Chapter 9

PROFESSION OF LOVE

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After Addy had finished taking her bath,she found her way to the kitchen where Derek went to make coffee. Derek had already changed his clothes and was now wearing a blue t-shirt with jeans, his hair was rather messy and looked wet.

"You didn't dry your hair,you'll catch a cold yunno" Addy stated

"Says the person who was busy dancing in the rain" he said handing Addy a cup.

"Sugar?" Derek asked Addy

"Yes please, I like my coffee with sugar in it"

"Such a sweet tooth" Derek murmured

"Pardon?"

"I said such a sweetheart, you look good in my clothes. I think God made a perfect match"

Addy giggled, taking a sip of the coffee prepared, she smacked her lips as if trying to decipher whether the coffee tasted good or bad.

"Not bad for a gangster" she said

"I'm not a gangster Addy, I have no involvement in the underground activities of my father. My father might be bad but I'm not"

"Mmm.." Addy said closing her eyes, she seemed like she was enjoying the coffee

"Addy, I really care about you, I don't know how or when but you're literally all I think of , you're always on my mind" Derek said while Addy just kept staring at him and sipping her coffee.

Derek walked slowly to where Addy was and simultaneously Addy kept moving back until her back hit the counter in the kitchen, Derek lifted Addy up with no stress and placed her on the countertop.

"Addy" Derek called placing his hand on Addy's lap as he saw Addy take one more sip

"Mmm"

"How do I say this, uhm I think, no I'm sure that I've fallen in love with you" Derek said making Addy cough because apparently she was about to swallow when Derek confessed his feelings.

"Sorry I think I misheard you" Addy whispered mischievously even though she heard him clearly

"I said I love you Addison, I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I want us to grow old together while our children takes care of us"

Addy felt tears building up and her body became so hot even though it was so breezy in there.

"I.. I don't know what to say" she said to Derek who kissed the hand that had their engagement ring making Addy smile widely.

"Say you love me too"

"You love me too" Addy said while Derek chuckled

" I know you love me even if you can't say it, I know you love me Addy"

Derek placed himself in between Addy who was sitting on the countertop, he stood in between her legs with his hands on her thigh. He slowly moved his hands up into her shirt and held her slim waist, placing a feathery kiss on her neck then her cheeks, looking into Addy's hazel eyes he placed a kiss on her lips which still tasted like the coffee Addy had just taken. The kiss was gentle at first, five seconds later the kiss deepened, no longer as gentle as it was but it displayed a lot of emotions, her hands was tangling and untangling his hair while his hands was rummaging through her body. He lifted her off the counter and took her to his room, a hand in her shirt and the other held her buttom firmly while her legs surrounded his waist.

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ADDY'S POV

The kiss was so passionate and deep that everyone other thing around me was invisible,my mind wasn't working well, all I wanted now was Derek.

I didn't know what was happening but I found myself on a bed in his room, Derek was under me as I kept grinding my waist on him while he deepened the kiss,I  was sure I would regret this in the morning but I wasn't heeding.

It all came clear when Derek hands found its way into my shorts, remembering I had nothing on. I wanted to stop it all, I really did but...

His hands softly grazed my lady down there and immediately I felt like I was in heaven

Now I was laying down, surrendered under Derek's gentle touch. His fingers found its way into me and I couldn't hold back the moan that escaped from my lips.

  Everything became blur as Derek's fingers kept going in and out of me while his thumb played with my clitoris, I let out a cry that rhymed with the thunder outside.

I arched my back to make his fingers go deeper while my chest kept rising and falling, Derek moved from in between my legs and came to attack my lips, he placed his fingers into his mouth with his eyes closed.

"You are so perfect" he whispered to my ear, planting soft kisses from my ear to my neck his hands went to grab my boobs, he handled it with care as he kept fondling and placing kisses on my breasts.

Raising my  body up from the bed, I took off my shirt and laid back down my hair spreading all over the pillow. Derek played with my nipples using his tongue and I swear I lost it, I bit my lips so hard to suppress my moan and I didn't stop until I tasted something metallic. I knew my lips were bleeding at that point.

Wait..what am I doing..we aren't even married yet

'But you'll soon be, just enjoy the moment'

Something said to me

' Rani what are you doing, are you going to lose your virginity before marriage, how'd mum feel about it'  another voice said to her

Yes..it was all about Daksha mum, all she does is for her, how would she feel..this needs to stop.

Derek had already unbuttoned his trousers ready to penetrate Addy whose legs were on either side of his waist when suddenly..

" Derek I'm sorry but I don't think this is right, atleast not now"

"What do you mean" Derek said trying to calm himself down

" I'm sorry but I can't do this. What if mum finds out, she'll be so hurt, what have I done" Addy said sobbing lightly

"No baby..no don't cry..please I can't bear seeing you in tears, it's fine if you're not okay with this, we'll soon be married anyways. I'll wait for you alright don't cry." Derek said hugging Addy trying to pacify her

"I'm sorry" she sniffed

"I love you Addy, I love everything about you and I'll wait okay, till you're ready"

"Go to sleep now, I'll be back" he said tucking Addy in.

He went into the bathroom to free himself of his current burden and came out after some time to see Addy asleep. Placing a kiss on her forehead he drew her closer to himself and turned off the lights.