17

"Have you confessed yet?" Taehyung asked over a video call with Jimin, he was in his dorm room completely naked on the couch. Hoseok moved out after graduating but Taehyung stayed in his dorm room cause he's still studying, so he was alone all the time and felt more comfortable walking around naked.

"No, and I'm not going to." Jimin answered getting up from his bed to close his door so that Jungkook doesn't over hear from his own room. "May I ask why?" Taehyung asked, as I said before, they often masturbate while facetiming together. Which is what taehyung was doing.

"Because, he's just a baby. He needs a lot of care and attention and he's so fragile. I can't risk ruining our friendship because there's a lot more that's on the line then just besties." Jimin explained crowling onto his stomach to lie down like that.

"Exactly! There's a lot more between you two then just friends. Embrace that fact don't throw it away!" Taehyung complained annoyed that Jimin was waisting precious time that could be spend fucking- I mean!✨Being together✨

"No! I told you, I can't risk it. I need to be here to protect Jungkook, what if things goes south? What if he wants nothing to do with me after I confess? What if he gets hurt again? What if i won't be able to help him! What if-"

"What if he loves you back? You want to protect him? Well the best way to do that is to be honest to him." Taehyung explained hoping he'd knock some sense into Jimin's brain.

"Be honest to me about what?"Jungkook creeped up behind Jimin not realizing Jimin and Taehyung didn't know he was there, and not realizing he wasn't supposed to over hear.

"Ah! " jimin exclaimed in fright jumping up from his position on the bed. "Jimin has a crush on you. " Taehyung taddle tailed bluntly, so bluntly that Jungkook didn't believe him and thought it was a joke.

"Hyungie, you'd tell me if somethings wrong right?" Jungkook whispered with the cutest puppy eyes ever. "Of course I would, Tae hyungie and I aren't talking about you, my love." Jimin lied and petted Jungkook's head gently, "I'm being serious!" Taehyung wined annoyed that he was being ignored. "Really? " Jungkook asked looking over at Jimin's phone with a 'yeah, if you say so bestie' smirk.

"Yes, I have really big crush on your adorable self. Whoever doesn't is completely insane, I mean, look how handsome you are. Even when you're sick!" Jimin acted as if he was with a child, and it fueled a lot of water and air to an already big tree that is Jungkook's ego. Jungkook is pretty insecure about everything and always seems to think he's just a burden, but when it came to his looks he was rather confident. With good reason too.

"Of course im handsome." Jungkook's proud grin brought happiness to Jimin's eyes. "Was anything wrong? Why did you come to jiminssi's room?" Jimin asked talking about himself in the third person perspective, he found that it helped Jungkook concentrate on what he's saying. Jungkook already had pretty severe ADHD and often forgets what he was talking about and changed the subject, and since he's gone mute he would sometimes stop whispering and just mouth non-understandable words. Talking in the third person perspective helped him not do that as much.

"I was hungry, i wanted to ask you to cook some Doenjang Jjigae. I didnt realize you were busy though, so I'll just make some ramen, do want any? " Jungkook said but Jimin instantly replied with, "No, I'll come cook it for you. Taehyung-ah, you should eat too."

"I already ate." Taehyung replied then noticed Jimin was picking up the phone and was now moving to the kitchen with Jungkook following behind him. "It's okey Jiminssi, just continue what you were doing." Jungkook said thinking he was troubling Jimin again, clutching onto Jimin's t-shirt, as always. "Taehyung, did you really eat? Something other then a breakfast bar or energy drinks." Jimin questioned ignoring Jungkook and starting to make the food. "Yep, I had lunch with my parents, my eomma fed me enough chicken breasts to feed a whole village." Taehyung laughed and Jimin sneezed cutely, making Jungkook smile brightly at how princessy his sneezes are. Though he was sad that he got Jimin sick he still loved his cuteness.

"Okey, do you want to continue chatting then? I think we said all that had to be said..." Jimin said kind of coldly not wanting Taehyung to say anything more to jungkook. "Yeah.... goodbye, Jiminie..." Taehyung luckily understood where Jimin was coming from, and he wanted to let Jimin figure it out on his own. It'd be unfair for Taehyung to try and decide for him.

"Are you and Tae hyungie fighting about something?" Jungkook asked sensing the bad vibes, "Yeah, Mommy and Daddy are having a little bit of a disagreement." Jimin joked but Jungkook didn't find it very amusing.

"Why? Are you guys okey? What happened? " Jungkook was quite worried cause he's not used to seeing Jimin and Taehyung fighting. "Nothing to worry about Jungkookie. We'll figure it out, but I need you to stay out of it okey?" Jimin asked petting Jungkook head softly, "Okey..." Jungkook whispered trusting that Jimin and Taehyung would sort it out. They are best friends, nothing could keep them apart... right?

(That night)

"Hey babe," Hoseok said as he opened the door, "I missed you." Hoseok kissed Taehyung's cheek, he hasn't seen him in about a week. "Why aren't you dressed?" Taehyung complained, "I was supposed to be dressed?" Hoseok asked in his grey sweatpants, just the grey sweatpants. Nothing else.

"We were gonna go to the movies." Taehyung complained annoyed that Hoseok forgot about their date. "I'm sorry..." hoseok apologized wrapping his arms around Taehyung's waist, "I guess I lost track of time."

"Its okey..." Taehyung said softly caressing Hoseok's forehead, he wasn't mad. Taehyung knew Hoseok was busy and didn't blame him for forgetting about one date, Hoseok on the other hand felt awful about it and wanted to make up for it immediately.

"If you're busy I can-" he wanted to cancel their date but Hoseok interrupted. "I was just looking for a new apartment, that can wait."

"Do you need help?" Taehyung walked over to Hoseok's desk in his old room. Hoseok was staying with his parents. "We have a date, just let me get dressed." Hoseok said walking over to his closet, "No- LET ME TURN AROUND BEFORE YOU DO THAT!!" Taehyung nearly shouted turning around fast literally into the door, when Hoseok pulled his pants down he was completely naked because he wasn't wearing underwear.

"Why are you so flustered?" Hoseok asked grabbing a pair of boxer briefs, "You've seen me naked." He chuckled putting on the underwear then he noticed Taehyung's nose was bleeding.

"I'm still shy!" Taehyung scolded. "Babe, did you... run into the door??" Hoseok asked shook that Taehyung would be that stupid, "Dont change the subject!" Taehyung stood firmly, ignoring his bleeding and painful nose.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm not a very shy person, you know that! I didn't think you'd be uncomfortable, I'm so sorry." Hoseok apologized while wipping Taehyung's lip and chin with A WHITE SHIRT. White.... it was white... now it had a blood stain... it was white white.... I wanna murder my own character 😂

"I'm not uncomfortable, I just... I guess i still haven't gotten used to the fact that we can, you know. Look, at each other.... Touch each other, and lust freely and not be shy. I should probably be the one apologizing for getting mad at you." Taehyung said resting his hands on Hoseok's hips.

Throwing the WHITE t-shirt on the bed Hoseok cupped Taehyung's face, "Does it hurt?..." Hoseok asked softly kissing Taehyung's nose, "Yes it hurts! Hobibi, hold me!" Taehyung demanded spreading his arms open.

Hoseok chuckled and bend down only a little bit to not only rap his arms around Taehyung's slim waist but also place his head right on his neck. Taehyung gasped for air as Hoseok softly bit and sucked on his neck.

"H-hoseok!" Taehyung tried to push him away purely out of shyness, "You said: we could freely touch each other. Does that not count right now?" Hoseok asked breathing into Taehyung's neck, making small bruises that would soon fade away he continued sucking on his boyfriends neck.

"Hoseok! Your parents are home!" Taehyung said after feeling his legs being picked up and back being pushed against the door.

Hoseok slowly stopped sucking on his neck feeling hurt, "Sex isn't the only thing I think about...." Hoseok slowly let Taehyung's legs down and turned around, "I was just playing...." Hoseok felt extremely hurt, and it wasn't just this.

Anytime Hoseok did anything remotely sexual Taehyung would assume he wanted to have sex, at first he found it cute how dirty Taehyung's mind is but after a couple of times it got old and after a couple more it started hurting. It was like Taehyung thought the only reason Hoseok wanted him was for his body, or even worse, the only reason Taehyung wanted hoseok was for his dick.

"Let me get dressed real quick, we can leave in a minute." Hoseok said then continued getting dressed, Taehyung noticed something was wrong but he was going to wait until they leave so that Hoseok's parents don't get involved.

"Eomma, we're gonna go. I'll see you later." Hoseok said kissing his mother's cheek.

(In the car at the movie theatre)

"Hoseok, before we go in. C-can we talk about something?" Taehyung asked holding Hoseok's thigh, "Yep, what's up?" Hoseok's acted as if nothing was wrong.

"It's about earlier..." Taehyung slowly removed his hand from the older's thigh, "Taehyung, I already told you, I had no intention of doing anything to you. I was just playing, flustering you, teasing you. Why are you so upset??" Hoseok asked kind of rudely, mad that Taehyung brought it up again.

"I-i- I'm s-sorry! i-i did-didnt mean t-to up-upset you." Taehyung stuttered looking down at his feet. "Are you afraid of me?" Hoseok asked noticing the stutter, but no reply. "Taehyung, Are. You. Afraid of me?" Hoseok asked again more firmly this time. Still no reply.

"Taehyung!" Hoseok nearly shouted making Taehyung jump, "Are you fucking afraid of me?!" Hoseok's eyes were filling with tears, he knew why Taehyung would be afraid. He's had a history with anger issues and getting into fights at school and in bars. He acted like a sunshine but when he got mad he was rather scary.

"I know you won't hurt me! You'd never hurt me I know that!!" Taehyung exclaimed after getting the fright, "Then why are you scared?!" Hoseok's face turned upset. "J-just, nevermind! I told you I'm sorry. I just noticed you were upset so I asked about it, if you wanna have sex then say so!" Taehyung thought that Hoseok was mad because he said no to fucking, oh how wrong he was.

"You fucking bitc-" Hoseok was about to yell at Taehyung telling him he shouldn't have sex because someone else wants to and to not be afraid of him. But he calmed down and said it in the least scary way he could.

"If I ever catch you having sex with me when you don't want to, I swear to god I'll fucking leave. I'm not going to continue falling in love with someone who can't say no. And you're right, I wouldn't be caught dead hurting you on purpose. But I have a history of not realizing I'm hurting someone, so if we ever fight, or we're fucking, and I'm hurting you. You fucking tell me, you fucking slap me in the face you fucking scream bloody murder you do anything that gets me off of you. Do you understand?"

"It won't come to tha-" Taehyung tried to say but Hoseok interrupted by slapping his thigh and saying, "You understand?" in a less threatening voice. Giving Taehyung the confidence to say 'yes'.

"And about earlier, I wasn't upset because you wouldn't fuck with me. If I was I'd sulk not be mad. I was hurt because it feels like anything I do you think I just want your body, when really, I just want you. I want all of you, I want your personality, I want your opinions, I want your cuddles. And yes, I want your body too but i want everything else first and I want you to stop a ting like that the only reason in here. I love you Taehyung, more then you could ever imagine but if having sex is the only thing you care about... I'm going to break up with you. I can't be in a one sided relationship it... it hurts too much.... " Hoseok had the courage to explain his feelings and was about to regret it but Taehyung suddenly kissing him made him think he had nothing to worry about, which he didn't.

"You think I only want your body? Hoseok, I was horny. I'm always horny for you, which is why when you turn me on I'm going to let you know, but that doesnt mean it's the only thing I think about. It doesn't mean it's the only thing I want from you i-i love you too. I'm... I'm kind of a slut for you. And it doesn't help that you literally talking to me turns me on, we could be having a serious conversation about global warming or literally just studying together and my dick is hard. I'm in love with your voice, and your face, and your personality, and I want all of you, even if it may seem that I only want your body." Taehyung cupped Hoseok's cheeks, he didn't realize how much he was saying.

"You're in love with me?" Hoseok's eyes spilled happy tears while his hands trembled. "I-i am." it took some built up courage but Taehyung managed to say it. "S-saranghae..." Hoseok replied with a soft sob.

Taehyung giggled softly wiping away Hoseok's tears, "Come on, 'i love you's' are going to leave you in tears? You're better then that!" Taehyung teased softly pecking Hoseok's trembling lips. "I'm not, I'm really not." Hoseok chuckled staring at Taehyung's eyes that were also tearing up against his will.

"Saranghae Hoseok, and there's nothing you can do about it."

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