Gone

#Chapter35 Gone

it has been days ..

I think a little more than a week which means that now the holidays are here .

not a day not an hour a minute or a second has past when I didn't think about Jongin .

I missed him .. I really did .. whenever I fell asleep and believe me when I say I fall asleep a lot .

I would dream of him .

here in the basement its cold and dark and it was making me sick . the chains around my bare feet and around my wrist were making me sick .

the cold floor was making me sick my illness was making me sick and I wondered when my time finally came so I could escape this hell .even my stepfather and

past-Seungsoo were better than this .

I clutched Jongins heart tighter to my chest as my body pained from every movement and the tears as always just streamed down my face . I don't want anymore .