The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend.

If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment.

"Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."

Can we? (New version)

My pair of legs swing to the melody of the music I'm listening to. I sat on one of the benches in the library, looking at some of the tall bookshelves around me. I started to think that the ordinary days that I had before would be different from now on, a sweet smile was etched on my lips, I think Alaska was the cause. 


Ever since the man said he needed me to help with his collaborative work, I felt that I was a girl he was starting to accept her existence. The second he needed me, that very second I felt a little more useful instead of bothering him. Well, I think after this maybe I'll still bother him as usual, I like it when he secretly curses rudely because of my behavior, I like how his sharp eyes look at me. I love everything about him, even if it hurts me sometimes. 


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