My life is full of darkness that is White as snow and gray as ash. It's so cold that it numbs your skin. It never stops trying to take control until the last thing you see before the final blow comes from its unseen master. And it's always followed by death. Death is inevitable.
You can either fight or run. But even running from the darkness cannot save you.
And so, Darkness takes hold of your soul and consumes it like water filling the lungs. It's suffocating you. You can't get out. It's too big, too strong, you're trapped in the abyss with no hope left to save yourself. And so, you wait for the end. For it to come. To take you from this place.
There are times when it seems impossible to fight off the darkness. Even when the light burns bright, But I never give up.
I refuse. Because Once I met my flame in the dark, it was the darkness running from me.
When the darkness is running who is dumb enough to follow?
The answer will be in these pages, but I must warn you, following us on this journey will be bumpy and everything could happen in a matter of minutes.
It will be dark, adventurous, and romantic in a psychotic way but before we start the journey to happiness I will need to show you how I got to this stage in my life and why I'm as fucked up as I am. Be aware of these potential triggers.
Tw: Rape, Blood and Gore, Dark themes, Starvation, Abuse, Drug Addiction, Animal Death, Child Abuse, sexually explicit scenes, Slut shaming, Self-Harm.
If you have decided to stay and continue this journey with me and my flame, then hold on tight and enjoy the ride because it's a bumpy one.