kyungsoo was the trash of school and at home. with a mother who died by suicide and a father who ran away .he was left with his abusive stepfather and 2 stepsiblings .
the only ones he could realy rely on were his friends yixing, who works at the diner with him and his only and best school friend baekhyun .

falling in love with one of the most popular guys was just adding more pain to his unhealed wounds of the past and the present

but all his crush jongin sees is the search for the heartshaped smile he fell in love with at the school ball and cant recognize being right in front of him all this time.

what will happen once jongin finally discovers that kyungsoo was the guy he fell for ?

when friends turn into enemies and families break
why would their love be loyal
when love itself never was to neither of them ?

Loyal Love (kaisoo)

it has been another week and I haven’t seen my father since forever .

I was wondering where he is and what he was doing now . his words ringing in my head .

I lost him and my mum I lost both of them but in a different way ..

I know my mum loves me and she loved me until her death but my dad doesn’t love me anymore .

I opened my eyes to the sunlight from the window. waking up was a beautiful thing somtimes . because I would almost always wake up to Kyungsoos beautiful sleeping face besides me.

I liked laying my arm around him and kissing him so softly on his forehead or cheek to not wake him up .

but then on other days he wouldn’t get propper sleep at all because nightmares haunt him and he wakes up screaming and struggling around even when I hold him still ..

I Just Need You