Breath.

Gwen didn't even notice when they got out of the shower. She was on his bed already and he was in between her thighs. He kissed her neck and trailed lower and she tensed when he kissed her bellybutton. He parted her legs a little more and his lips kissed her tender flesh. He sucked , nibbled , licked and even bit. Gwen clutched the sheets as she tried to keep her brain functioning. She closed her eyes and let herself get lost in the land of pleasure.

She moaned when his hands rubbed at her gates.

" Alec..."

He dove a finger in and he could feel her juices. She was extremely wet. He slid it back and forth and let the sounds of her soft moans pleasure his ears. He put in another finger and slid faster and her watched her bite her lip. He came to her lips and kissed her without extracting his fingers. She brought her arms around his neck and moaned against his lips. He brought his other hand to her aching breast and played with it. He cupped and pressed it.

He took his fingers out and rubbed her inner thighs.

" I'm going in." He whispered in her hair and with one slow move , he slid inside her. Gwen's stretched to accommodate him. He started to move and Gwen was amazed by the feeling of him inside her. She'd never get used to this. He pushed deeper , faster and groaned as his urge grew. Their sounds filled the room and they moved as one.

Gwen felt a warm fluid pour out of her and Alec only grew stronger. He pushed so deep she thought he'd go through her. She held on for support and her nails dug in to his skin. He kissed her and he thrust with all his might till his fluid filled her. He thrust one more time and they both lay on the bed , their breathing heavy. He gathered her shaking body in his arms and kissed her. He closed his eyes and slowly drifted off into sleep.

Alec opened his eyes and he was seated behind the wheel of his dreaded SUV. He watched his hands clasp the wheel . He struggled to let go but it was like he was watching his body from a distance. He drove a while before stopping outside a restaurant. He picked up the gun from the seat next to him . He looked at it for a while before aiming it.

" No! " His eyes shot open and he was sweating. He turned to Gwen and she was still asleep in his arms. He kissed her and slowly got out of bed. It was still dark outside. Alec stood by the window and let the cold breeze wash over him. His heart was pounding and he had a headache. Why would he have that dream? He closed his eyes and steadied his breathing.

" Breathe Alec , breathe..." He looked back at Gwen , she looked so happy in her sleep. She was beautiful and she was his...all his. He shut the window and sat by the bed .He covered Gwen with the blanket and played with her hair. Thoughts were flooding his mind but the one that stuck out was the thought of having her forever.

" What's on your mind?" She opened her eyes and sat up.

" I was just watching you sleep. You're beautiful. " He caressed her cheek.

" You've called me that so many times that I'm almost making it my fourth name." She smiled and held his hand. She brought it to her face and kissed it. " You've been having nightmares. "

" I won't have any nightmares as long as you hold me tight in your arms. " He had worry on his face and Gwen was concerned. He got into the blanket and held her. She hugged him back and rubbed his chest till he fell asleep.

" I'll hold you like you like this every night if I have to. " She closed her eyes. " Every night. "

Rays of morning light peeped through the window and Gwen's eyes fluttered open. She put her hand up to block the rays but they seeped through her fingers. She tried to get up but she was trapped in Alec's strong arms. He was perfection itself. The sunlight touched his face just right and brought his skin to life. She placed her lips gently on his cheek and he stirred in his sleep. She took the opportunity to squeeze out of bed. She took a bath and dressed up. She sat by the window and let the sunlight warm her up as she watched Alec sleep.

He slept soundly and the only sound to be heard was his light breathing. Gwen sighed as her eyes moved around the room. She'd only spent a short while here but every second lasted an eternity. She felt empty inside when she thought about leaving. She hadn't told Alec yet , she forgot.

" Hey beautiful. " His blue eyes fluttered open and he smiled. He stretched his arms and got out of bed. He came to Gwen and kissed her forehead. She held his hands and kissed them one by one.

" Alec , it's time for me to go."