Chapter37

#Chapter37

Noah sighs. /"It sounds like a cycle to me. He's just going to keep lying to you, Rae. And even after all he's done before, you still wanted to be with him? You never tried to reject him?/"

/"I couldn't bring myself to reject him,/" I lie. /"He just—he sucks me back in. It's the bond, it's his face, his voice, everything. When we're apart, it hurts. All I want is to see him./"

/"It's because of the bond, because you haven't broken it. You have to reject him./"

My eyes wander down to my hands as they sit on my lap. /"I know, but I don't want to. Is that bad? Does that make me weak? Pathetic? Am I pathetic? Some part of me believes in him, that he wants the best for me. What if he's just making mistakes to protect me? What if the lies are for my own good?/"

Noah shakes his head. /"Relationships aren't built off of lies. How could you trust him? You couldn't. You deserve better than that./"

I stay quiet.