case,
you can sit anywhere you like. Oh…I didn't give you my name yet,
did I?"
He held out his right hand. "I'm Eugeo. Nice to meet you, Mr.
Kirito."
His grip was much firmer than his skinny build would suggest. I
rolled the name around in my head. I didn't recall hearing it before, and it didn't sound like it belonged to any language in particular, but the word was familiar on my tongue for some reason.
The boy named Eugeo let go and sat back down on the tree
root, took the rolls out of the cloth, and handed one to me.
"Oh, I'm fine," I said, waving my hand, but he didn't withdraw
the offer.
"Aren't you hungry, too, Mr. Kirito? You haven't eaten anything, I bet."
As soon as he said that, a pang of hunger hit my brain, and I
unconsciously clutched my stomach. The river water was delicious, but it didn't fill the belly like food did.
"True, but…"
I hesitated again, and this time he pushed the roll into my
hands. Eugeo grinned and shrugged.
"It's fine. I know it's ironic to say this after I just gave you one,
but I'm not really a fan of them."
"In that case…thank you. As a matter of fact, I'm about to pass
out from hunger."
Eugeo laughed and said that was what he figured. I sat down
on the root across from him and added, "Plus, you can just call
me Kirito."
"Really? Well, I'm just Eugeo, too, then…Oh, hang on," he
noted, holding up a hand to stop me from taking a bite of the
bread.
"…?"
"Well, that bread's only good point is how long it lasts, but it
never hurts to be sure."
Eugeo put his left hand above the piece of bread he held in the
other. With his index and middle fingers, he traced a curvy figure
in the air that was like a combination of an S and a C.
To my astonishment, he tapped the roll, and with a strange
sound like vibrating metal, a glowing, translucent light-purple
rectangle appeared. It was about six inches wide and three inches
tall. From a distance, I could make out the familiar letters of the
alphabet and Arabic numerals. It was a status window.
With my mouth wide open, I told myself, That settles it. This
isn't real life or a true alternate world. It's virtual reality.
That confirmation brought a wave of relief to my mind, and
my body suddenly felt lighter. I had been 99 percent certain before, but that last little bit of blank uncertainty had been weighing
on me, I realized now.
Of course, the circumstances of my dive were still unknown,
but with the reassurance that I was within the familiar embrace of
a virtual world came a bit of comfort and confidence. I held out
two left fingers to call up my own window.
I copied the symbol and tapped the bread. A purple window
appeared with a bell chime. I leaned in for a closer look.
The contents were very simple: just a single line that said
Durability: 7. It was clearly the life span of the bread. When that
fell to zero, what exactly would happen to it, though?
Eugeo asked, "Kirito, you're not going to tell me it's your first
time seeing the sacred art of a Stacia Window, are you?"
I looked up and saw him staring at me suspiciously, holding
his bread. I tried to put on a reassuring smile and brushed away
the window, which vanished in a little spray of light. It was a relief that I'd demonstrated some familiarity.
Fortunately, Eugeo seemed satisfied with that. "There's plenty
of life left, so no need to gobble it down. There wouldn't be nearly
as much left if it were summer, though."
I guessed that the "life" he mentioned was the durability of the
item. "Stacia Window" was the name for the status window.
Based on how he'd described the act of calling up the window as a
"sacred art," Eugeo understood this not within the context of a
computer system but as a religious or magical phenomenon.
There was a lot still to process, but I set that aside for the more
pressing concern of my hunger.
"Okay, here we go."
I opened my mouth wide and bit down. The toughness of the
bread was astonishing, but I couldn't just spit it out; I had to keep
chewing. The sensation was more real than any virtual food I'd
ever tasted, which I marveled at even as my teeth felt ready to
loosen in their sockets.
It was similar to the whole-wheat bread that Suguha liked to
buy, but harder and firmer. The effort necessary to chew it was a
bit much, but there was a rustic flavor to it, and I was hungry
enough to keep my jaw moving. If I just had some butter and a
slice of cheese—even having it freshly baked would be a considerable improvement, I thought, rather rudely for one who was getting a free meal. I glanced over and saw Eugeo smirking as he
himself struggled to chew.
"It's not very good, is it?" he said.
I shook my head. "N-no, I didn't say that."
"Don't try to hide it. I buy some from the baker as I leave every
morning, but it's so early that the only bread left is from the day
before. And I don't have time to go back to the village for lunch,
so…"
"Ohh…Couldn't you just bring lunch from home…?" I wondered idly. Eugeo looked down, bread still in his hand. I winced,
realizing it was none of my business, but fortunately, he looked
back up and smiled.
"A long time ago…there was someone to bring lunch fresh
from the village. Not anymore…"
His green eyes wavered, brimming with the deep sadness of
loss, and I was so absorbed in it that I forgot this whole world was
a creation.
"What happened to them…?"
Eugeo looked up at the branches far, far above in silence.
Eventually, he began to tell the story.
"…She was my childhood friend. A girl my age…When we were
little, we played together from sunup to sundown. Even after receiving our Callings, she brought me lunch every day. But then,
six years ago…in my eleventh summer, an Integrity Knight came
to the village…and took her away to the central city…"
Integrity Knight. Central city.
The terms were unfamiliar, but the context of his statement
suggested an agent for maintaining order and the capital of this
virtual world. I held my silence, urging him on.
"It was…my fault. On a day of rest, the two of us went spelunk-
ing in the northern cave…and we got lost on the way back and
wound up leaving through the other side of the End Mountains.
You know what the Taboo Index says—the land of darkness that
we cannot set foot in. I didn't venture out of the cave, but she
tripped, and her hand landed on the ground of the other side…
And just for doing that, an Integrity Knight came to the village,
tied her up in chains in front of everyone…"
The half-eaten bread crumbled in Eugeo's hand.
"…I tried to save her. I didn't care if he arrested me, too. I was
going to attack him with the ax…but my hands and feet wouldn't
move. All I could do was stand there and watch as she was taken
away…"
Eugeo continued to stare at the sky, his face devoid of emotion. Eventually, his lips curled into a self-deprecating sneer. He
tossed the smooshed bread into his mouth and chewed it viciously as he lowered his face.
I didn't know how to respond. I took my own bite of bread and
chewed it as best I could as I considered the information.
The existence of status windows meant this was a virtual world
created with modern technology, and that this had to be a test of
some kind. But if that was the case, why was this story event occurring? I swallowed my bread and asked, "Do you know…what
happened to her…?"
Eugeo didn't look up. He shook his head weakly. "The Integrity Knight said she would be questioned and sentenced…but I
have no idea what sentence she was given. I tried asking her father, Elder Gasfut, once…and he told me to assume that she was
dead. But I still have faith, Kirito. I know she's alive."
He paused.
"Alice is alive, somewhere in the city…"
I sucked in a sharp breath as soon as I heard that name.
Again, an odd sensation raced through my brain. Panic. Desolation. And most of all, a soul-shaking nostalgia…
It was an illusion. I told myself that and waited for the shock
to pass. I had no personal connection to this Alice, Eugeo's old
friend. My mind must have reacted to the generic name, that was
all. In fact, hadn't Asuna just been talking about it at Dicey Café
yesterday? Rath, the developers of the STL, the Underworld virtual realm—they were all taken from Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.
The coincidence of the names repeating was startling but
probably meaningless. More important was another piece of information contained in Eugeo's story.
He said he was eleven years old as of six years ago. Which
meant he was seventeen now, and as far as I could tell, he had full
memory of all that time—about the same length of time that I'd
been alive.
But that was impossible. If the FLA's factor of time was three,
it would take nearly six years of real time to simulate seventeen
years' worth of time for this world. But as far as I knew, it had
been only three months since the STL's test unit was set up.
How should I take this information?
If this was not the STL but some other, unknown full-dive machine, then it had been functioning for seventeen years. Or perhaps the time factor of three for the FLA was a lie, and they could
run it over thirty times the speed of normal time. Neither case
was believable in the least.
Anxiety and curiosity welled up within me in equal measure.
Part of me wanted to log out at once and ask a human being what
had happened, while another part of me wanted to stay on the inside and track down the answers to my doubts directly.
I swallowed the last bit of bread and hesitantly asked, "Then…
why don't you go search for her? In this central city."
As soon as I said the words, I realized I had made a mistake.
The suggestion was too far outside of Eugeo's regular expectations. The flaxen-haired boy stared at me for several seconds
without reaction, then whispered incredulously, "Rulid Village is
at the very northern end of the Norlangarth Empire. To get to
Centoria at the very southern end of the empire, it would take an
entire week with the fleetest of horses. I mean, it takes two days
just to walk to Zakkaria, the nearest town. You couldn't even get
there in a day if you left at sunrise on a day of rest."
"Then if you prepared for a proper journey…"
"Listen, Kirito. You're about my age—didn't you get a Calling
where you grew up? You know I can't just abandon my Calling
and go on a journey."
"…Oh, g-good point," I said, scratching my head. I watched
Eugeo's reaction carefully.
The boy was clearly not just a regular old NPC. His wealth of
expression and natural conversation skills were absolutely human
in nature.
But at the same time, his actions appeared to be bound by
some limiting force far more effective and absolute than the laws
of the real world. Just like a VRMMO NPC, forbidden to act outside his approved boundaries.
Eugeo claimed he wasn't arrested because he didn't venture
into this area defined by what he called the "Taboo Index." So
that was the absolute standard he had to follow—probably hardcoded through his fluctlight. I didn't know what Eugeo's Calling
(his job) was, but it was hard to believe that it could be more important than the life or death of the girl he grew up with.
Deciding to get to the bottom of this, I chose my words carefully as Eugeo put the waterskin to his mouth.
"So in your village, are there others besides Alice who broke
the Taboo…Index and got taken to the city?"
His eyes widened again. He wiped his mouth and shook his
head vigorously. "Oh, no. In three hundred years of Rulid history,
the only time an Integrity Knight has ever come was that one
time, six years ago. According to Old Man Garitta."
He tossed me the water. I caught it, thanked him, and pulled
out the stopper, which looked like a cork. The water wasn't cold,
but there was a pleasant aroma to it, something like a mix of
lemon and herbs. I took three mouthfuls and handed it back to
Eugeo.
While I wiped my mouth in feigned self-control, on the inside
another storm of shock buffeted me.
Three hundred years?!
If that wasn't just a piece of background writing but indicated
three whole centuries of fully simulated time, then the fluctlight
acceleration factor would have to be hundreds…over a thousand,
even. If that was how quickly they had accelerated my personal
time when I went on that recent continual-dive test, how long had
I actually been inside the machine? I felt a belated chill crawl
across my forearms, and I was too preoccupied to even marvel at
how real it felt.
The more information I gleaned, the deeper the mysteries got.
Was Eugeo a human being or a program? Why was this world
built?
To learn more, I'd have to go to Eugeo's home of Rulid and
contact other people. Hopefully I would run into someone from
Rath who could fill me in…
I managed to put on something resembling a smile and said,
"Thanks for the bread. And sorry about taking half your lunch."
"No, don't worry. I'm sick of that stuff anyway," he said with a
much more natural smile, and quickly folded up the cloth. "Sorry
about forcing you to wait. I've just got to finish my afternoon
work first."
Eugeo stood up easily in preparation for his duty. I asked him,
"By the way, what is your job…I mean, your Calling?"
"Oh, right…You can't see it from over there." He smiled and
beckoned to me. I got up, curious, and followed him around to
the other side of the tree trunk.
Once again, my mouth fell open as I registered a different kind
of shock.
Carved into the midnight-black trunk of the enormous cedar
tree was a cut about 20 percent deep—nearly three feet. The inside of the trunk was as black as charcoal, too, and there was a
metallic gleam among the dense growth rings.
Then I noticed that there was an ax standing against the tree,
just below the cut. The blade was simple, clearly not designed for
battle, but it was striking how both the large head and long handle were made of the same ash-white material. It looked kind of
like stainless steel with a matte finish. As I stared at its strange,
shining surface, it dawned on me that the entire ax was carved
down from a single mass of whatever its material was.
The handle was wrapped with shining black leather, which
Eugeo grabbed with one hand, lifting it onto his shoulder. He
walked over to the left edge of the five-foot-wide cut, spread his
legs and lowered his stance, then squeezed the ax with both
hands.
His slender body tensed and spun, the ax thrust backward,
and after a momentary pause, it shot through the air. The heavylooking head landed firmly in the center of the cut with a dry
krakk! It was indeed the very sound I had followed to this place.
My instinct that it had come from a woodcutter was correct.
Eugeo continued his chopping with mechanical precision and
speed while I watched his smooth form in total wonder. Two seconds to pull back, one second to tense, one second to swing. The
whole motion was so smooth and automatic that it made me wonder if this world had sword skills, too.
He made fifty chops at four seconds each in exactly two hundred seconds, then slowly pulled the ax out after the last one and
heaved a deep breath. He stood the ax against the trunk again
and sat down heavily on a nearby root. Based on the pace of his
breathing and the beads of sweat glistening on his forehead, the
swings were much more laborious than I had thought.
I waited for Eugeo's breathing to slow down then asked, "So
your job…I mean, your Calling is a woodcutter? You cut down
trees in this forest?"
Eugeo pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket to wipe his face,
which bore a dubious expression. Eventually he answered, "Well,
I guess you could say it like that. But in the seven years since I got
this Calling, I haven't actually cut down a single tree."
"What?"
"This enormous tree is called the Gigas Cedar in the sacred
tongue. But most of the villagers just call it the devil tree."
…Sacred tongue? Giga…Seeder?
A smile of a certain kind of understanding appeared on
Eugeo's face in response to my confusion. He pointed up at the
branches far, far above.
"The reason they call it that is because the tree sucks up all of
Terraria's blessings from the land around it. That's why only
moss grows beneath the reach of its branches, and all the trees
where its shadow falls do not grow very tall."
I didn't know what Terraria was, but the first impression I got
when I saw the giant tree and its clearing was largely correct. I
nodded, prompting him to continue.
"The villagers want to clear the forest and plant new fields. But
as long as this tree stands, no good barley will grow. So we want
to cut it down, but, as the name suggests, the demon tree's trunk
is wickedly tough. A single swing from a normal iron ax will chip
the blade and ruin it. So they saved up a bunch of money to get
this Dragonbone Ax carved from ancient dragon bone shipped
from the center capital, and they designated a dedicated 'carver'
to strike at the tree every day. That's me," he said without fanfare.
I looked back and forth between him and the cut, which was
about a quarter of the way through the giant tree.
"So…you've been chopping away at this tree for seven whole
years? And that's all you've managed in that time?"
Now it was Eugeo's turn to be stunned. He shook his head in
disbelief. "Oh, hardly. If you could get this far in just seven years,
I might feel a little better about it. I'm the seventh-generation
carver. The carvers have come here to work every day for three
hundred years, since the founding of Rulid. By the time I'm an
old man and I have to hand the ax to the eighth carver, I might
have gotten…"
He held his hands less than a foot apart. "This far."
All I could do was let out a long, whistling breath.
In fantasy-themed MMOs, it was a given that production
classes like craftsmen or miners were doomed to a whole lot of tedious repetition, but spending an entire lifetime to not even cut
down a single tree was taking it to a new extreme. Human hands
created this world, so someone must have placed this tree here
for a reason, but I couldn't begin to guess what it would be.
It still left a crawling sensation down my back.
Eugeo's three-minute break ended, and he stood up again and
reached for the ax. On impulse, I asked, "Hey, Eugeo…mind if I
try that?"
"What?"
"I mean, you gave me half your lunch. Doesn't it make sense
for me to do half the work?"
Eugeo was stunned, as if no one had ever offered to help him
at his work before in his life—which could very well be the case.
Eventually, he offered a hesitant, "Well…there's no rule that you
can't get someone's help with your Calling…but you'd be surprised how hard it is. When I was just starting out, I could barely
land a hit."
"Never know until you try, right?"
I grinned, then thrust out my hand. Eugeo offered the handle
of the Dragonbone Ax, looking reluctant. I grabbed it.
Despite being made of bone, the ax was tremendously heavy. I
added a second hand to the grip and shook a bit as I tested my
balance.
I'd never used an ax as my main weapon in either SAO or ALO,
but I figured I would at least be good enough with it to hit a stationary target. I stood at the left end of the cut and tried to mimic
Eugeo's form, spreading my feet and lowering my hips.
Eugeo stood at a safe distance, watching me with equal parts
consternation and entertainment. I lifted the ax up to my shoulder, gritted my teeth, summoned all the strength I had, and
swung for the cut in the trunk of the "Giga Seeder."
The ax head cracked on a spot about two inches away from the
center of the slice. Orange sparks flew, and a terrific shock ran
through my hands. I dropped the ax and cradled my numb wrists
between my knees, groaning.
"Owww…"
Eugeo laughed heartily at the embarrassing spectacle I'd put
on. I glared at him, and he waved in apology but continued laughing.
"…You don't have to laugh that hard…"
"Ha-ha-ha…No, no, I'm sorry. You put way too much tension
into your shoulders and hips, Kirito. You've got to relax your
whole body…Hmm, how to explain it…"
He awkwardly pantomimed swinging an ax, and I belatedly
recognized my mistake. It was unlikely that this world was simulating muscle tension based on strict physical laws. It was a realistic dream the STL created, so the most important factor had to
be the strength of the imagination.
The feeling was coming back to my hands, so I picked up the
ax lying at my feet.
"Just wait, I'll hit it right on the mark this time…"
I held up the ax again, this time using as little muscle tension
as possible. I envisioned all the movement of my body and slowly
pulled back the tool. Imagining the motion of the Horizontal
slashing sword skill I used so often in SAO, I shifted my weight
forward, adding the energy to the rotation of my hips and shoulders down to the wrists and ax head, slamming it into the tree…
This time it missed the cut in the tree entirely and twanged off
the tough bark. I didn't get the same numbing jolt in my wrists,
but I'd been so focused on my own movement that I neglected to
aim properly. I figured that Eugeo would laugh again, but this
time he offered honest feedback.
"Whoa…that was pretty good, Kirito. But your problem was
that you were looking at the ax. You've got to keep your eyes focused right on the center of the cut. Try it again, while you've got
the hang of it!"
"O-okay."
My next attempt was also weak. But I kept trying, following
Eugeo's advice, and somewhere a few dozen swings later, the ax
finally struck true, producing that clear ring and sending a tiny
little shard of black flying.
At that point, I switched with Eugeo and watched him execute
fifty perfect strikes. Then he handed it off, and I attempted another fifty wheezing swings.
After a number of turns back and forth, I realized the sun was
going down, and there was an orange tint to the light trickling
into the forest clearing. I took the last swig of water from the
large waterskin, and Eugeo set down the ax.
"There…that makes a thousand."
"We've already done that many?"
"Yep. I did five hundred; you did five hundred. My Calling is to
strike the Gigas Cedar two thousand times a day, over the morning and afternoon."
"Two thousand…"
I stared at the large crevice cut into the massive black tree. It
didn't look like any damage had been done to it at all since we'd
started. What a thankless job.
Meanwhile, Eugeo said happily, "You've got talent for this,
Kirito. There were two or three good hits in that last set of fifty.
And it made my job a whole lot easier today."
"I dunno…if you were doing it all yourself, you'd have been
done sooner. I feel bad; I was hoping to help out, but I only held
you back," I apologized, but Eugeo just laughed it off.
"I told you, I can't cut down this tree for as long as I live. And
after all, it will regrow half of the depth that we carve out over the
course of the night…Oh hey, I've got something to show you.
You're not really supposed to look at it, though."
He approached the tree and held up his left hand, making the
usual sign with his two fingers, then tapped the black bark.
I raced over to get a closer look, realizing that the tree itself
must have a durability rating. The status—pardon me, Stacia
Window—appeared with a chime, and we peered in at it.
"Ugh," I groaned. The number on the window was vast: over
232,000.
"Hmm. That's only about fifty lower than what it said when I
checked last month," Eugeo noted, similarly disappointed. "So
you see, Kirito…I could swing this ax for an entire year, and it
would only reduce the life of the Gigas Cedar by about six hundred. I'll be lucky if the total is under 200,000 by the time I retire. Do you get it now? A little bit less progress over half a day
doesn't make the least bit of difference. This isn't any ordinary
tree; it's the giant god of cedars."
Suddenly, something clicked, and I understood the source of
the name. It was a mix of Latin and English. The split wasn't after
Giga, it was Gigas—there were two S sounds in a row. Gigas
Cedar, the giant cedar.
Meaning that this boy spoke Japanese as his mother language,
while English and other languages were treated as the "sacred
tongue," like spells. If that was the case, he probably didn't even
recognize that he was speaking Japanese. It was Underworldian.
Or…Norlangarthian? But wait, when he talked about the bread,
he had used the word pan, the Japanese word for it. But pan
didn't originate from English…Wasn't it from Portuguese? Spanish?
My mind tumbled through a cavalcade of distractions, while
Eugeo tidied up the things he'd brought.
"Thanks for waiting, Kirito. Let's go to the village."
As we walked to his village, Dragonbone Ax slung over his shoulder and empty waterskin hanging from his hand, Eugeo cheerfully told me about a variety of topics. His predecessor was an old
man named Garitta, who was apparently quite a master woodcutter. The other children his age thought Eugeo's Calling was an
easy one, an opinion he resented. I muttered and grunted to show
that I was listening throughout his stories, but my mind was racing as it considered just one topic.
For what purpose was this world envisioned and put into practical use?
They didn't need to test the pneumonic visual system the STL
used. It was already perfectly functional. I'd already experienced
—to an unpleasant degree—just how indistinguishable from real
life this world was.
And yet, the world had been internally simulated for at least
three hundred years, and terrifyingly enough, extrapolating from
the Gigas Cedar's durability and Eugeo's workflow, it was slated
to continue running for at least a thousand more.
I didn't know what the upper limit of the fluctlight acceleration factor was, but a person who dove into this place with their
memories blocked was at risk of spending an entire lifetime in the
machine. True, there was no danger to the physical body, and if
the memories were all blocked at the end of the dive, it would all
be nothing but a "very long dream" to the user—but what happened to the soul, the fluctlight that experienced that dream?
Was there a lifespan to the photon field that made up the human
consciousness?
Clearly, what they were doing with this world was impractical,
implausible, impossible.
Did that mean there was a goal worth so much risk? Like
Sinon had said at Dicey Café, it couldn't be something the AmuSphere could already do, like making a realistic virtual world.
Something created through a nearly infinite passage of time in a
virtual world that was indistinguishable from reality…
I looked up and took stock of my surroundings. The forest was
trailing off just ahead, replaced by a larger amount of orange sun-
light. At the side of the trail close to the exit was a single building
that looked like a storage shed. Eugeo walked over to it and
pulled open the door. Over his back, I could see a number of normal metal axes, a smaller hatchet, various tools like ropes and
buckets, and narrow leather packages with unknown contents,
crammed messily into the shed.
Eugeo stood the Dragonbone Ax against the wall among them
and shut the door. He immediately started back for the trail, so I
hastily asked him, "Uh, shouldn't you lock it or something? That's
a really important ax, right?"
He looked surprised. "Lock? Why?"
"Er, because…it might get stolen…"
Once I said my fear aloud, I realized where I went wrong.
There were no thieves. No doubt in that Taboo Index there was
an entry that said, "Thou shalt not steal," or something along
those lines.
Sure enough, Eugeo gave me the exact answer I had just been
anticipating.
"That would never happen. I'm the only one who's allowed to
open this shed."
I figured as much. Then another question occurred to me.
"But…didn't you say there were guards in the village, Eugeo? Why
would that be a profession if there are no thieves or bandits?"
"Isn't that obvious? To protect the village from the forces of
darkness."
"Forces of…darkness…"
"Look, you can see up there."
He held up his hand to point just as we crossed the last line of
trees.
There was a full field of barley wheat ahead. The heads, still
young and green and not yet expanding, swayed in the breeze.
They caught the full light of the waning sun like a sea of grass.
The path continued on through the field, winding toward a hill in
the far distance. Atop the tree-dotted hill, as small as specks of
sand to the eye, was a number of buildings and one taller tower
among them. That had to be the village of Rulid, Eugeo's home.
But what Eugeo pointed at was far beyond the village—a range
of pure-white mountains faded with distance. The line of peaks
continued as far as the eye could see to the left and right, like the
sharp teeth of a saw.
"Those are the End Mountains. On the other side is the land of
darkness, beyond Solus's light. Black clouds cover the sky, even in
the daytime, and the light of the heavens was red like blood. The
ground and trees were all as black as coal…"
Eugeo's voice trembled as he recalled his experiences from the
distant past.
"There are accursed humanoids in the land of darkness like
goblins and orcs, and even more terrifying monsters…Not to
mention knights of darkness who ride black dragons. Naturally,
the Integrity Knights protect the mountain range, but every once
in a while, some of them sneak in through the caves, from what I
understand. I've never seen it happen myself. Plus, according to
the Axiom Church, every thousand years, when the light of Solus
weakens, the knights of darkness cross the mountains with a
horde of enemies to attack. When that happens, the Integrity
Knights will lead the village men-at-arms, the sentinels from
larger towns, and even the imperial army in the fight against the
monsters."
Eugeo paused, looked at me skeptically, and said, "Even the
youngest children in the village know this story. Did you even forget that when you lost your memory?"
"Uh…y-yeah. It sounds familiar to me…but some of the details
are different," I said, thinking quickly. Eugeo beamed in a way
that made me wonder if he even understood the concept of doubt
at all.
"Oh, I see…Maybe you really did come from one of the three
other empires, outside of Norlangarth."
"M-maybe I did," I agreed, and pointed toward the approaching hill to steer the conversation away from this dangerous topic.
"That must be Rulid. Which one's your house, Eugeo?"
"The thing in front is the south gate, and my house is near the
west gate, so you can't see it from here."
"Ahh. And the building with the tower? Is that the church with
Sister…Azalia?"
"That's right."
I squinted and made out a symbol at the tip of the narrow
tower, a combination of cross and circle.
"It's actually…fancier than I expected. Are they really going to
let someone like me stay there?"
"Of course. Sister Azalia is a very nice person."
I wasn't entirely convinced, but if Azalia was as much a personification of selfless virtue as Eugeo, then I could probably
manage safely as long as I kept the conversation on sensible
ground. Then again, I was totally in the dark when it came to
knowing what passed for "common sense" here.
Ideally, Sister Azalia would be one of Rath's stationed observers. But I doubted that any staff members charged with monitoring the state of their world would take on a vital role like the
village elder or nun. It was more likely they'd take the role of a
simple villager, which meant I had to find them. And that was assuming they had an observer in this tiny village at all.
I followed Eugeo across a mossy stone bridge spanning a narrow waterway and set foot into the village of Rulid.
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"Here you go, a pillow and blankets. There are more in the
wardrobe in the back if you're cold. Morning prayer is at six, and
breakfast is at seven. I'll come to check on you, but please do
wake up on your own. There's a curfew once lights are out, so be
mindful of that."
I accepted both the onslaught of words and the heavy pile of
wool blankets with outstretched arms.
A girl of about twelve years was standing before me as I sat on
the bed. She wore a black habit with a white collar, and her light
brown hair hung long down her back. Her big, busy eyes held
none of the downcast obedience she'd displayed in the presence
of the sister.
Her name was Selka, and she was a sister-in-training, studying
sacred arts at the church. She was also charged with watching
over the other boys and girls living at the church, which was
probably why she bossed me around like a big sister or mother,
despite being several years my junior. It was hard to keep the grin
off my face.
"Umm, is there anything else you need to know?"
"No, I think I've got it. Thanks for all the help," I said. For a
brief moment, Selka's expression softened, and then it was back
to fussy business as usual.
"Good night, then. Do you know how to put out the lamp?"
"…Yeah. Good night, Selka."
She nodded briskly and spun to leave the room, the hem of her
slightly-too-large habit swaying. Once her quiet footsteps trailed
away, I let out a long sigh.
They had put me in a little-used room on the second floor of
the church. The room was about a hundred square feet, with a
cast-iron bed, matching desk and chair, a small bookshelf, and a
wardrobe next to it. I moved the blankets and pillow off my knees
and onto the bed, then put my hands behind my head and rolled
back onto the sheets. The flame in the lamp overhead briefly sizzled.
"What the hell…"
Is going on? I replayed all the events that had transpired between entering the village and now.
The first thing Eugeo had done was head for the guard station
right next to the gate. There was another youngster in there
named Zink, who glanced at me suspiciously at first but accepted
Eugeo's story that I was a "lost child of Vecta" with almost laughable ease and granted me entry to the village.
The entire time Eugeo was giving the story, my eyes were
locked onto the simple sword hanging from Zink's belt, so the
specific words all went in one ear and out the other. I desperately
wanted to borrow the aged sword to see if my skills—technically,
the virtual swordsman Kirito's skills—would still function here,
but I valiantly resisted that urge.
After leaving the station, we walked down the village's main
street, attracting a slightly unnerving amount of attention. Several villagers asked who I was, and Eugeo stopped to explain each
time, so it took us nearly thirty minutes to get to the small village
square at the center of Rulid. One old lady carrying a large basket
got teary-eyed when she saw me. "You poor thing!" she exclaimed, and pulled an apple (or something close to one) out of
the basket for me. I felt a bit guilty about that.
By the time we got to the church standing on the small hill
overlooking the village, the sun was almost entirely gone. Sister
Azalia, a nun whose picture ought to be in the dictionary under
the word stern, answered Eugeo's knock on the door. She looked
so much like Miss Minchin from A Little Princess that I was certain our plan would end in disaster. But at odds with her appearance, Sister Azalia welcomed me in almost instantly and offered
me dinner to boot.
Eugeo promised to meet me in the morning, and thus left me
at the church. Aside from Selka, the oldest, there were six children to meet, and we shared a quiet but peaceful meal of fried
fish, boiled potatoes, and vegetable soup. As I feared, the children
assaulted me with questions afterward, which I hoped I answered
without dropping the ball. After that, I was sent to the bath with
the three boys, and after undergoing all of these many trials, I
was free at last to lie here, in the bed in the guest room.