#Chapter69 How Much Can You Take
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another hit
and another and another .
I was sweating and shaking because of the pain my whole body was in as I beardly managed to look over to Yixing sitting on a chair and drinking his drink .
I'm thirstly too .
my eyes squeezed shut again as he hit my back once more. the sound of the woodenspoon meeting my already torn apart skin on my back was makig it even worse, it was disgusting .
on morning and at night somtimes even between.
I’ve been here no longer than a week and everyday was the same.
they would give me food when I admit that I'm trash and only belong to Yixing.
when I admit that I loved him
but one thing I never admited and I know I never will
I don't hate Jongin
I could never.
so they beat me more and more . it feels like it’s getting more with every day that passes .