Chapter57

#Chapter57

/"Okay,/" I say softly, placing my hand on top of his, thinking back to my thoughts earlier. Should I ask him about it, or will I just make a fool out of myself? I'm tired of being embarrassed but I want to be open with him. Just thinking about it makes me restless. Those times when I'd sneak into his bedroom and lay on his bed are fresh in my mind. Back then it took only his scent to send me into a frenzy, and I've learned to control myself, so I wonder if James has done the same. /"When your father brought up rushing into having children... Is that why you're so hesitant? You don't want to worry about having children too soon? Because we both know there's an obvious fix to—/"

/"No, Rae, that's not the reason,/" he says, giving into the conversation.

/"Then will you tell me what is?/" I ask gently, carefully so he doesn't feel pressured to hide the truth.