" I don't wait for reasons to write, just as I don't want to hear the reasons for anyone leaving, and I don't wait for reasons to leave or stay. I don't even know the reasons for staying until this moment. I smile for no reason, disgust for no reason, and ignore Without a reason and fighting without a reason and without knowing what I'm fighting for,
I don't ever want to know which way to go To continue I wanna hang around for no reason Tired and back for no reason To stop and go for no reason To hear a certain couplet of a song for no reason To hear a part of it over again for no reason To run to the window,
And I cheer, scream and laugh for no reason I am tired of reasons I am tired of means I hate ends and motives I am tired of doing atrocities and virtues because there is a reason I want to be stripped of reasons whatever they are by erasing and forgetting them never to return to it,
I want to live in vain, to leave in vain, to pass in vain, to exist in vain, I want to do everything for no reason.
I want to do all the things you want me to do
Frankenstein to Amy.
I hope you come back soon, my dear wife."
War is the road to the unknown
Chapter twenty nine : Is your work better than the big Hermes group of companies?
I know that pain diminishes when we share it, and how revelation helps heal, and that the best provision on a sad path is a companion who knows how to wipe away the darkness of days from your soul.
I believe that souls were created to make it easy for one another, that sadness breaks between two, joy multiplies, laughter rises, and looks become meaningful. I am captivated by the mercy that lies in consolation. And the kindness hidden in someone's saying:
"We only have to make it easy for each other."
This is the last day I will work in this shop.
I went to the restaurant.. I got there at six in the morning Michael was opening the shop like every day and any normal day
Floors cleaned, meals served, etc. The day went by quickly, or that's what I expected ... Except when I heard a loud scream that came from Mr. Michael's room
"What? Even you? Why did you suddenly decide to go and not come like this.. Is this Kaiden's plan? Looks like I'll go out and talk to him now."
What does that idiot want now? Fuck that...
Michael walked out of his office and walked right in front of me, followed by Valentina.
"Wait...wait a minute, Mister Michael" Valentina said nervously on her face
"So, Kayden, what's wrong with you all of a sudden? You told me you were going to go and I told you I was OK, and I'm going to work this out quickly.. I'm going to find someone new, quickly." .. But now you're telling Valentina, don't you work here? are you kidding me ? Or do you just like to get me out of my head?" Mister Michael said with a very angry face
Valentina was trying to calm him down in various ways, but he did not respond, as he focused entirely on Kaiden at that time.
" Mr. Michael, in fact, I was the one who agreed to finish the work in the kitchen .. because Valentina started to speak, but Mr. Michael interrupted her quickly and said
" What ? Did you agree to leave work when I need clients? You know that I have a shortage of workers this period, but nevertheless, you will leave the restaurant? Did something happen to you guys? " Mr. Michael said while he was worried.. Of course he is not worried about Kayden and Valentina, but rather he is worried about the restaurant, which will fall into some problems that will be present in the coming period.
" This is what I was trying to tell you, Mr. Michael.. In fact, I have found a better job than this place, and it will also provide me with enough money to complete my university as well..." Valentina said while trying to explain the matter to Mr. Michael
" What ? Would you say that there is a better job than the one I provided for you? This is impossible.. With my salary that I give you.. Three thousand pounds.. Who will give you such a huge amount that I am saving for you? hehe .. Nobody, don't forget yourselves, you're still students after all..anybody will tell you that if you go to them, so I see you're just making shit here and there," Michael said, feeling a little proud in his words.
Where he has shown his generosity in this matter
It is true that whoever they go to will say that they are still students and he will give them a small amount Compared to 3,000 a month in a slum and a slum city like Erast, that is normal. A poor and forgotten city like that had a relatively high unemployment rate compared to other cities.
But he does not know who they will go to
"Actually, Mr. Michael, we are going to the Hermes complex..." Before she could finish her sentence, Mr. Michael interrupted her and said
"Did you say the Hermes corporate complex?"
Mr. Michael felt a great shock, as if a thunderbolt from the sky suddenly fell on him, and he could not speak for a few moments.
While Kayden was indifferent to Mr. Michael's very loud screams, an energy of excitement suddenly appeared in Kayden's eyes.. It seemed as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.
" So now is your business better than the big Hermes group of companies? huh? Huh.. tell me, there seems to be something wrong with my ear, and I can't hear well."
" Well.. he." Mister Michael couldn't answer him and felt very ashamed at that moment
"Yeah, yeah, what are you saying, I can't hear you well? Were you saying good work?" Kayden took it too far. .. As if he is letting out everything in him.. It seems that the screaming that Michael used to do during working hours is due to him again
" And do you know what else? He will give Valentina an amount of at least five thousand pounds, and this is double your salary... Three thousand, you stingy, Mr. Michael," said Kayden arrogantly.
It was known that the Hermes group of companies is a very large-scale institution, so the amount of five thousand pounds a month is a normal and very small amount.. But since Valentina is under training, this is a reasonable amount of money
But Mr. Michael can't say anything.. How is the Hermes group of companies.. If Mr. Michael had found work there, he would have closed the restaurant a very long time ago.
Therefore, he cannot deny the significant difference between the two works.
" So how did you get these things all of a sudden... a student at a school at the Hermes Group of Companies... and an employee at a restaurant at the Hermes Group of Companies... I mean, how the hell did those things get so quickly? "