Today's Diary Entry Titled: Searching...

There is so much in this world to explore where time feels short. My life has just begun and I feel like am coming up empty handed. Days I lay awake asking God what is my purpose? Who do you want me to be? Who do you want me to become? Some say you'll never have it all figured out but the perfectionist in me begs to differ.

Searching for love...

Searching for inclusion...

Searching for passion...

Wanting to be accepted but at the same time caring nothing of what people think...what a clusterfuck.

Wanting to be alone but at the same time wanting to experience something so much more...what a mindfuck.

Wanting to float high into the sky but at the same time glad to be down to Earth...I need a swear word to put here that means a big disaster.

Overall, here I am worrying less. I could be far worse...even though I probably only have eight dollars to my name but I am officially on the job hunt. Shoot me now but I pray I make it.