Chapter3

#Chapter3

After looking around the house, Li Na returns back to where her body is. Since Li Na’s body is in his room, Li Na unwillingly goes to where Shen Yun Tian is.

In his room, Shen Yun Tian sits beside Li Na’s body, quietly watching her. His face is expressionless. Li Na doesn’t know what Shen Yun Tian is thinking.

From the first time she met him, she never knew what his thoughts were. No. She doesn’t even want to know what is in his mind. They were married not because of love, it was just for their family interest.

At that time, she was just a graduate from college. Her time was mostly spent by talking with Ru Feng over a phone call. They were hot in love and sometimes, she just can laugh happily when she heard his voice.

Just think how devastated she felt when, suddenly, her mother came and told her to marry Shen Yun Tian. She repeatedly told Li Na that Shen Yun Tian is a dependable man and can take care of her.

Li Na knew that the reason she was told to marry Shen Yun Tian is because of the Shen Family’s power and influence, not because they cared for her. Thus Li Na just felt more resentful to Shen Yun Tian.

After countless persuasions, finally, Li Na agreed. She just couldn’t handle her mother begging her to accept the marriage. Li Na knew that their family was in a big business crisis so the Shen Family help was truly welcomed through the crisis.

From her knowledge, their grandparents are best friends and wished for their heirs to be betrothed to each other. But since they both had daughters, the promise carried on to the next generation which was Xie Li Na and Shen Yun Tian’s time.

It’s more sickening to know that Shen Yun Tian’s age is 28 years old. Which is too old for her. Li Na’s age was just 22 years old. How can she be with a stoic old man in her life? The only person that deserves to be with her is Ru Feng.

Ru Feng was the flower boy of their college and it took a lot of her effort to make him notice her. Even though he was poor, Li Na felt happy being with him. He took care of her heart and feelings.

The day she left Ru Feng, her heart broke so much. She knew that behind her, Ru Feng was screaming her name but she didn’t want to look back, afraid that she might run into his arm. Ru Feng would always have a special place inside her heart.

At the moment when Shen Yun Tian and Li Na married, she felt dullness and sorrow. There was no happiness at all. After the ceremony finished, immediately Li Na moved out from her bridal room. She couldn’t stand to look at Shen Yun Tian’s face moreover in the same room with him.

Thankfully Shen Yun Tian had prepared a separate room for her. Thus she didn’t need to sleep outside. She cried a bucket of tears that night feeling pity about her fate. It’s hurtful to marry someone you don’t love.

From the day she married, Li Na didn’t contact her family as she blamed them for being the cause for her sorrow. Just for wealth, Li Na had to sacrifice her life for them. She hated them.

While staying in the big house, she preferred to eat alone in her room and avoid any contact with Shen Yun Tian. She isolated herself.

When servants called her ‘Madam’, Li Na’s face would wrinkle with disgust. The name shows how high she was in the house but at the same time reminded her of her status. It’s disgusting! Disgusting! Disgusting!

For two whole years, she lived the same monotone life. She tried to leave the house by applying for a job and being independent but since her exam results were disappointing, there was no company willing to take her.

There was one day that Shen Yun Tian came to her room and offered his help. Not only did it not make her thankful, but the resentment also kept growing in her heart. She felt that Shen Yun Tian was mocking her so Li Na refused him.

Li Na’s attitude toward Shen Yun Tian is like keeping a distance as a stranger. She addressed him as 'Mr Shen’, which is not an intimate call at all.

Li Na would also go out as she liked and be home whenever she wanted. Even though Shen Yun Tian gave an unlimited credit card to spend, she didn’t even take a look at it. She is not a charity!

And by using his money, she would feel like accepting the fact that she is his wife. So she avoided that. The money she used all came from her savings account. Not a cent from Shen Yun Tian.

But things started to change when she went to her favorite green tea shop. That day, like her usual habit after marriage, she drank the tea and sorrowfully thought about her miserable life.

When she went to go back, Li Na crashed into Ru Feng! Ru Feng was still the Ru Feng that she had known before. Two years made that man more mature. They sit together and talk for awhile. Li Na noticed the hint of loneliness in his eyes and it made her heart shake.

/"Li Na, are you happy?/" The words he said totally made the wall of Li Na’s heart crumble down. She was not happy. Never happy. The tears fell down from her eyes.

Ru Feng hugs and pats Li Na’s back. His hug was full of longing for her. With desperation, he said, /"I miss you, Li Na. Not even once I go through my life without remembering you. My breath and soul is only for you. Please come back to me. I will make you happy./"

She ends up crying louder. Her hand tightly hugs Ru Feng’s back. At that time Li Na decided to leave Shen Yun Tian! Ignore her status. Ignore her family. She was going to be with Ru Feng.

Li Na felt so glad that she had not given herself to Shen Yun Tian. So she didn’t feel any sense of betrayal toward Ru Feng. Her virginity was only for Ru Feng. Her true love.

However, when Li Na asked for a divorce, things became uncontrollable. The seemingly quiet and cold Shen Yun Tian became oppressive.

/"Why leave?/" His bloodshot eyes stared at her.

Even though Li Na was trembling under Shen Yun Tian’s pressure, she fought the fear in her heart and yelled, /"I want to go find my happiness. Let me go./"

/"I will give you happiness. Anything you want. Money, power or anything. Just ask. So stay!!!/" His heavy pressure only made Li Na rebel more.

/"What I want is a divorce,/" Li Na immediately reaches for her suitcase and wants to pass through Shen Yun Tian except that he pulled her hand and pressed her down.

/"Never,/" This is the first time their hands touch and it’s only making Li Na feel more mad and angry.

/"Let me go!!!/" She yelled and pushed Shen Yun Tian far from her tiny body. Feeling her resistance, Shen Yun Tian let her go and immediately exited the room.

Li Na felt relieved seeing that he had moved away. But when she turned the doorknob, it didn't budge. She was being confined.

She was not allowed to leave the house. He detained her and didn’t allow any communication to the outside world.

Only after she surrendered her will, all the imprison orders were gone. But of course, she didn’t mean it. When Shen Yun Tian left for work, Li Na took the opportunity to escape. She knew the bodyguards schedule for shift change and she took advantage of that.

When the exit presented itself in front of her eyes, suddenly her hands were pulled and a murderous voice was heard right beside her ears, /"Where do you want to go?/"

Her plan failed. Shen Yun Tian didn’t leave for work that day. He was just testing her and she fell right into his trap.

/"Let me go!/" She tried to pull her hand away from his grasp but it only made his grip tighter and Li Na winced in pain.

After realizing that Li Na was in pain only then did Shen Yun Tian release her. There was a terrible red mark on her delicate white skin. It looked so horrible and Shen Yun Tian frowned when looking at the mark. Li Na doesn’t notice how Shen Yun Tian hides his hand that touched Li Na and grasped it tightly.

/"You cannot leave./" The words Shen Yun Tian uttered lit a fire in Li Na’s heart. She became more desperate to leave and go to Ru Feng.

This time Shen Yun Tian confined her more tightly. The number of bodyguards was increased. And there was even a woman bodyguard to monitor Li Na inside her room.

Li Na became more and more depressive. She felt like a bird in prison. No free will. That time Li Na made a decisive choice. She will commit suicide to show her resolve to leave him.

She sliced her wrist and let the blood flow into the bathtub. She will do anything to escape and it’s including taking her life.

When she woke up, she was lying on the bed. Her hand is wrapped with a bandage and her skin was so pale due to heavy loss of blood.

Shen Yun Tian looks at her. /"Why do you do this?/" He sighs.

/"I want to leave. Ru Feng is waiting for me. Please let me go, Mr. Shen,/" Li Na weakly said. She let the tears fall from the corner of her eyes.

/"If I don’t let you go, what will you do?/" Shen Yun Tian said. Li Na doesn’t see how his hand trembles. She doesn’t even care to see him.

/"I will continue killing myself until you let me go or the worse is I die,/" Li Na said expressionlessly.

After a long thought, Shen Yun Tian finally nodded. He let her go. Li Na felt like spring finally came into her life.

She couldn’t wait to get better and immediately find Ru Feng, eager to tell him the happy news.

Just after she gets healthier, Li Na leaves the house and with Ru Feng, they handle all the preparations for the divorce.Now they only need a signature to make her status change.

Arrogantly she comes with Ru Feng into the house and meets Shen Yun Tian. She puts the divorce letter on the table and immediately exits the house without even saying word to Shen Yun Tian. The house gives her a terrible memory and she can’t stay there any longer.

Finally, she was no longer a wife to Shen Yun Tian. Li Na smiles sweetly and grabs Ru Feng’s hand. From that moment onward, no more Shen family and no more Xie Family. It’s just Ru Feng and her living happily together.

At least that was what she had thought that day. Only after her death does she realize how silly and foolish she was.

Revenge is not on her list. She only wants to rest peacefully.

But now with Shen Yun Tian’s behavior, she feels weird regarding why he would search for her. They should not have anything to do with each other.