Insomnia, depression and what's worse, he had absolutely no appetite. Things couldn't get any worse for him.

Yet when life had already made him hit rock-bottom, there was nothing left to lose anymore. Thrown into such situation, a young man who wasn't in the best mental condition, suddenly got nicknamed Midnight and found himself visiting the same girl over and over again every night in her backyard. The girl being the same one he had had a crush on years ago. 

The problem is... This girl has no idea who he is, nor did he have any intention to let her know. In such situation a question arises:

How do I make her like me back?

Midnight Smiles

<p>He had no appetite and felt tired and sleepy the whole time, but wasn’t able to sleep no matter how much he tried to. Whenever thoughts about Ryder and this whole fucked up situation crossed his mind, Jake would get inexplicably anxious and would subconsciously scratch his wrists over and over again, which only worsened their situation. At some point Jeremy had even wrapped his wrists so thick in bandages that he looked as though he was wearing fluffy sweatbands, one on top of the other. </p>

<p>One song after the other, the volume increased. The songs changed from the sad ones to the heavy rock with singers screaming their lungs out and the heavy beats. The volume was so high Jake could barely hear himself. More than his voice, he was trying not to listen to his thoughts. Those dark self-deprecating thoughts that were eating him up inside.</p>

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