#Chapter28
November 30th, 1991
I cannot leave my bedroom. I cannot face him. I have lost my baby. My baby has slipped between my fingers, leaving me forever, never to come back. I feel empty. James feels empty. He has tried speaking with me, but I have nothing to say. There is nothing I want to say anymore. The doctor says that many women have miscarriages and it should not stop me from trying again, but there is a cloud of discouragement over my head. It floats there, never to go away. I want my baby. Goddess, please. I need my baby.
December 1st, 1991
I feel sad today. I feel sad every day. I want my baby back. Please, please, Goddess give me my child.
December 5th, 1991
James says we can try again when I am ready, but I know she will take my baby again. She took my baby and I will never forgive her.