Asking For Money

Su Li

Butler Zheng welcomed me like he always do, but I don't feel the same coming here anymore.

I feel like I have a huge weight on my shoulders. It's just talking to BaiBai. What can happen?

When did I became such a coward? No, I was always a coward. I don't know who thought that I am not afraid of anything.

If I could I would want to spend the rest of my life sleeping on my bed. That would be a perfect escape from all the situations. But as cruel as it is I am left with no choice but to face it.

I think I am overthinking things. What could happen here right now? Nothing worse than what I have faced before or going to face in the future.

Still, no matter how many words of encouragement I tell myself I don't feel like doing this.

I take a deep breath and then release it while trying my best that no one notices I am freaking out.

I am already standing In front of Butler Zheng. There is no point in thinking of any other option now.