Chapter122

#Chapter122

The water cascades down my shoulders. I should know the temperature of it but I just can't feel it, and it's not like it bothers me anyway.

To me, the world has stopped the moment the accident happened. It all fucking stopped, and I can't fucking comprehend how everyone is still able to move, to run around the goddamned place like chickens without heads, hurrying to do whatever shit they need to attend to.

That's just out of my capability to understand.

I turn off the shower, not remembering if I used the shower gel or not.

Again, not like I fucking care.

I wipe my body and scrub my hair, leaving it damp, and just throw on clothes my mother in law prepared for me on my bed.

Well, technically she's not my mother in law, but let's leave that shit for now. I've spent way too much of my fucking time crying about the fact how I was going to propose to her and over the whole idea of our future together.