Her voice stopped in a whisper, her eyes downcast. Cardinal's
tiny body swayed a little—or at least, I imagined it did.
"…I cursed my prime directive, that drive to correct the main
process that was etched into my soul. I realized I was an old
crone, just before my natural death. All the sparkle of life had
faded from me, like a wizened, weak tree, counting down the seconds until my life span was gone. Strangely enough, even my way
of speaking began to reflect that view. As I spent my days endlessly listening to the bustle of humanity through my familiars'
ears, I pondered why the gods from the outside world would
abandon it to its fate under Administrator's heel…Stacia, Solus,
and Terraria are false gods created to suit the Axiom Church's
ends, but within the list of system commands, I spotted on multiple occasions the name of the true god: Rath. I learned that Rath
was a collection of gods…and I learned of their soulless approximation of a god, Cardinal—and that its two directives had been
burned into Administrator and me. The more I learned of the underpinning ways of this world, the more mysteries appeared."
"W-w-wait a second," I pleaded, unable to keep up with her
story's momentum. "So…are you saying you were able to learn
that this is a simulation created by Rath, and that the original
Cardinal is a program with a main and a subprocess, using conjecture alone?"
"It is not so surprising. Between two hundred years of time
and the Cardinal System's built-in database, anyone would reach
the same conclusion."
"Database…? I see. So any non-Underworldian vocabulary
you've been using came from there."
"As well as the flavor of that corn soup you enjoyed. I expect
that your understanding of many of these terms is not the same
as mine…but at the very least, I believe my conjecture is accurate.
The Underworld is far too incomplete to be the creation of an allpowerful god, and given the way Administrator's hideous corruption and tyranny are allowed to continue…there was only one
possibility: that Rath, the true god, does not seek the happiness of
the Underworldians. On the contrary…this world exists so they
can observe how its people resist when they are slowly, slowly
drawn into a massive trap. You may not realize that in recent
years, the border regions of the human realms have been increasingly inflicted with plagues, roving beasts, poor crops, and other
causes of premature death. These effects are caused by a stress
parameter that even Administrator is incapable of altering."
"Stress…parameter? Actually, you mentioned something like
that before, too. Something about a stress-test stage."
"Aye. Strictly speaking, the stress level rises from day to day…
but the final phase of the test the database speaks of wouldn't be
anything like a mere plague."
"So…what's going to happen…?"
"The forces that cradle the egg of the human realm will finally
break. I'm sure you know what exists beyond that eggshell."
"The Dark Territory…?"
"Indeed. That land of darkness is a device created to inflict the
ultimate agony on the people of this world. As I mentioned earlier, the denizens of the darkness—goblins, orcs, and so on—are
like human beings, only their fluctlights have been given the
prime directive of slaughter and pillage. Their societies are
arranged by a power hierarchy where the spectrum of strength divides everything. Although primitive, their military is mighty.
They have barely half the population of humankind, yet each individual is easily more powerful than a human being. Even now
they wait outside the empire, looking forward to the day that they
invade the territory of the Iums, as they call you, and wreak untold suffering. That day is close at hand."
"A military…"
The thought put more than a shiver down my back. The goblin
captain I faced in the cave under the End Mountains two years
ago was a true and mighty fighter. The thought of thousands
upon thousands of them spilling into peaceful towns froze my innards. I shook my head rapidly in disbelief. My throat dry, I said,
"…Th-there are many guardsmen and knights in the human
lands…but they don't stand a chance. Especially not when the
sword techniques here are focused on presentation…"
Cardinal promptly nodded in agreement. "As I expected…I
suspect that in Rath's plans, the humans would have formed a
military equal to the Dark Territory's by now—one nurtured on
constant minor skirmishes with invading goblins, promoting
healthy authority level growth in its fighters, with practical
swordfighting and group strategy. But as you know, the situation
is far from that ideal. Swordsmen pursue only the visual look of
their styles without a single honest fight, and the nobles meant to
lead any theoretical armies are pampered and self-obsessed. And
all of this is a result of Administrator and her Integrity Knights."
"…What do you mean?"
"The Integrity Knights have the highest authority level and Divine Objects for weapons and armor. They are mighty indeed.
Just eight of them are enough to fully patrol the End Mountains
and drive off any invading bands of goblins. But that means that
centuries have passed without any ordinary citizens being faced
with the experience of battle. They lead lives of safe, comfortable
stagnation, knowing nothing of the impending calamity that
awaits them…"
"…Does Administrator know that the final phase of this stress
test is about to begin?"
"I suspect that she does. But she is confident that she and her
thirty knights alone will be enough to fight off the hordes of darkness. So confident, in fact, that she had the guardian dragons of
the four cardinal directions slain; they should have been valuable
allies in the fight, but she could not stand that they were not
under her command. I have no doubt that your partner would be
sad to hear that the legendary white dragon from his fond myths
was actually killed by Bercouli himself, once reforged as an Integrity Knight."
"…Probably shouldn't let him know, then," I muttered with a
sigh. I closed my eyes, envisioning the mountain of bones I saw in
that cave, then looked up again. "So what's the score? When the
forces of darkness invade, can Administrator and her Integrity
Knights actually fight them off?"
"They cannot," she said bluntly. "The Integrity Knights are
fierce warriors with many years of experience, but there are simply far too few of them. And Administrator's sacred arts are virtually godlike in their ability to disrupt the land, but as I said earlier, using them means putting herself within range of those foes.
And while individually, they may fall far short of Administrator,
there are as many users of system commands—what you might
call dark magic, in this case—as stars in the sky. She might burn a
hundred with lightning in one moment, and then be engulfed by a
thousand fireballs the next. I do not know if that would actually
kill her, but it is clear that she would eventually be forced to retreat to this tower."
"Um…wait a sec. Are you saying that…whether or not you and
I beat Administrator, the ultimate fate of this world will be the
same?" I asked, stunned. "That even if you regain the full powers
of the Cardinal System, you won't actually be able to fight off the
forces of darkness?"
She nodded gravely. "That is what I am saying. At this point, I
have no means of preventing the invasion from the Dark Territory."
"…So…as long as you fulfill your purpose of deleting the malfunctioning main process—meaning Administrator—then…whatever happens to the world after that is none of your concern? Is
that what you're saying…?" I rasped.
Cardinal pursed her lips, her eyes somewhat mournful as she
stared through her little round glasses at me.
"…That may be correct." Her voice was so faint that it nearly
blended into the minute sound of the lamp's flickering flame. "Indeed…if you look at it from the standpoint of the many souls that
could be lost, my goal could be taken as an abandonment of the
larger picture…But if you and I sit here and do nothing, then
eventually…whether in a year or two or longer, the forces of darkness will invade. They will trample and burn fields and towns,
and they will kill many people. It will be a hell that I haven't the
words to describe—the ultimate expression of tragedy and cruelty. However…even if I recover all my powers and had the proper
command to burn all those monsters into ash at once, I would not
use it. They did not ask to be made monsters. As I said, you will
not arrive at an answer even after a century of thinking. For you
see…if Administrator had never come about here, and humanity
had traced the path it was meant to follow, then at this time it
would be the forces of man forming an army to invade the Dark
Territory and commit unspeakable atrocities to their peoples, instead!"
Her soft voice got harder and harder until it cracked like a
whip by the end. "In either case, the end of the world will involve
great bloodshed. For that outcome was the design of the god
Rath. And I…I cannot accept such a god. I will not accept this outcome under any circumstances. So when I learned that the arrival
of the stress test was unavoidable, I landed on one simple conclusion. I would eliminate Administrator before that happened, restore my powers as the Cardinal System…and reduce the Human
Empire, the Dark Territory—the entire Underworld—to nothingness."
"Reduce it…to nothingness…?" I repeated. Belatedly, my eyes
bulged. "What does that mean…?"
"Just what it sounds like. I will delete all the fluctlights in that
cradle of souls, the Lightcube Cluster. All of them, from both the
human and dark side."
The determination on Cardinal's young face was so stark that I
was unable to speak for several moments. Over time, the concrete
facts of her final solution began to form a proper image in my
head.
"So you're saying…that if the horrible agonizing deaths of
many people is an inevitability, that it's better to put them all into
a painless death before it reaches that point…?"
"Painless death…? No, that description is not accurate," Cardinal said, pausing briefly as if consulting an internal database.
"Unlike you humans from the upper world, whose records are
stored on a different medium than the lightcube, the souls of the
Underworldians can be obliterated with an instantaneous command. They will simply vanish without a clue, and without any
greater resistance than the flickering of a candle…which does not
change the fact that it is still an act of murder…"
There were traces of deep resignation and powerlessness in
her voice, as if this conclusion had been reached only after a very
long period of consideration. "Of course, in ideal terms, the best
outcome is for this world to continue free of Rath's meddling,
fashioning its own history. After a few more centuries, perhaps
even a peaceful accord between humanity and the Dark Territory
is possible. But…I suppose you would know best of all that total
independence from our god Rath is nothing but a pipe dream,
wouldn't you?"
I bit my lip to think, surprised by the sudden question. I didn't
know where in Japan the actual Lightcube Cluster that housed
the Underworld was installed. But naturally, the cluster and all of
its attendant machinery required a considerable amount of power
to run. In that sense, true independence was functionally impossible.
And Rath wasn't running the Underworld as a charity. If my
conjecture was accurate that Seijirou Kikuoka was part of the
SDF, and deeply connected to the foundation of Rath, then the
Defense Ministry must have a concrete goal in mind for it. Even if
Cardinal recovered all her power, opened an external channel,
and demanded independence for the Underworld, Rath would
never accept it.
In fact, thinking about it now, even if I made it to the top of
Central Cathedral, contacted Kikuoka, and begged him to preserve the current state of the Underworld, there was zero assurance that he would agree. To Rath, all these artificial fluctlights
were test subjects. In fact, this particular Underworld was just
one of a number of attempts.
Ultimately, if the artificial fluctlights wanted true freedom and
independence, there was only one way to gain it—to take the fight
to the people in the real world.
I had to stop myself from taking that line of thought any further—it was too frightening. I looked up at Cardinal and nodded,
my neck stiff. "…You're right. It's not possible. This world is too
dependent on the outside people and energy sources to ever be
independent."
"Aye…we are like fish in a bucket, waiting to be fried in a pot.
The best we can do is jump out now to certain death," Cardinal
said, resigned. But I did not immediately support her conclusion.
"But…I'm not totally sure. Maybe you're right that vanishing
instantaneously is a better answer than dying in agony. But I've
become too involved with the people of this world to accept that
as the only correct way."
The smiling faces of those who'd shown me kindness in Rulid
and Centoria flashed through my mind's eye. I had no desire to
see them slaughtered by the forces of the Dark Territory, of
course, but would helping Cardinal delete everyone's souls really
be the best choice?
I bit my lip, unable to accept this sudden, unwelcome thrust of
reality. Gently, Cardinal said, "Kirito, if I am able to regain my
full powers with your help, I can fulfill your wishes, up to a degree, before I eliminate the Underworld. If you single out the
names of those you wish to save, I will freeze their fluctlights and
save them, rather than wiping them clean. Then, after you escape
to the real world, you can save the lightcubes that contain the
souls in question. I doubt that ten would be impossible to set
aside. It may not be the best possible solution for you, but it is
better than you can expect."
"…!"
I sucked in a sharp breath, surprised by her answer. Was that
even possible?
If lightcubes didn't need power to maintain their stored information, and you could safely extract them from the cluster without harming the contents, then the fluctlights themselves
shouldn't ever degrade. It would take time, but if the Soul Translator tech became commonplace, I could theoretically thaw them
out and see them again in the future.
The problem was the step before that. Could I really sneak
multiple cubes out of the cluster at the very core of the Rath laboratory? According to Cardinal, they were two inches to a side. I
couldn't hide several in my pockets at once. Even if I could carry
them in a case, ten was about the limit of what I could extract.
So if I accepted her offer, that meant I had to choose the souls
I wanted to save.
This wasn't like organizing save data on a game console. In a
fundamental sense, the artificial fluctlights were just as human as
I was. I would choose just ten in this entire world to save from
certain death—and only because I got along with them. Did I have
the right? Was I qualified to do such a thing?
"I…I…"
But I couldn't bring myself to say the word can't . Cardinal
stared right through me, seeing all. The only thing I could produce was a pathetic complaint.
"Why did you single out me to be your coconspirator in fighting Administrator, anyway? Let me be clear: I have barely any
unique advantages at all in this world. There are tons of people
with better skill at sacred arts and swordfighting. In fact…even
Eugeo. I bet that if we really fought head-to-head, I couldn't beat
him anymore."
Once I was done with my feeble, passive defense, Cardinal
shook her head in exasperation. She filled the cups on the table
with cofil tea—or perhaps it was real coffee this time—and took a
sip.
"…It was only twenty years ago that I realized that the stress
test, the invasion from the Dark Territory, was inevitable. After
that, I redoubled my efforts to find someone to fight on my behalf…"
I kept my further complaints to myself, sensing that her long,
long story was finally reaching its conclusion.
"…But no matter how skilled in sacred arts and weapons the
allies I could find were, there was one other huge obstacle to approaching Administrator that needed to be removed, aside from
the Integrity Knights."
"…You mean there's more?"
"Indeed. I considered dozens of possible solutions as my
search dragged on, but none was particularly practical…As time
passed, and I realized we were in the prelude stages of the Dark
Territory invasion, more and more advance parties began threatening the End Mountains—enough that the eight Integrity
Knights tasked with protecting the area couldn't eliminate them
all. Just when I was starting to consider giving up on forcibly
restoring my authority and risking death in an attempt to convince Administrator instead…one of my familiars picked up on an
extraordinary, impossible rumor spreading around the northern
frontier lands."
"Impossible…?"
"It was the sort of event that had certainly never happened
after Quinella became the Administrator. In order to prevent
human settlement from spreading, she had set up massive impediments around the map…and one, a gigantic, resource-sucking tree with nearly limitless priority and durability, got chopped
down by two boys."
"…Sounds familiar…"
"I sent my northern Norlangarth agent, Charlotte, to find
those boys. She finally tracked them down just before they left the
village. I had Charlotte hide in the hair of one of them, the sloppier one, so that I could seek the answer of how they eliminated a
near-indestructible object…"
I wanted to respond to the "sloppy" comment, but then I remembered that Charlotte had been riding on my head for nearly
two years without my realizing. I scowled and motioned for Cardinal to continue.
"I learned the direct reason promptly. The boy with the light
brown hair possessed a sword, a Divine Object with few peers in
the entire world. It was a legendary weapon only granted to heroes accepted by the world's dragon guardians, before they were
slaughtered…But learning this only brought me fresh questions.
Why would these children have such a high object control authority? It was an excitement I had not felt in years. I listened closely
to their conversations, day and night. Nearly all of it was idiotic
and pointless—"
"Geez, sorry."
"Shut up and listen. Eventually, in an inn along the way to
Centoria, I finally understood the reason why. To my surprise,
these two had vanquished a large-scale scouting party from the
Dark Territory unaided, according to what they were saying. If
true, that meant they each received half the authority advancement points that would normally be distributed among dozens of
fighters. That explained how you were able to equip the weapon…
but again, it raised more questions. How was it possible that two
boys raised in a rural village without even a proper armed garrison managed to defeat the vastly more powerful goblin warriors
of the Dark Territory?"
"Just to be clear, that was ninety percent bluff," I interjected.
Cardinal made to scold me, then paused and seemed to accept it.
"Ah…yes, I suppose that would have been part of it. It took me
quite a while before my doubts about this finally thawed. The
black-haired boy—you, Kirito—seemed to be taking care with his
statements out of concern for his partner, Eugeo. But when I saw
you give extra food to a wild animal—a stray dog—I felt a shock
like a bolt of lightning. I realized you were totally unbound by the
Taboo Index…"
"…Did I do that…?"
"Several times. It would have caused great trouble if anyone
had seen you. After that moment, I paid keen attention to everything you did and said, through Charlotte's eyes. Especially after
you reached Centoria and passed through the gate of the North
Centoria Imperial Swordcraft Academy. After a year of observation, I came to my answer at last. I knew you were not a soul born
in this world and trapped in a lightcube…but a human being from
the outside, the world where the god of creation Rath exists…"
"Then I suppose I've let you down. I don't have any of the administrative privileges or means to contact Rath that you'd expect…In fact, I don't even know what's going on in the outside
world right now…," I said apologetically. Cardinal grinned and
raised her index finger.
"I knew that from the start. If you had a higher system level
than Administrator, you would not have suffered such a wound to
defeat those goblins with a sword. Even I cannot surmise the reason you are in the Underworld in this state. Perhaps it is some
kind of accident…or a data test with your memory and abilities
limited. If the latter, it seems that you have paid a greater price
than necessary."
"…Yeah, no kidding. I can't believe I'd agree to something like
that," I muttered, recalling the pain in my shoulder where the
goblin captain sliced me.
"But even still, you were the greatest opportunity I could have
hoped for. Your existence itself would help me overcome that
other great obstacle to fighting Administrator."
"And what is that obstacle?"
"The Synthesis Ritual requires an extremely lengthy spoken
command and a vast amount of parameter adjustment. Including
the preparatory stages, the entire process takes three full days."
Once again, this sudden topic change threw me for a loop. But
Cardinal proceeded onward.
"Meaning that when it comes to ordinary combat, a sacred art
that accesses the lightcube directly is not really a factor. In other
words, there is no danger of having your soul taken over and
turned into an Integrity Knight in the midst of battle. However,
what if Administrator abandoned the idea of absorbing my chosen warrior and decided simply to destroy the soul altogether…?
Without requiring stringent parameter adjustment, the command
would become dramatically shorter. She might even finish the
spell while her guards were still fighting. We can defend against
direct life attacks with equipment and sacred arts. But if she attacks the fluctlight directly, there is no defense. This was a
quandary that troubled me for many, many years."
"…An attack against the soul…That's pretty chilling…"
"Just so. Even the most skilled combatant is helpless if their
memories are torn to pieces…Which means that you are the only
one who can withstand such an attack, Kirito. Your Divine Object
of the outside world, the device called the STL, transports your
soul into the Underworld, and Administrator cannot harm it—
there is no such command. Now do you see why I have awaited
you so badly? It is the reason I have waited and worked so hard to
install as many back doors as possible, to ensure that I could
spirit you here into my library, in case you won the Unification
Tournament or broke the Taboo Index and found yourself setting
foot onto the Axiom Church's territory…"
At last, at long last, Cardinal had brought her story up to the
present moment. She exhaled, her cheeks a bit reddened.
"…I see. So that's what this is about…"
Even at this late stage, I didn't know why I was here on a dive
into the Underworld. If anything, my journey to the center of the
world where I might find a way to contact Rath was as much to
learn the reason as anything else.
But after hearing the story from this girl who had lived such an
extremely long time, it was hard to argue against the idea that I
was guided here by a kind of fate. The outcome of our battle
against Administrator was uncertain, but there was a kind of divine voice telling me to do my utmost to help Cardinal and take
ten people at maximum out to the real world with me…
But even before weighty concepts like fate came into the picture, I simply couldn't look into the eyes of a girl who had waited
for two hundred years for this exact moment and tell her no. Over
and over, she insisted she was an emotionless program, but over
the course of her very long story, that seemed less and less true.
Cardinal was another human being with her own emotions, just
like me—even if she was bound by her great duty to correct the
state of the world.
"What do you say, Kirito? I cannot force you…If you decide
you cannot agree to my plan to wipe the world clean, I can send
you and Eugeo out of a back door of your choosing. If so, and you
find some way to defeat Administrator and achieve your goals,
you might be fighting me next…but I suppose that is simply fate
at work…"
And then, Cardinal gave me a dazzling, transparent smile, one
that suited her visual age better than any expression I'd seen yet.
I held my silence for a long, long time and then asked, "Cardinal…
you said that your soul was a copy of Quinella's, right…?"
"Aye. That is absolutely correct."
"Then…you must have the blood of pure nobles, too—the
genes that command you to pursue your own profit and desires.
Why didn't you give all of this up and just flee for your life? You
could go to some distant village, a place so far and insignificant
that even Administrator couldn't find you, fall in love, get married, have children…and then grow old and die happy. Wasn't
that your wish? Your blood should have ordered you to fulfill that
desire, for these two hundred years. Why have you been waiting
here, alone, resisting your command for all this time…?"
"You really are a fool." She grinned. "I told you. The Cardinal
subprocess's reason for existence is carved into my soul. I have
only one wish: to eliminate Administrator and restore normal
function to the world. To me, there is no way to have a properly
functioning world other than to wipe the slate clean. Therefore…
therefore, I…"
She faltered, and I stared through her glasses at her eyes.
Those burnt-brown irises were wavering, clearly holding in some
sweep of emotion. When her lips moved again, they emitted a
voice that was barely even audible.
"…No…that's wrong…I…I do have a desire…Something that I
just had to know…for these two hundred long years…"
She closed her eyes, lifted her face, and stared right at me. She
bit her lip in hesitation, folded her hands for several moments,
then abruptly leaped to her feet.
"Kirito, stand up with me."
"Huh…?"
I got out of my seat. Once I was upright, Cardinal gazed at me,
her back considerably arched. I wasn't that tall in the grand
scheme of things, but there was a big difference between me and
the girl, whose appearance was that of a ten-year-old.
Cardinal looked around, squinting, then put a foot on her
chair and lifted herself up. When she had confirmed that we were
at the same eye level, she nodded in satisfaction.
"Good. Come here, Kirito."
"…?"
I took a few steps until I was standing in front of Cardinal, still
confused.
"Closer."
"What?"
"Just do it!"
I inched forward, despite my misgivings. When she told me to
stop, our bangs were nearly brushing. A nervous sweat broke out
on my skin as she stared into my eyes, then away.
"Raise your arms."
"…Like this?"
"Now make a circle with them in front."
"...…"
Tentatively—and half expecting her to bash me with her staff
as soon as I actually did what she told me—I circled my arms
around Cardinal's back and touched my fingers together, making
sure to leave space between us.
After a few seconds of awkward silence, Cardinal made a cute
display of clicking her tongue. "Oh, come now, don't be coy."
Who, me or you?!
I felt her arms circle around my own back, and then a mild
pressure on the fabric of my shirt. My forehead knocked her large
hat off onto the table, and her curly brown hair brushed my
cheek. There was a mild weight and warmth on my shoulder and
chest.
"...…"
I withstood the incredible pressure of the silence for as long as
I could, then decided I would ask her what was happening. But
Cardinal broke it first, her barely audible voice the only sound in
the vast chamber.
"I see…So this," she said, exhaling deeply, "is what it means to
be human…"
I gasped.
After two hundred years of thinking about every possibility
and strategy, the final thing that Cardinal would want to know
could be nothing other than the warmth of another human being.
No human being can survive alone; we are social creatures. To
be human means to trade words with others, to join hands, to
touch another's soul. And yet this girl had been isolated in this
room with nothing but silent books for two hundred years.
At last, I felt I was beginning to understand the reality of the
life Cardinal had lived to this point. My arms closed, pulling on
her back to form a closer embrace.
"…You're warm…"
Something about the quality of her whisper was definitively
different from her voice before. I could sense a small but undeniably warm drop of liquid slowly moving down my cheek.
"…At last…It's all been worth it…I didn't spend those two hundred years…for nothing…"
I felt another drop run down my cheek and disappear.
"Just learning of this warmth alone…has made it all worth it. I
am satisfied…"
* * *
After a period of time (I couldn't be sure how long), I felt the sensation of moving air and found that my arms were empty again.
Cardinal was off her chair, picking up the toppled hat from the
table. She patted it a few times and put it back on her head. When
she turned back to me, pushing up her glasses, she was the businesslike sage once again.
"How long are you going to just stand there like a fool?"
"…Oh, come on…," I protested weakly, wondering if those
tears had been a trick of the mind. I rested against the side of the
table, folded my arms, and exhaled. Cardinal waited in silence
until she brought up the big question, rather simply.
"So did you come to a conclusion? Will you take part in my
plan or not?"
"…"
Sadly, I did not have the decisiveness to answer right on the
spot.
In logical terms, picking ten names and pulling them out to
the real world with Cardinal's help represented the best-case scenario. I could not have countered with a better idea.
But just because I couldn't think of one didn't mean it didn't
exist. I wanted to believe there was a better option. So I looked
Cardinal straight in the face and told her, "…All right. I'll take
part in your plan. But…"
I spoke slowly, carefully. "But I'm not going to stop thinking
about it. Even after we start fighting against the Integrity Knights
and Administrator, I'm going to keep searching for a way—for a
resolution that avoids the tragedy of the stress test and allows the
world to stay at peace."
"You are quite the optimist. But I knew that about you already."
"It's just…I don't want you to disappear. And if ten is all I get
to choose, you'll be one of them."
Her eyes widened briefly, then resumed their usual wry expression. Cardinal shook her head dramatically. "…And you are
stupid, to boot. If I escape from the simulation, then who will
wipe the world clean?"
"Like I said…I understand the concept, I'm just not going to
stop struggling to find a better answer along the way."
She looked annoyed, then turned away from me. Her voice
rode the little ripple of breeze from the whipping of her robe,
bearing with it the vast loneliness of two centuries that a moment's embrace couldn't heal.
"Someday…you, too, will know the bitterness of resignation…
Not from running out of strength and falling short…but being
forced to admit that you will likely do so…Now let us return. Your
partner will be finishing up that history book, I suspect. We ought
to include Eugeo in the concrete planning stages."
She rapped her staff on the stone floor and headed down the
way we came without a glance back at me.
2
As Cardinal predicted, Eugeo was just closing the cover of the
heavy tome resting on his knees when we came across him sitting
on the stairs. He looked dazed, still lost in that journey over centuries of history.
I strode up to him and said, "We're back. Sorry to have left you
alone for so long."
For some reason, Eugeo shivered briefly, blinked hard, then
looked toward me at last.
"Oh…Kirito. How long has it been…?"
"Huh? Uh…"
I looked around, but of course, there were no clocks in the
room or even windows. Cardinal cleared her throat and answered, "Roughly two hours. The sun has risen by now. What did
you think of the human world's long history?"
"Hmm…What can I say?" Eugeo replied, biting his lip and
casting around for the right words. "…Is everything written in this
book what actually happened? It just feels…like I'm reading a list
of very convenient fairy tales. I mean, most of the entries are just,
'Such and such a problem arose at this place, the Integrity
Knights resolved the matter, and after that point, such and such
an entry was added to the Taboo Index'…That's all it is."
"But that is what historical record is. And the Axiom Church's
style is to block each and every hole of the sieve until the water no
longer passes through," Cardinal spat. Eugeo looked shocked. I
couldn't blame him—I was sure he'd never heard someone openly
criticize the Church that way, especially someone who appeared
so young.
"Um…so, who are you…?"
"Oh, her name is Cardinal," I answered. "She's, uh…another,
former pontifex. She got kicked out by the current pontifex, Administrator."
Eugeo made a strange sort of gulping sound deep in his throat
and backed away.
"It's okay—you don't have to be afraid. She's going to help us
fight against the Integrity Knights."
"H-help…?"
"That's right. She's got a mission to stop Administrator and restore her own rule over the world. So we're, uh…working for the
same side," I said. It was extremely brief, and although I didn't lie
to him, I wasn't about to explain that Cardinal's first act after she
regained control would be to bring about the premature end of
the Underworld. I'd have to talk to Eugeo about it eventually, but
at this moment in time, I couldn't begin to guess how I'd broach
the topic.
My partner, who was essentially the personified concept of
honesty wearing clothes, stared at Cardinal without a shred of
doubt in his eyes and grinned weakly. "I see…That's very good
news, then. Well, if you were the old pontifex, doesn't that mean
you can tell us if the Integrity Knight Alice Synthesis Thirty is the
same person as Alice Zuberg from Rulid? And if so…is there a
way to turn her back to her old self…?"
Cardinal looked downcast as she replied, "I'm sorry…but my
sources of information from here are very limited. I only know
what my modest number of familiars see and hear directly. My
knowledge of the cathedral and the middle of Centoria is better,
but the farther toward the frontier you go…I am aware of the
birth of the Integrity Knight named Alice, but I have no means of
knowing the details at this point…"
Eugeo looked crestfallen at first, then sucked in a sharp breath
when he heard what came next.
"…However, I can teach you how to undo the Synthesis Ritual,
the sacred art that creates an Integrity Knight."
Cardinal looked first at Eugeo, then at me, and intoned, "Simply remove the Piety Module that has been inserted into their
souls."
"Pye…moju…?" Eugeo repeated, stumbling over the unfamiliar
English ("sacred tongue") words.
I helpfully added, " Module is a sacred arts word that means,
uh, part . Remember what we saw when we were fighting Eldrie
in the rose garden? When he started acting weird…"
"Yeah…that purple crystal rod started coming out of his forehead…"
"Precisely," Cardinal said, using her staff to draw a line in
midair and then bisecting it down the middle. "The Piety Module
is designed to interrupt the connections between memories.
Thus, it hides the future Integrity Knight's past and forces absolute fealty to the Axiom Church and pontifex. However, such a
forceful and complex spell is not stable by nature. If those crucial
base memories around the module are externally stimulated and
activated, it can start to undo the effects of the spell, as you saw
for yourselves."
"Meaning…to undo the sacred art, you have to force the knight
to confront their old memories?" I asked excitedly, but Cardinal
did not confirm.
"No, that would not be enough. There is another element that
must be present."
"Wh-what is it?" Eugeo asked, leaning forward.
"It is what existed in the place where the module is inserted—
in other words, the knight's most precious memories. Usually,
this is their most deeply beloved person. Do you remember what
you said to him to cause such a strong reaction?"
Eugeo already had it on the tip of his tongue before I could recall.
"Yes, it was his mother's name. That almost caused the crystal
to fall out of his head."
"That would be it, then…Eldrie's memories of his mother were
removed, and the module was inserted to take their place. Administrator does not need any of the Integrity Knight's past, but
memory is strongly tied to skill. If she removed all their memories, their ultimate strength as knights—sword skill, ultimate
techniques, sacred arts—would be lost. So she merely impedes
the flow of memories. I removed much of my own memory for the
sake of prolonging my life, and much of the knowledge and ability
I learned during that period was lost along with it…"
Cardinal then sighed and continued, "…To repeat, Administrator has taken the most precious memories of all the Integrity
Knights. Unless you can regain those, even removing the Piety
Module will not return the flow of memories to its prior state.
And in the worst case, it might even damage the memories themselves."
"A piece of memory…But…then…what if the piece of memory
that Administrator removes from the knights just gets destroyed?" I asked, hesitant to learn the answer.
Cardinal frowned as she thought it over, then said, "No…I do
not think she would do that. Administrator is a cautious woman
above all else—she would not discard something that could be
used. But I am absolutely certain she would store them in her
chamber at the top of Central Cathedral…"
The words top of the cathedral roused some part of my memory like a little jolt of electricity, but the sensation dissipated before I could pin it down. I tried to dispel the bad aftertaste by saying, "So we need those lost bits of memory to return the Integrity
Knights to normal, but in order to get them, we have to break
through the knights' guard and reach the top floor where Administrator is…"
"Do not presume that you can simply defeat the Integrity
Knights without killing them," she said, glaring at me. "All I can
do for you is give you equipment that is the equal of the knights'.
The rest comes down to how hard you fight against them."
"Wait…You're not coming with us?" I said. I'd been counting
on a helpful back-row mage with unlimited healing powers.
But Cardinal simply said, "If I leave the Great Library, Administrator will instantly detect my presence, and we will be forced to
fight both her and the combined power of all her knights. But if
you are confident that you can tackle ten Integrity Knights at
once, we might try it. Well?"
She smirked at her suggestion, and Eugeo and I shook our
heads in protest.
"On the other hand, Administrator still likely plans to take you
two alive and make you into knights. If you leave alone, she will
send a smaller number after you. Your only choice will be to defeat them in order and make your way up the cathedral."
"Hmm…"
True—when outnumbered, it was smarter to use ourselves as
bait to split up the enemy as much as possible. But even succeeding in that sense, we were facing the most powerful fighters in the
world. We'd had plenty of trouble against Eldrie alone. If we ever
faced two at once, I had a feeling we'd be done for.
While I pondered, Eugeo took on a serious look and said, "All
right. If we have to fight, we'll fight, and if we have to kill…then
we have no choice. I was prepared for that from the moment we
broke out of our cell. But…what if we have to face Alice? I can't
fight against her—I'm here to get her back."
"Hmm. You are correct. I am aware of your quest, Eugeo. Very
well, if you run across the Integrity Knight Alice, you may use
these," Cardinal said, removing two very small daggers from the
pocket of her black robe.
They were simply shaped, like crosses with the long end sharpened. The only decoration of any sort was a delicate chain running through a hole on the hilt of each. Cardinal gave us both one
of the deep-copper stilettos. I reached out to grab the fragile handle between my fingertips and was stunned at its weight. It was
less than eight inches long, but it felt as heavy as the official
swords at the Swordcraft Academy.
"What's this…? Some kind of one-hit-kill superweapon?" I
asked, dangling the dagger from the chain in front of my face to
examine it.
"That dagger is only what it looks like; it has nearly no attacking power," Cardinal answered. "But anyone who is pierced by
that blade will be instantly linked to me in the library via an unbreakable connection. In other words, any and all of my sacred
arts are guaranteed to land on them. Those daggers are a part of
me, you see. Eugeo, all you need to do is evade Alice's strikes and
hit her with that knife, anywhere on her body. It will cause hardly
any damage. I will instantly put Alice into a deep sleep, one that
will last until you can regain her memories and prepare to undo
the Synthesis."
"A deep…sleep…," Eugeo muttered, looking down at the darkred blade in his hand with suspicion. He seemed to be grappling
with the idea of harming Alice, even with a flimsy little paper
knife.
I slapped him on the back and said, "Let's trust her, Eugeo. If
we do have to fight against Alice and our only option is to knock
her out, we'll all get pretty badly hurt, including her. Compared to
that, a poke from this little thing is no worse than a greater
swampfly bite."
"…Except they don't bite people," Eugeo corrected, seemingly
back to his usual self. He turned to Cardinal and said, "All right.
If we can't argue Alice down, I'll have to use this."
He gripped the dagger tight and nodded deeply to reassure
himself. I let out a breath of relief and looked at my own crossshaped knife.
"…Cardinal, you said this was a part of you, right? What's that
supposed to mean?" I asked.
She shrugged. "Just because Administrator and I can generate
any kind of object does not mean we fashion them from nothing."
"Huh…?"
"There is a finite amount of resources in the world. You know
that from the way the Gigas Cedar prevented any fields from
growing in its shadow. Along the same lines, if I want to generate
an object of a certain priority level, I must sacrifice something of
equal substance. When I battled against Administrator all those
years ago, she summoned a sword, while I generated a staff—and
at that exact moment, quite a few very valuable treasures vanished from her chamber, heh-heh ."
She rapped the stone with the butt of her staff, looking rather
pleased with herself. "But as you can see, the library is a closed-
off space. I do not have any objects noteworthy enough to convert
into a high-priority weapon. These countless books are, of course,
very precious, but only due to their contents. I thought about
using this staff, but I will need it to fight Administrator, which
means that the only possible substitute to create these weapons is
my own body. It is extremely valuable—I have the highest authority level possible in this world."
"Your…"
"Body…?"
Eugeo and I stared at her tiny, fragile form from head to toe. I
could sense how rude I was being almost instantly and turned my
eyes away, but not before confirming that she had all her limbs. I
started to comment but stopped myself several times before I finally said, "…S-so, um…you cut off part of your body, converted it
into an object…and then regrew the part…?"
"Fool! How would that be any kind of sacrifice? It is this."
She turned her head to the side and quickly ran her fingers
through the short, bouncy curls of brown hair at the sides of her
neck.
"Ohhhh…your hair…"
"The price for each dagger is a lock of hair that I was growing
for two hundred years. If you had come sooner, I could have
showed them off before I cut them," she teased, but I caught the
hint of sadness in her eyes. Perhaps that part of Cardinal came
from the young girl who made up her bodily foundation.
A moment later, she was the wizened sage once again. "For
this reason, although they are small, the blades are sharp and
tough enough to pierce the Integrity Knights' armor. And because
they are still, in a sense, part of my body, they can link to me
through the void that surrounds the library. I fashioned these
weapons for direct use against Administrator. I will need you to
plant the blade into her body without falling prey to her fierce attacks. The other is a backup weapon, but as long as you're successful the first time, you won't need it."
"Wow…talk about laying on the pressure…"
I glanced at the knife dangling from my right hand again and
noticed that the shade of deep brown was the same as the hair
visible underneath Cardinal's hat.
Despite the many confusing sacred words in the explanation,
Eugeo seemed to accept the importance of the weapon. He stammered, "Umm…a-are you sure about this? You don't mind if I use
one of these precious blades for Alice…?"
"I am fine with it. And in either case…"
She paused and looked right through me with those all-seeing
eyes.
Yes, in either case, if I was going to bring ten souls back to the
real world safely, including Eugeo and Alice, I would need Cardinal's help to undo Alice's brainwashing. It would probably be better to save this explanation until after we got Alice back to normal. If it was at the side of someone he truly cared about, Eugeo
might actually agree to the escape plan. I had to make him agree.
I clenched the fine chain, realizing with no small frustration
that I was already taking Cardinal's world-obliteration plan for
granted. Perhaps the end of the Underworld really was inevitable
at this point. But even if that was the case, I needed Cardinal to
be one of those ten—even if I had to deceive her to do it.
I turned away to escape that omniscient gaze and opened my
collar wider to slip the chain of the knife around my neck. Once
Eugeo had done the same, I went back to something Cardinal had
said earlier that bothered me.
"By the way…you said that there needed to be some kind of
price to generate objects. So what did you use up to create all the
food and drink when we first got here?"
Cardinal shrugged easily and grinned. "Don't let it bother you.
Just two or three books of law that nobody will miss."
Eugeo the history buff made another strangled gulp, clutching
the chain around his neck with both hands.
"Hmm? What, did you want more? You growing boys…"
She lifted her staff and made to wave it, but Eugeo's head and
hands both waved frantically. "N-no, I'm full, I swear! I-I'd rather
hear more of your story!!"
"You don't have to be shy," Cardinal muttered with a grin that
was so cheeky, I could have sworn she was teasing him on purpose. She lowered the staff, cleared her throat, and continued,
"We've gotten a bit out of order. As I explained earlier, those two
knives are my secret weapon. Your top priority is to stab your targets with them: Alice for Eugeo and Administrator for Kirito. Do
anything you can to raise your chances of success—ambush, playing dead, anything. If there is any way that I believe you outrank
the Integrity Knights, it is your wiles…er, your practicality in a
pinch."
Before Eugeo could lodge a righteous protest at that last comment, I said, "Completely agreed. If possible, I'd love to be able to
utilize trickery all the way through…but sadly, they have the
home advantage. We need to be outfitted for all-out combat. Earlier, you said you could give us equipment that was equal to that
of the Integrity Knights, Cardinal. Does that mean you'll be giving
us piles of Divine Object weapons and armor?"
Even in these desperate times, the old Aincrad instincts
couldn't help but react to the scent of a legendary gear event. But
in contrast to my eagerness, Cardinal put on yet another exasper-
ated face and said, "Have you been listening to anything I say,
fool? To generate a high-level object—"
"Right, right…you need to sacrifice an object of equal value…
right…"
"Don't look like a child who just dropped his dessert on the
floor! It is making me question why I asked you for help in the
first place. For one thing, I believe you must realize that a weapon
does not perfectly obey your commands from the moment you
first touch it. No matter how powerful a blade I give you, it cannot hope to match the weapons the Integrity Knights have used as
extensions of their very bodies for decades."
I recalled the way Eldrie's whip had moved through the air
with a mind of its own, like some silver snake, and had to concede
the point. Even back in SAO , it was a kind of behavioral taboo to
immediately put your new rare gear to real use without practicing
with it first.
My disappointment was more than dropping a dessert on the
ground—it was like missing out on an entire holiday cake. Her reaction a mix of annoyance and pity, Cardinal continued, "And besides, why would I need to give you powerful weapons when you
already have excellent and familiar swords?"
"What?" Eugeo reacted instantly. "You're going to get back my
Blue Rose Sword and Kirito's…black one?!"
"I see no other option. Those two swords are truly divine. One
is the weapon of one of the four dragon knights, and the other is
the essence of a demonic tree that absorbed vast resources for
centuries. Even Administrator and I would find it difficult to instantly produce weapons of that scale. And you both have had
plenty of practice with them."
"Oh…well, you could have mentioned that you can do that." I
sulked, leaning back against the nearest shelf. I'd mostly given up
on retrieving the swords that were confiscated when we got
thrown into the dungeon. Getting them back was the best possible news.
"But…you can't actually teleport them directly here, can you?"
"No. I see you're finally figuring this all out," Cardinal said.
She crossed her arms and looked troubled. "I suspect that your
swords are being held in the armory on the third floor. The nearest back door will dump you out just thirty mels from there, but
as you've now seen, any such door within the tower can be used
only once. The insects that Administrator sends to look for me
will swarm it at once, you see. So after you've left the door to get
your swords in the armory, you will have to climb the tower on
your own from there. Fortunately, the great stairs are right in
front of the armory."
"Hmm, starting from floor three…and what floor is Administrator's chamber on?"
"Central Cathedral grows by the years, so I would guess…that
it is close to a hundred floors by now…"
"A hund…"
My breath caught. True, the white tower was so tall that from
any angle in Centoria, the top was always hidden from view…but
I didn't think it would actually have more floors than some reallife skyscrapers. The thought of potentially having a fight on each
and every floor was a bit much, so I whined, "Um, couldn't you
start us at, like, the fiftieth floor instead…?"
"It's all in your perspective, Kirito," interjected Eugeo, who between the two of us was always the optimist by a factor of ten.
"The longer it takes us to get there, the more spread out our enemies will be."
"…Uh, well, maybe that's true, but…"
I let my back slide farther down the side of the shelf until I was
sitting on the ground. I mumbled, "Well…I did climb the outside
stairs of the old Tokyo Tower once…"
"Huh?"
"Er, sorry, nothing. Anyway, I guess that decides our plan.
First, we get the swords from the armory. Then we ascend the
tower, defeating any Integrity Knights we encounter along the
way. If we come across Alice, we put her to sleep with the knife
and send her to the library. Once we reach the hundredth floor,
we stab Administrator with the other knife and find Alice's memory fragment."
At last, I was feeling like we had a mission blueprint in place.
Then Cardinal said, "I'm afraid there is one more thing you must
do."
"Uh…wh-what's that?"
"Your swords are indeed powerful, but they will not be enough
to beat the Integrity Knights. They have a means of amplifying
the abilities of their weapons to many times their original value."
"Oh…you mean the Perfect Weapon Control thing…?" Eugeo
asked hoarsely.
Cardinal explained, "Divine weapons take on significant qualities of the objects used as their foundation. Eldrie's Frostscale
Whip was once a two-headed white serpent that ruled the largest
lake in the east, until Administrator took it alive and converted it
into a weapon. But even as a dormant whip, it has the speed of a
snake, the sharpness of its scales, and the accuracy of its aim.
Perfect Control is the state of unleashing the weapon's memories
and bringing about attacks that would normally be impossible."
"Great, so his whip turning into a snake wasn't some kind of illusion magic…" I groaned and rubbed the mark on my chest
where Eldrie's whip had hit me, hoping that the white serpent
didn't have some kind of slow-acting venom.
Cardinal continued, "All the Integrity Knights have Perfect
Control over the weapons Administrator gave them—including
mastery over the lengthy, speedy sacred arts commands to make
use of them. You won't have much time to practice the chants,
but at the very least, you must learn how to unlock Perfect Control of your swords, or our chances of victory are fleeting."
"But…my black sword wasn't even a living thing, it was just a
huge tree…Is there even any memory to be unlocked there?"
"There is. Even that dagger I gave you harbors the memory—
or nature—of my hair, so it can open a route to me when it lands,
utilizing the same process as Perfect Control. Your sword, forged
from the Gigas Cedar, and Eugeo's Blue Rose Sword, based on the
eternal frost of the cave, are no exception to this pattern."
"Y-you mean…it's just…ice?" Eugeo gaped. I couldn't blame
him; the only special property of ice that came to mind was that it
was really, really cold. I puzzled over that one a bit and then decided if one of the two gods in this world said so, then it had to be
true.
"Well…if you're going to teach us how to do it, then I'm assuming that this Perfect Control technique will work with our swords,
too. I'd be happy to get some killer ultimate attack. What's it
like?"
Once again, I was not expecting her response. "Don't be naive!
I will describe how to unlock the technique, but what sort of attack style you make with it is entirely up to you."
"Uh…what?! How come?!"
"The core of Perfect Weapon Control is the Memory Release
technique, but just chanting a sacred art alone is not enough. You
must use your mind to imagine the unleashed form of your trusty
weapon. In fact, it is this mental process of recall that is more
crucial to your success than the Perfect Control technique itself.
For it is the power of the imagination that forms the fundamental
basis of the world—the ability to incarnate what you envision…"
I started losing track of the meaning of Cardinal's rapid-fire
explanation partway through. In particular, I was uncertain
whether the word incarnate was meant to be from the sacred or
common tongue, but before I could ask her to elaborate, something prickled in the back of my memory.
It was…yeah, two and a half months ago. As I kneeled before
the loose petals of the tattered zephilia flowers in the garden of
Swordcraft Academy's primary dorm, someone—Cardinal's familiar, the little black spider Charlotte—whispered to me. She too
had mentioned that all sacred arts were nothing but a tool to refine and collect the power of imagination.
I'd followed her suggestion and used my mind to envision the
life energy of the four holy flowers in the nearby beds flowing into
the severed plants. I didn't say a single word aloud, yet green
light ran through the air, enveloped the buds…and brought the
zephilias back to life.
That must have been the "process of recall," as Cardinal called
it. In that sense, it would indeed seem to be impossible to express
everything that phenomenon represented within the form of a sacred art command.
Cardinal gave me a serene, knowing nod and then turned to
Eugeo, who still seemed to be struggling with this.
"Come with me. Let us take a break and then construct the
arts."
We passed through the hallway of historical records, descended a
number of staircases, and returned to the round room on the first
floor of the library where we first appeared. On the table in the
center sat the plates stacked with dumplings and sandwiches. Despite being at least two hours since they were served, the food was
still steaming. In addition to healing the wounds of anyone who
ate them, they apparently were also subjected to a spell that kept
them from cooling off.
The sight inevitably rekindled my hunger, but knowing now
that all this had originally been books from the library made it
difficult to act. Cardinal noticed us grappling with our inner conflict and said indifferently, "If you will not eat more, I'll get rid of
them. They'll only interfere with the mental process."
"W-wait, at least just put them somewhere that we can't see
them. We'll take some to go when we leave," I pleaded. The girl
shook her head, lifted her staff, and rapped the edge of the table.
The huge plate sank directly into the surface, food and all.
Following that, three chairs pushed their way up out of the
floor, which Cardinal motioned toward. I sat down in one and
stared at the now empty tabletop.
Since the dumplings weren't going to be summoned again, I
decided to focus my mind on the image of my absent sword—the
temporarily named Black One—but found that, given the few
times I'd actually used it, I could not imagine all the fine details.
Eugeo tried the same thing and had a similarly frustrating result. He wondered, "Cardinal…can we really do this? How am I
supposed to imagine my weapon's unleashed form when it's not
even here…?"
On the other side of the table, Cardinal said, to my surprise,
"Its absence is better for the process. If you can see the weapon
before your eyes, your imagination stops there. Your hands and
eyes are not necessary to touch the hidden memory in the sword,
guide it, and unleash it. You merely need the eye of the heart."
"The eye…of the heart," I repeated, recalling the moment when
the zephilias came back to life. As a matter of fact, I hadn't
touched either the holy flowers or the dying zephilias. I hadn't
even focused on them. I just believed and envisioned—the life
overflowing, gathering, moving.
Eugeo was nodding, as if he had found his own understanding.
The black-robed sage grinned faintly and commanded, "Now, you
must envision your swords resting on the tabletop. Do not stop
until I say so."
"…All right."
"I'll give it a try."
We straightened up in our seats and focused on the empty
table. Before, I'd tapped out after five seconds, but this time I
kept staring; no need to rush. I started by emptying my mind.
The Black One. Thinking about it now, I realized that it was
rather cruel of me to have referred to it by such a lazy temporary
name all this time.
It took the craftsman Sadore an entire year to whittle the top
branch of the Gigas Cedar down to the shape of a sword. He finished on March 7th. This was May 24th, so I hadn't had it for
even three months yet. Excluding polishing and practice, the only
times I'd pulled it from its sheath were in the battle against firstseat disciple Volo Levantein, and the true combat against this
year's top student, Raios Antinous. That was it.
And in both cases, the black sword had helped me with stunning displays of power that seemed to come from nothing but its
very own will—even though it was I who had cut down the Gigas
Cedar from which it was made. Our history together was short,
but when I gripped its handle and executed a sword skill with it,
the sense of oneness and elation easily rivaled that of any other
sword I'd used.
Perhaps the reason I hesitated to give this sword a proper
name was due to its contrast with Eugeo's divine Blue Rose
Sword.
White and black. Flower and tree. Two swords that were similar, but opposites in many ways.
Though I had no evidence for it, I'd been possessed by a certain foreboding ever since I'd left the village of Rulid two years
ago. A vision of Blue Rose and black swords fated to cross one
day.
My logical side told me it wasn't true. There was absolutely no
reason that Eugeo and I, as the owners of the swords, would ever
fight. But I got an intuitive sense that the same might not hold
true for the swords themselves. For one thing, it was the Blue
Rose Sword that actually cut down the Gigas Cedar…
Rather than emptying my mind, I was filling it with memories
and reflections—but still I envisioned the black blade lying on the
table. A simple, rounded pommel. The black leather wrapped
around the grip. The bold curve of the guard. The blade, on the
thick side, black and a little translucent, like crystal, and totally
unlike any wood I'd ever seen. It collected the light inside and
glinted along the edge and point, which were as fine and sharp as
a razor…
The illusion of the sword, which had wavered uneasily in spots
at first, began to grow firmer and more stable as my intruding
thoughts gradually faded. Eventually it had a toughness, a weight,
even a temperature. It exuded a powerful sense of presence on
the table.
As I gazed into the shining flat of the blade, I heard a voice
from somewhere say, "Deeper. You must dive deeper, until you
can touch the memory hidden in the sword, its true essence."
The black of the sword expanded without a sound. It covered
the table, the floor, the bookshelves and lamps, and then the
world. Only the sword and I existed in this infinite, lightless
space. It rose up and came to a halt in the air, handle down and
point up. My form rippled and melted, and I felt my mind getting
sucked into the sword.
The next thing I knew, I was a cedar tree rooted in cold
ground.
It was a deep forest, and yet there wasn't a single tree growing
around me. I stood alone in a rounded clearing. I tried to call out
to the moss and narrow vines crawling along the ground at my
feet, but there was no answer.
…Solitude.
I was racked with desolate loneliness. With each breeze, I
stretched my branches desperately, hoping to rustle against the
others, but I came up short every time.
Maybe I could reach them if I stretched farther. So I sucked in
ground energy through my roots and light energy through my
leaves. My trunk thickened, and my branches extended. My
needlelike leaves stretched, grasping toward the shining green
leaves of the closest oak.
Alas! Just before I could finally make contact, the oak leaves
turned brown, wilted, and fell all at once. The moisture drained
out of the branches and even the trunk; it weakened and died,
then toppled over from the base. And it wasn't just the oak. All
the trees at the rim of the rounded clearing were dying and crumbling. Soon their remains, too, were covered by the carpet of
moss.
I lamented my solitude in the now larger clearing, then sucked
strength from the ground and sun again. My trunk swelled, creaking, and my branches expanded. This time I reached for the next
closest tree, a laurel.
Once again, its leaves wilted before I could touch them, the
dead trunk rotted, and it toppled. So did the tree next to it. And
the one after. More and more trees fell, and the empty space grew
larger.
Because I was sucking up power to stretch my branches, the
other trees were dying. But even understanding this, I did not
stop trying to touch them. How many times did I repeat the same
thing? Eventually, I was dozens of times the size of the other
trees, and the clearing itself was dozens of times its original span.
The same could be said of my loneliness.
No matter how hard I reached, the day would never come
when my pointed needles made contact with the leaves of another
tree. But by the time I realized this, it was too late to turn back.
My leaves and branches gobbled up incredible amounts of sun,
regardless of my wishes, and the vast lattice of my roots devoured
the power of the earth. The cold empty space grew by the day as
the trees fell over dead, one after another after another…
"That is enough," said a sudden voice, freeing me from the
cedar.
I blinked once, and instantly I was back in the Great Library,
surrounded by an endless array of bookshelves lit by orange
lamplight, resting on polished stone floor. Before me was a round
table, upon which sat two swords. My Black One and Eugeo's
Blue Rose Sword. They both looked totally real, but this could not
be true. Both of them were gone, confiscated when we were
thrown into the cells.
As I sat gazing emptily at the white and black swords, a small
hand reached out from the other side of the table and grabbed the
handle of the black sword first. It wavered, then vanished in silence. Next, she brushed the Blue Rose Sword. Again, it blinked
away as though sucked up into her palm.
"...Aye. I've received the memories of the swords that you
have brought forth," Cardinal said with satisfaction. I looked into
the eyes of the black-robed girl across the table—and only then
did I realize I had fallen into a kind of trance. Next to me, Eugeo's
green eyes wandered dully, then he suddenly jolted and blinked.
"…Huh…? I was just…on the highest peak…of the End Mountains," he murmured.
I couldn't help but smirk. "You were all the way up there,
man?"
"Yeah. It was incredibly cold and extremely lonely…"
"Do not relax yet," scolded Cardinal. I sat upright, realizing
we'd been getting into chitchat mode. The little sage had her eyes
closed. Her brows drew together slightly in concentration, and
then she nodded.
"Aha…I believe that simplifying the command is preferable to
tweaking the technique itself. I shall start with your sword, Kirito."
She tapped the table with her left hand, silently producing a
sheet of blank parchment. She then brushed the sheet with her
other hand, sliding from top to bottom.
That simple action produced at least ten lines of command
text. She spun the sheet around and slid it over to me, then repeated the process for Eugeo. The two of us shared a look and
then glanced down to examine our sheets.
The text, written in blue-black ink, was entirely in the sacred
script (meaning the alphabet), with no commands in the common
tongue (Japanese). In orthodox sacred arts format, the list was
numbered down the left, with each entry's command to the right.
Starting from System Call at the top and ending with Enhance
Armament on line ten, there were at least twenty-five command
words in the list.
That was shorter than the Perfect Control that Eldrie used on
his Frostscale Whip, to be sure, but it was still a major task to
memorize it all.
"Ummm…I don't suppose I could keep this as a cheat sheet…"
"Of course not. Not even a fresh-faced new student at the
academy would be allowed to peek at the text when demonstrating their practical skill," Cardinal chided. "For one thing, if you
removed any object connected to this library and it fell into
enemy hands, that might lead to the unraveling of my spatial isolation."
"B-but…those knives…"
"Those are linked to me personally—that's different. Now get
to memorizing and stop whining. Eugeo's already working on
his."
My head whipped around, and to my shock, goody-two-shoes
Eugeo was already gazing intently at the list, his lips moving
soundlessly. I gave up and looked back at my own list, just as Cardinal added a cruel condition to the exercise.
"You have thirty minutes to memorize this list."
"Aw, come on…," I protested. "What is this, an exam? At least
give us more time to—"
" Fool! " she thundered. "Listen to me: Your swords were confiscated when you were locked up at eleven o'clock the previous
morning. Your ownership of the items will reset after twenty-four
hours, which means you will no longer be able to utilize this Perfect Weapon Control at all!"
"Oh…r-right. And what time is it now…?"
"Well after seven o'clock. Even allowed a full two hours to re-
cover the weapons, you have very little time left."
"...Um, okay," I admitted, giving the command list my undivided attention this time.
Fortunately for me, the sacred arts of the Underworld, unlike
magic spells in ALfheim Online , used familiar English terminology. The format was similar to programming language, so my
memorization was aided by understanding the words, not just the
sounds.
The command list Cardinal wrote out was split into three
major processes: (1) Accessing the object's deep data (the sword's
memory) stored in the memory module; (2) selecting and molding the necessary portions alone; and (3) applying them to the
current form of the sword to expand attack power. The methodology was similar to the "image buffer overwriting" experiment I
tried out on the zephilia flowers back at the dorm, but none of the
terms used were from the academy's textbooks, meaning that
only Cardinal would be able to come up with this combination,
due to her knowledge of the entire command list.
Even as I committed the ten commands to memory, a small
part of my mind wandered.
The Rath scientists who had created the Underworld called the
data format that recorded all the objects in this world mnemonic
visuals . Over two years (of my personal subjective time) ago, at
Agil's bar in Okachimachi in the real world, I had explained the
broad concept to Asuna and Sinon. Through observation and experimentation, I had learned some things during my time here
since.
The Underworld, unlike traditional VRMMOs, was not made
of polygonal models. A processor called the Main Visualizer read
and buffered the sum experiences of all those who connected to—
or lived in—the world, from rocks and trees to dogs and cats,
tools, buildings, and so on. When needed, it would extract the
necessary information to display to the diver. The reason I was
able to grow the zephilia flowers that shouldn't have grown in the
northern empire was that I'd temporarily overwritten the average
buffer data ("It doesn't grow here") with the mental image that
said it could grow.
Furthermore: All objects in this world were saved as memories.
So wouldn't the reverse be true as well? Could memories be
turned into objects? I had seen something before that I couldn't
explain in any other way.
Two years and two months ago, when I first awoke in the forest south of Rulid, I wandered until I reached the banks of the
Rul River. When I did, I was faced with an incredibly vivid image:
that of a flaxen-haired boy and a blond girl walking against the
backdrop of the setting sun—and a boy with short black hair, too.
The image had vanished in a matter of seconds, but it was no
trick of the eyes. Even now, if I closed my lids, I could see the
burning red sunset, the light glinting off the girl's waving hair,
and the sounds of the kids treading through the grass. I had
called the trio of children from my own memory. Obviously, one
boy was Eugeo. The girl had to be Alice. And the black-haired
boy…
"That's thirty minutes. How do you feel?" Cardinal said, cutting off the line of thought running through the back of my mind.
I flipped over the sheet of parchment and envisioned the command from the start. For not giving it my undivided concentration, I was relieved to find that I could recall every last word. "I've
got it probably perfect."
"That was somewhat of an oxymoron. How about you, Eugeo?"
"Uh…um, I think I've got it probably per…probably fine."
"Very good," Cardinal said, stifling a smirk. "Just so you know,
while Perfect Control is a powerful technique, it must not be used
at every single opportunity. Its use consumes a considerable
amount of the sword's life. On the other hand, it doesn't do to
save it up if you are about to fall. Gauge the moment; use it
wisely. Afterward, you must return it to its sheath and allow the
life to recover."
"That sounds…tough…," I grumbled, then I flipped the parchment over again. I ran my eyes over the full command one more
time for good measure and noticed something. "Huh? Wait a
sec…The last phrase of this command is Enhance Armament ,
right?"
"Is there something wrong with that?"
"N-no, that's not what I mean. When we fought Eldrie, the
Perfect Weapon Control technique he used had something else
after that. It was, like, um…R…Rele…," I mumbled.
Eugeo stepped in to finish. "Release Recollection, I think. It
was after he said that that his whip turned into a real snake. Boy,
that really startled me."
"Yeah, exactly. Don't we need something like that, too, Cardinal?"
"Hrm," the black-robed sage grumbled, looking annoyed. "Listen, there are two stages to Perfect Weapon Control: Enhancing
and Release. Enhancing recalls specific portions of the weapon's
memory to unlock more attack power. And Release, as the name
would suggest, unlocks and recalls all of the weapon's memory to
unleash its wildest power."
"Wildest power, huh…I guess that explains it. With Eldrie's
whip, he strengthened it to increase its range and split it into
multiple parts, and then he released it so that it turned into a
snake and attacked of its own will…"
Cardinal blinked in affirmation and said, "Precisely so. But I
must be clear up front that this is still beyond your means."
"Wh-why?" asked Eugeo, clearly surprised.
The sage intoned, "It is the weapon's wildest power, as I said.
The strength created by Release Recollection is beyond the ability
of a new wielder to control, especially for a divine-level weapon.
It will harm you as much as the enemy—perhaps even be fatal to
you."
"P-point taken," said my partner, ever the obedient schoolboy.
I had no choice but to accept her terms, too. But Cardinal could
sense I was unconvinced, so she added, "The time will come when
you can make use of Release…perhaps. The sword will teach you
everything. But that assumes you can get it back first."
"Yeah, yeah," I muttered.
Cardinal rolled her eyes and tapped the base of her staff
against the floor. The two parchments rolled themselves up on
their own and even seemed to shrink—only to be replaced by
long, narrow baked goods.
"You must be hungry after all that thinking. Eat up."
"Huh…? Are these magic treats that'll help us remember the
commands or something…?"
"Of course not."
"Oh. Right."
Eugeo and I shared a look, then we picked up the sweets. At
first, I thought they were the simple flour pastries with sugar
sprinkled on top like the kind you could buy from the market in
Centoria, but in fact, they were a much more real-world kind of
delicacy: flaky piecrust coated with white chocolate. The combination of crispy texture and rich sweetness was so reminiscent of
the real world that it nearly brought tears to my eyes.
We raced to see who would finish first, and once I was done, I
looked up with a sigh of satisfaction into Cardinal's gentle, understanding eyes.
The young sage nodded slowly and said, "Now…it is time for
good-byes."
There was such a weight to that brief statement, I couldn't
help but deny it. "But once we complete our goals, you'll be able
to come out safely, right? Good-bye seems a little dramatic…"
"That is correct. Assuming all goes well, of course…"
"…"
True, if we lost to the Integrity Knights at any point on our
mission to reach the top of the cathedral, Cardinal would be
forced to undergo another long, long wait. In fact, the stress test
would probably arrive before she found another assistant, plunging the world into blood and flame.
But despite the looming, tragic catastrophe waiting in the
wings, Cardinal's smile was pure and gentle. I felt an odd sensation clutch at my chest, and I bit my lip. She nodded almost imperceptibly and spun around.
"Come. It is time. Follow me…and I will send you through the
door closest to the third-floor armory."
The walk from the first-floor library hall back to the entrance
room with its countless back doors was disappointingly short.
Under his breath, Eugeo silently mouthed the commands for
his Perfect Weapon Control technique, while my eyes never left
the small figure of Cardinal leading the way.
I wanted to talk more. I wanted to know more about what she
had thought and felt during those two hundred years in solitude.
The sensation that I needed to know these things clawed its way
up to my throat, but her pace was so quick and resolute that it
brooked no discussion.
Once we were in the familiar chamber with countless hallways
leading off the three other walls, Cardinal beckoned us toward
one on the right side. Only after walking down the thirty-foot
hallway to the simple door waiting at the end did she finally stop
and turn back to us.
The smile on her pink lips was as gentle as ever. There was
even a hint of a certain satisfaction there.
In a crisp, clear tone, she said, "Eugeo…and Kirito. The fate of
the world now rests on you two. Whether it is plunged into hellfire…or sinks into oblivion. Or," she added, staring right at me, "if
you find a third way. I have told you all that I can tell and given
you all that I can give. As for the rest, simply follow in your beliefs."
"…Thank you, Cardinal," Eugeo said, his voice brimming with
determination. "I know I'll reach the top of Central Cathedral…
and bring Alice back."
I felt like I should say something, too, but no words came. Instead, I simply bowed my head in respect.
Cardinal nodded resolutely, her smile now gone, and she
grabbed the knob.
"Now…go!"
She turned it and, in the next moment, flung the door wide
open. Eugeo and I pushed against the sudden rush of cold, dry air
and leaped through.
After five or six steps, I heard a small noise behind me and
looked over my shoulder to see nothing but cold, smooth marble
wall. There wasn't a single trace of the door to the Great Library.