Su Li's Past II

Su Li

That night I thought I won't tell anyone anything. I couldn't even think of anything either. 

My body was feeling so much pain but I had no energy to check on anything. 

I can't explain how I was feeling. I was lying on the bed limply, hoping to die.

I don't remember when I drifted to sleep. One moment it was very hot and another it was cold.

I was being played between fire and ice. Slowly that also started to fade away. 

Everything felt heavy and far away. As if I am in desert searching for water but can't find it. My footsteps are getting heavier by each step, but I don't have any choice other than to keep walking.

Everything went blank. My head was spinning, I wanted it to stop, but didn't knew how to.

Suddenly I felt something cool on the desert but that sensation also went away. 

I knew that I wasn't conscious enough to understand my surroundings.