mashall

xavera sat on the roof top staring at the view from down below....the traffic of the city.

"I should have known..it was just my wishful thinking" " and to think I embarrassed myself... everyone knew about it except me" " I'm a fool..a big fool" she screamed as tears rolled down her eyes. she felt a buzz; it was her phone

"hello..mom"

" where are you xavi...mashall is here to see you, remember how you've missed him so much,he is finally here" her mother said whilst smiling wide

' yes I remember..thanks for the reminder'

"mom I can't come right now..work and stuff

and even if I leave now it'll be late before I get back...tell him not to bother"

"what do you mean not to bother....did he complain to you, get home this minute" her mother yelled

' if I told you I felt like throwing myself down from where I am..will you let the matter slide mom?'

" Aunt let it go , we could come some other time" xavera heard mashall deep voice through the phone

'we?' xavera ended the call as she started laughing crazily

" we? we? you mean you and her?

what about me mashall?" she yelled while choking on her words" I told you I'll wait...I swore..I promised..why? why not evelyn who cheats on her boyfriend or cichi who date alot of men but me?"

' it is true what they say....bad things always happen to good people'

" you think I can't leave without you right? you think I'll jump or stab myself because you left me..no you're wrong"she said to herself

" you are wrong" she yelled

' I'll live for myself'