The intake

It was now a new day and she was feeling a little nervous. Why you ask? Because she was having an intake that day and it was with a new program. Time passed by in the day. In that time she drew and read. When it was time for the appointment she sat at the table with her iPad and was reading until they came. It was an appointment that was hosted at her house so she didn't need to go anywhere. When they came they talked and asked questions. They asked to be alone with her for the safety plan and her mom obliged.

They did the safety plan but she mentioned about wanting to harm someone. She didn't really mean it but she wanted to know how they would respond. They looked shocked and weary. One of the people at the table scrunched her eyebrows in confusion. They asked who and she said "it's none of your business" alas here come the sassy queen. One of them requested, "Well how about we come up with a plan to avoid an unfortunate incident?" She replied by saying "the only unfortunate thing that could happen is if I fail. Hmm should I switch my target to you guys if I fail?" She said with a sarcastic voice. She had a smirk on her face that was saying 'what are you going to do about it?' This really provoked them and they got angered. 'Well it's no use if they get angered so fast. This relationship isn't going to work,' she thought.

They called in her mom and told her the situation and that they would have to go to ESU. Her mom went reluctantly and once they arrived, they were called in after a little wait. They talked and again more questions but they decided to send her home. The reason being that she completely changed her story so they would send her home. The story being that they had misunderstood her and she said that she was saying that in the past she wanted to hurt someone but not anymore. They believed her and sent her home.

When she got home she got reprehended by her mom, but she didn't care. She got them to show their true colors so she would definitely use it against them. You mouthy be wondering why she's acting out of character, that's just how she gets around strangers, and her mom wasn't exactly helping either. Her brother later in the day asked her if she wanted to draw with him but she said she was busy. "What could you possibly be busy with? You do absolutely nothing all day" she responded by saying "I just am," he left it at that and went to the table to draw. She was busy but not in a normal way. She wasn't busy with work or anything like that.

She was busy trying to calm herself down. She was busy trying to silence the voices in her head. She was busy trying to tell herself it's ok. This was her being busy, she wanted to tell her brother that but she didn't. Why? Because he wouldn't understand, no one does. She was going to text her friend but stopped herself. 'I can't bother her all the time'

It was time to go to bed and this time it wasn't so pleasant. Her mom went to check on her because she heard a scream from the girls room but she was asleep. She was sweating and looked fearful. Her mom tried to wake her up by calling her name but she couldn't hear her. Her mom decided to shake her and she finally woke up. She looked distraught and in shock. She was kind of out of it so she couldn't hear her mom talking to her.

"Are you listening?" Her mom raised her voice when she said this and it finally woke up the girl from her fear. She was still sweating when she said "yes I'm listening,"

"What happened? Why were you screaming?"

"Uh, I just had a bad dream, that's all."

Her mom stared at her and guessed that she didn't want to talk about it so she said "if you want you can stay up if you don't want to go back to sleep right away" the girl hummed in response and that was exactly what she did.