Alone

{ Y/N POV}

" why did you do that Y/N? I was scared out of my wit when I heard you ran out of the mansion... I know how bad you want to explore life but life isn't all about that, there are wicked people out there who want you dead to get back at your father" Jin lectured.

"Oppa, do you have to scold me too? Everyone has been scolding me since my return, you need to see their faces. Even Appa hit me for the first time and I still have a bandaid on my face while locked up all alone in this suite. I don't even go down to eat with the others anymore, I have to eat here" I tried gaining sympathy from my best friend pouting like a kid.

" yaah don't try to get sympathy out of me, it's not working!.. I know you're pouting like a spoiled brat now, I can see you from here. I would have smacked you on that stubborn head of yours if I were there, aigoo you ungrateful kid you should be thankful your father gave such minor punishment to you. He's too soft when it comes to you"

" Oppa do you think Appa still has a soft spot for me? He looked scary when he slapped me and to top all of that none of my brothers has come to see me in this prison not even Jun-Seo, I'm so sad right now"

" Yah, yah do you expect all of them to hug you and say you did a great job running from home? Of course, they still love you and must have things keeping them busy at the moment, you wouldn't see me there too if I was around" Jin chided

Pabo I can see you holding that laughter from there haha.

" Now I'm so sad, " I told rolling my eyes, I know if he were here he would have charged at me he hates it when I roll my eyes at him.

" Y/N AH, don't you think it's more refreshing that you're sad than knowing you ran away, tell you what I'm sleeping a happy man tonight"

" Oppa you're not helping the situation at all plus my brothers and Appa are never too busy for me before, can't they just forgive already? I already said I'm sorry" I was now getting sad for real.

"Y/N saying you're sorry doesn't erase the fact that you almost got yourself killed being out there on the blood-hungry streets alone, you should have known by now why your father doesn't want you out there, mhm" Jin lectured again.

Now thinking about everything and hearing it from Jin, that was a stupid and dangerous move from my side even though I had a little bit of fun while out there. How was I going to change my fate and make a difference if I had died?

Y/N where is your brain?

" Jin Oppa I'm sorry okay? I won't ever put you all in a situation like that, I don't even know how to face Appa and I don't have access to anything in here not even a TV, I'm so bored and lonely that I'm getting frustrated, do you kn---" I was suddenly interrupted by Jin.

" hold on if you don't have access to any of those things that you just mentioned that means it's an order from your father then how come you're talking to me with my Eomma's phone?" Jin asked curiously.

I couldn't hold in my laughter anymore because he's being cute and funny.

" Jin is that supposed to be what you have to worry about now? I missed you and I persuaded Nana to sneak in her phone for me when she brought in my lunch, is that bad?" I asked him purposely getting on his nerves.

" Yaah Choi Y/N!!! Do you want to die? Don't get my mom involved in your mischievous plans you evil kid!!" he shouted from the other side.

I was laughing so hard but carefully not to attract attention on me from the men standing outside my door.

" Oppa I have to go I think I heard footsteps," I said wanting to end the call now I'd gotten on Jin's nerves.

" yah you evil kid wait till I get ba--" I disconnected the call grinning like an idiot, hiding the phone immediately till Nana brings my dinner.

Finally something fun, I miss you Oppa.

Jin has been my friend since I was a baby because I spent more time with him and Nana, we got close even though he's the same age as Jun-Seo and Hansol. The three of them are friends too but I always fight with them over who is Jin's best friend, they gave up on always bickering with me about that and I won.

Poor Jin he is my partner in most of my crimes just like Nana is right now sneaking in her phone for me.

Going to sit by the window I can see the men loitering around in black suits and wired earphones, I miss my brothers and I just want to hug them and spend time with them. I want to go back to being their little princess, it's suffocating in here alone.

My few days of doing things on my own were so good even if I hid in disguise, I still do not know how my father was able to find me but I know it's nothing compared to how he runs his business. I'm just a little fly that can easily be found no matter where I go, now that I've had a bit of how that life feels like I can use that to hold on till when another opportunity comes.

I'm just going to be obedient and the little princess I used to be it's funny how I didn't want to be a princess days ago but now with how I was treated by everyone I'm craving that attention, once I'm out of the house arrest I'm going to be a good girl and stay out of trouble.

Fuck I've been away from school, was the school aware of my situation?

I don't have a lot of friends in college but I'm one of the most respected students no bullies, no mean girls, or whatever just normal college life. Sometimes I think if that's what makes my life somewhat boring.

My father is very influential and powerful normal people all think he got his power through legal and legit businesses although he has those too those are just a facade to deceive society, I was one of those people who once thought all of my father's businesses were legit until I found out he's a powerful mafia lord.

I don't regret being his daughter I'm happy I am because even though my father is cold and emotionless while handling business, I've got to experience and see the soft and good sides of him not only to me but to everyone he cares about. I just wish this mafia era would end and we would all enjoy our lives as normal people do.

I think that is the most viable reason I wasn't given a tough time in school like some students, my college isn't just any college. It's a school that only the influential go to, I can swear most of the kids there are kids of mafias or people with strong connections or very rich conglomerates kids. The security level is top-notch, and the school atmosphere is a no-nonsense kind of environment, it's just the same as being in the mansion with the same tight and unfriendly security.

I can't wait for my graduation next year

I have to find a way to appease my father, I want him to stop being mad at me and go back to how we were before. I love all of them so much and sometimes I wish I was able to meet my mother but it's sad I didn't even get to know her, Nana is the mother I know she treats me the exact way mother would have taken care of me.

I walked over to the bookshelf and brought out my photo album, in the album are mainly photos of my dad and the boys and Nana in different poses and angles. And then there's a photo of my mom that my father had given me years back, we are all a mixture of Appa and Eomma just that Jun-Seo looks almost exactly like mother why I and Jong-Dae got our features from both of them. She was smiling so beautifully in the pics while holding her protruding pregnancy bump, she looked very happy I wonder why death had to take her away not even allowing her to be with me, I miss her so much.

I stayed in the room alone for what seemed like hours until I hear the door open for Nana and she comes in with my dinner.

" How was your day child? Was it very boring?.. Here I brought you dinner and it's your favorite" Nana said while dropping the food tray on a coffee table near the bed she walked around to sit with me on the sofa.

" you can say that again Nana"

"I know right? I just can't do anything, I don't have any powers... I was able to speak with Jun-Seo but he's just as stubborn as you, I don't know why you all have to get that from your father" she said to me.

" Jun-Seo didn't even want to see me, he showed some concern when I first return but now I don't know anymore" I pouted

"Aish, kid don't think like that, they are probably following your father's order and they also want you to reflect on what you did. Believe me, they'll come around after this punishment, now come to have your dinner before it gets cold" she tried to make me stand up from where I was sitting.

" Jin is going to kill me when he's back and he's going to give you an ear full later," I told her going to bring the phone from where I hid it.

" I know already, I love getting an ear full from him haha" she laughed while heading to the door.

" cover yourself well and sleep well Y/N AH, this old lady loves you" she blew me an imaginary kiss and left.

My Nana is the best, I don't want to see her worry about me again.